5.11.09

I'm scared as hell to want you, but here I am;
wanting you anyway.

and fear means I have something to lose, right?
and I don't want to lose you.

ever.

again.

Labels: darkness my old friend

12.9.09

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

Even with our fists held high
It never would've worked out right
We were never meant for do or die

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hold you, now I can't stop

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you want to cry

Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so, I love you enough to let you go

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone

Already gone, already gone, already gone

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

26.7.09

If you love something, let it go.
If it comes back, its yours; If it doesn't, it never was.

Labels: the sound of silence

15.5.09

You look so beautiful today
When you're sitting there it's hard for me to look away
So i try to find words that I could say
I know distance doesn't matter but you feel so far away

And I can't lie but every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I want to come back home to see your face tonight
'Cause I just can't take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait, I can wait forever

When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it won't stop bleeding
But I can wait, I can wait forever

You look so beautiful today
It's like every time I turn around I see your face;
The thing I'll miss the most is waking up next to you
When I look into your eyes, man I wish that I could stay

I know it feels like forever
I guess that's just the price I've gotta pay
Till that day,
there's nothing else that I can do
I just can't take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me

When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it wont stop bleeding

But I can wait
I can wait forever.

Labels: this is forever

3.5.09

is it me;
or will I never get the chance to spend your birthday with you.


sometimes I wonder if I had been really that simple,
foolish enough to be so wholly deceived by your fallacious promises

to think i bought your mock affection, our could-have-beens.



it had been quite, quite beautiful
but I never imagined it would end this way.
I never did





Wish upon a wishing well, take me away from this earthly hell.

26.4.09

Don't hang up, can we talk
So confused, it's like I'm lost
What went wrong, what made you go?
Don't pretend you don't know
This is me, I'm unchangeable

When did we fall apart,
Or did you lie from the start
When you said it's only you
I was blind, such a fool;
Thinking we were unbreakable

It was you and me against the world
And you promised me forever more;
Was it something that I said
Was it something that I did
'Cause I gotta know what made me unbeautiful

I've been told what's done is done
To let it go and carry on
And deep inside I know that's true
I'm stuck in time, stuck on you;
We were still untouchable

It was you and me against the world
And you promised me forever more;
Was it something that I said
Was it something that I did
'Cause I gotta know what made me unbeautiful

Wake up, wake up
Cause I'm only dreaming
Get out, get out
Get out of my head now

Because we're much better all together;
can't let go

It was you and me against the world
And you promised me forever more;
Was it something that I said
Was it something that I did
'Cause I gotta know what made me unbeautiful

Made me unbeautiful.

Labels: spring's embrace

8.3.09

yes its true;
because you have been my greatest mistake