5.11.09
I'm scared as hell to want you, but here I am; Labels: darkness my old friend
wanting you anyway.
and fear means I have something to lose, right?
and I don't want to lose you.
ever.
again.
12.9.09
Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even with our fists held high
It never would've worked out right
We were never meant for do or die
I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hold you, now I can't stop
I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone
Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you want to cry
Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so, I love you enough to let you go
I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone
Already gone, already gone, already gone
Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
26.7.09
If you love something, let it go. Labels: the sound of silence
If it comes back, its yours; If it doesn't, it never was.
15.5.09
You look so beautiful today Labels: this is forever
When you're sitting there it's hard for me to look away
So i try to find words that I could say
I know distance doesn't matter but you feel so far away
And I can't lie but every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I want to come back home to see your face tonight
'Cause I just can't take it
Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait, I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it won't stop bleeding
But I can wait, I can wait forever
You look so beautiful today
It's like every time I turn around I see your face;
The thing I'll miss the most is waking up next to you
When I look into your eyes, man I wish that I could stay
I know it feels like forever
I guess that's just the price I've gotta pay
Till that day,
there's nothing else that I can do
I just can't take it
Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it wont stop bleeding
But I can wait
I can wait forever.
3.5.09
is it me;
or will I never get the chance to spend your birthday with you.
sometimes I wonder if I had been really that simple,
foolish enough to be so wholly deceived by your fallacious promises
to think i bought your mock affection, our could-have-beens.
it had been quite, quite beautiful
but I never imagined it would end this way.
I never did
Wish upon a wishing well, take me away from this earthly hell.
26.4.09
Don't hang up, can we talk Labels: spring's embrace
So confused, it's like I'm lost
What went wrong, what made you go?
Don't pretend you don't know
This is me, I'm unchangeable
When did we fall apart,
Or did you lie from the start
When you said it's only you
I was blind, such a fool;
Thinking we were unbreakable
It was you and me against the world
And you promised me forever more;
Was it something that I said
Was it something that I did
'Cause I gotta know what made me unbeautiful
I've been told what's done is done
To let it go and carry on
And deep inside I know that's true
I'm stuck in time, stuck on you;
We were still untouchable
It was you and me against the world
And you promised me forever more;
Was it something that I said
Was it something that I did
'Cause I gotta know what made me unbeautiful
Wake up, wake up
Cause I'm only dreaming
Get out, get out
Get out of my head now
Because we're much better all together;
can't let go
It was you and me against the world
And you promised me forever more;
Was it something that I said
Was it something that I did
'Cause I gotta know what made me unbeautiful
Made me unbeautiful.
8.3.09
yes its true;
because you have been my greatest mistake