16.1.07

haiz. one half of today felt so good. the other was worse than hell..

hmmm. the comp was okay lah. won one award i think. but didn't really do well cos its just a warm-up. the main one's in april, that's where we go serious.
BUT YAH. Syf's in april this year too =( uh oh.

anw that'll be quite awhile longer. not too sure if I can even handle the near future yet.

yup her phone's really gone.. luckily her grandma is okay. oh well. i found back my iPod and file leh! lol. file left in music room. iPod below my table. DAMM heng. if not sure lost again .<

then yah she's gone i think for a few months? to maybe even a year. gone. gone gone gone. so painful..

argh i can't dwell too much. today missed i think at least 12 lessons! forgot about china studies.. today is the FIRST OFFICIAL LESSON CAN =PP so yup a lot of catching up to do. and haven't started on tuition/theory.

and tmr's MEP stuff haven't started learning. and piano practice frequency = worse than lousy. hahaha sec 3 life. I'll get used to it someday. bombshell after bombshell rains down.

you were the only light from the valley of darkness. now even you have faded away. what am I to do without you?

argh. i said no more dwelling alr.

anw ml stay strong k! ur grandma will be alright.. its scary how coincidental this is to her grandma's..yah. she'll be fine! I hope. I'll be praying too.. meanwhile hope u like ur new sch system.

its an impt year and yup. dun cry or take it too badly, it'll hurt everyone too. as long as u're happy and believe that ur grandma's fine then all will be fine..

yes all will be fine

that's what I keep telling myself too,

all will be fine

will it?