25.2.07

记得那一天
窗外细雨绵绵
你捧着我的脸
轻轻说了再见
你说我不可以掉眼泪
你要记住我最美的笑脸
但我却在你转身的瞬间
看见了你红了双眼
我爱你
我真的想永远好好爱你
是我叛逆善变又任性
一次一次伤透你的心
我好想你
我真的想你快不能呼吸
我要告诉你
对不起 我爱你
记得那时候我真的不懂事
你越温柔越包容
我越放肆
原来幸福就是这样子
我是孩子 你是我的天使
现在多想我在你的怀里
这一辈子 永不分离
我好想你
我真的想你快不能呼吸
没有你的手给我温暖
我的世界冰冷黑暗...






我爱你.

ahh. its so long since i last came here..

well its supposed to be the start of a new year in the chinese calendar..

somehow its the start of all sorts of horror for me =X
oh ya btw! xinni u like boa's last christmas right. I MUST send you busted's version. its a thrillion times better (:

haha and bing! u joker lah. all canoeists are shuai. (all izzit cano-ers =P)

but oh well. I kept rofl-ing when i read that. fine fine they're all hot okay?

yeah. last 2 tests of the term left next week.. the final hurdle! AND. as soon as they're over and done with. I SWEAR I'm gonna change my skin!

sick and tired of this love thing in black background..somehow it just doesn't appeal anymore. change change change to a super obiang one hows that (=

oh well. donno what to blog in particular really. too much things to blog about. all of them must be so overwhelming one.. ahh.

well chinese new year! the bai nian and all was boring la. so forget all about what I said I would blog about.

oh ya and manling jie! I bet u not reading this now.. sorry for dao-ing u so long, really. not like I wanted to, but yup, because of circumstances :( ha ur school life sounds nice.. work hard for more A1s okay! ur o level rocks.

won't update from now till wed alr, I guess. and from wednesday onwards I'll not only change skin but SPAM! hahaha. friendster finally reached A2 today - 70 friends. haha, thats like MINISCULE compared to some people out there can ><

hmmm. what else.

theory exam coming soon lor, have to chiong again. have been lagging behind in terms of MEMORISING french, german italian terms x.x and some other random rules i guess.

blahhh.. i have soooo much i wanna say.

oh the SALT center weights room is love! gahh it was really really super cool. don't get why they don't open it up for normal access tho ;( it rocks okay! best FREE gym I've seen so far. haha xP

then then then. on wed have to mass tag again. lol to make up for all the neglect i've shown to my friends! heh YESH thats you, natalie ;P erm and youyouyou. don't worry you're not forgotten la, just that can't say too much here alright.

thats arnd all for now..

u guys enjoy the week ahead!

24.2.07

heyy. sorry I haven been updating for quite awhile.

I won't be updating for quite awhile too..

so yup, those people who check back here regularly, THANK YOU FOR YOUR SUPPORT! xP

but yeah its a tough stage now, which means i won't be updating till like end of term.

u guys take care ya!

19.2.07

freaking tired now

haha accumulated from all the staying up over night. eh seriously i shud come up with a date thingy at the header of every post! it confuses me to read even my own blog x)

more visitings to come in the noon!

18.2.07

boo.

im suddenly not so free as it seems alr =(

spent my time slacking and procrastinating! argh.

doubt I can do much tmr.

running for time. damm =X

happy piggy new year to u guys anw.

17.2.07

blah, shall update anther day.

lalala. im staying up tonight. just realised i don have the mood to talk about the few days.. heheh

just had a buffet at ritz! was super super super super bloated.

have to meng train again =X

lol no mood le can! nxt few days all go around bai nian what.

this year have lesser, but sstill ALOT of people to bai nian.


but still. i slacked uber much today. teehee. (:

almost wanted to wear pink tie again. but one time being treated like a clown is enough lor. lololol.

and HEY YOU.

you evil meanie. pls don't ever say that again k. u don't know how much it hurts to me. really.

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL! heh. happy lunar new year at least.

though its test after cny for most of u guys, take this chance to slack, and STAY HAPPY :D

eek. Im just in that plain-nothing-to-do-mood, even though I know I have everything in the world to do =P

THIS AIN'T A SCENE ROCKS! haha by fall out boys. u guys must so listen to it.

anyway. i don't know.

bing was asking me about the converse sneakers.. haha only $90 what, why call me rich! boss, no need so sacarstic one alright ;P

but I guess its a good thing lah, tagboard so active nowadays!

heh i went to her blog and realised i haven even gone there since the tuesday before vday.

wow the simple msg on 14feb very cheem leh. oops oops =X


oh well. sooo much to do. after cny on wed and thur have THREE tests. gah.

FEE

FI

FO

FUM

I haven't posted here in ages!

heh, the the past few days just flew by like that. finally, for like the first time in eons, the slacking goes official!

haha I'm super happy because of alot of reasons..

super sad because of alot of other reasons too =X

well, today I'm gonna blog and blog and blog to atone for my GRAVE SiNS XD

hmmm. ytd went to tns. then went to movies.

then thur was this real freaky test that I kinda screwed up.

wed was ultra special.. oh wait didn't I tag here on wed alr? lol forgot.

and yup even this morning, things happened alright.

SO MUCH STUFF TO TALK ABOUT.

SO MUCH TiME TO SPEND.

wahoo guys.

GONG XI FA CAI TO EVERYONE OUT THERE X)

argh. wanted to write this amazing quote in my blog. sounds super super emo when i was talking with her that day. forgot alr ==

its very nice alright. not like she can't come up with 1001 more nicer quotes, but still :D

tmr can start bai nian and eating goodies! yay.

13.2.07

bee.bahh.booh.

wadssup with all the pink tie man.

i just wore it to the chi play on sat lah! nothing much alright.

yay mei! cool din know u read my blog everyday. very nice to hear that ;D

too bz to update. so much stuff going on. another time i guess.

11.2.07

lol u sound UBER UBER cute when u just wake up man..

hahaha. sian, physics test is just tmr. mugging progress is soooooo slow.

finally mass added my bunch of classmates.. finally. bundled them tgh all in a line. neat (:

I LONG TO MEET YOU. RARGH. I know its random. but still. hahha u poser, must show me ur poser tee and shorts hor.

champions cup is nxt wed! wahoo. can't wait for it..

just kinda dread if they made me play keeper. kinda outrageous to play someone with boots and shin guards as keeper =(

oh well. whatever. 14 feb! haha this year's 14 feb is extra special.

but its kinda smeared by 3 horrible tests.. wahlau. AND. my shin area is damm screwed still. all the dark skin marks, very pain x.x

oh well. happy mugging everyone!

p.s PINK TIES ROCK OKAY (=

9.2.07

thought I could update today. but just realised I haven't STARTED theory. ahhh.
chionging now ><

sian.. well technically I'm still updating.

CONGRATS ML ON UR A1!!! muhaha always knew u could do it.

seriously thats super pro, must keep it up k (:

hmmm. today we had swimming for PE. not exactly un-fun lah. hahaha. tell more another day.

tmr going to napfa for performance! sounds nice can

8.2.07

what a day

have to chiong for chem now..

just go back internet, was banned
hmm. piano was fun today though.

emo nowadays is becoming a norm. haiz.
kinda bad i suppose

crapped up test dates, floating all around
no time for nothing
stay strong

cheese balls suck =X
LOL. zx din even wanna buy the rest for 20cents.
realised zongxian and zhaoxing share same initials.
heh.

what a day

7.2.07

posting here again.

but I'm GOING AGAIN x) mwahahha. the bio test today sucked.
super freaking hard.. everyone couldn't finish! almost everyone. roar.

and I got to see u today! heh today u're so hyper
feel so happy (:(:(: erm. dun diet le! kinda scary.

but still. wahaha.

dropping out of humanz competition

dammit demanding (:

all-rounded aliteration
mwahahah.

buhbye

6.2.07

why do you always have to say such things.

you hurt me again. very, very badly

its completely the same as last week.

but even if we had to go through this for eternity
I would still not change any of my decisions

because being with you,
was the greatest thing in my life.

maybe its ur nature to be this emo now and then
and say really hurtful stuff without meaning it
but its all because you feel insecured

trust me, we can get past this
what i ask of u, for the last time, is to have more faith.

faith, and self-belief.
I'd fight until I have no more strength left..
don't give up so easily. you.

rahh.

today had a nice time getting a taste of real ownage by those JC peeps. lol.

and hey actually asked us to meet to take photo for stockwhiz! LOL?! when we won like a 100 bucks only? wtf.

hahaha. chi test was easier than expected

well not like it was really do-able or what. but still. confident of passing right (:

mwahaha. champions cup! finally have a soccer league or sth


have to chiong for bio now. see told u I'd be nice enough to update ;D erm. YOU

grrr u always have to spoil my bz but happy day huh.

thought u din wanna talk ma!

oh well.

5.2.07

lol I'm updating here today!

procrastination.

I have like. 100+ ci yu to learn by tmr

only was informed of the chi test today ==

haha, u said lotsa great stuff today

all of them made my day.. and yeah even though I miss you like hell, everything's worth it (:

saw cheryl ho today! lol its like the first time in person.

oh and er.. tmr who knows, I might update! mwahaha. everyone laughs at my hair and zach's one.. apparently we got the same haircut! weird huh =X

feeel so un-study mood now. oh well. i might go on updating like no tmr for the rest of the wk.

3.2.07

and us.. yeah. i think things are getting better now, stabilising..

its finally clearer now! you and I and all. I guess at the start, its bound to be like this..

a scary roller coaster right

but once we manage to get it off, both unhurt, we find ourselves closer than ever before

<333

you're mega super duper ultimately EMO XD

damm emo, seriously

rahh. tmr will be one of the last updates for a looong, loong time

lol, everytime i come online, i go "gosh, the last time I updated was so long ago! I'm so bz"

erm. not that its not true, but if u see that as the only excuse everytime.. it kinda gets stupid

things are getting busier! showing no signs of stopping down. well, we got rejected offically from MPP, so I signed up for OM. we're converting the MPP project into an entry to projects day..

which means I have 2 projects when u throw in OM. rahh. balsa wood structure! last year winnger was 150+kg. the highest from our sch was 12kg.

when my friend first told me that, I laughed the hell out of my stomach for at least 10 mins, didn't stop at all

then i realised i was gonna compete for a place to represent hwa chong

LOL.

oh well. can't update for nxt wk at all.. its chem and bio test!

funny how I blog totally on all my sch commitments, and not on the lighter side of life anymore ;P

well couldn't get the tempo boots I wanted.. so yup

to all those people out there taking their tests.. best of luck yah! must do well, no matter what level you're in. it'll benefit u in long run, when the yearly scores are taken (:

and ml! this goes out specially to you. nxt mon u have a SPA test right. VERY VERY IMPORTANT! haha rmb what I told you abt o level? so yup must work hard for mon okie. and on msn, have been neglecting some people lately..

oh well. guess I've been super bz. sry i didn't mean to do it.. not that i see hw as more impotant than you friends. just that, sometimes my teachers/parents are demanding and all.. yeah. chi debate! haha on fri we had chi debate

we GOT OWNED =D

hahaha

1.2.07

sigh. the teacher gone out again. he went to take our assignments back.. rahh he said we did badly =X oh well. haven updated for awhile.. still haven find time to link all those 3N people

the stuff we learn nowadays are so similiar to last year! oh well..

hahaha and MEP. nxt wk ends at 6 lor. doubt I can chiong back for CCA. then its like, saturday have a piano performance! but then today skipping it for the doc.. lol donno how Im gonna screw up =P

and the Stock Whiz! lol we earned only $100.. cos we profited like 1.5k, but at the last day we lost 1.4k back.. shit .< heh will try better nxt year i guess..

and durign soccer!! lol this ap guy totally just whacked my shin. my left leg still difficult to walk now.. sigh. luckily its not my right. but just because i chased that guy all the way back up, he thinks I'm crazy and rough. wth, then he whack, the skin there is still raw now, all the marks there are like 9$&(*#&(#5789s*(%*($&

BONE FEELS PAIN =(

better rest more i guess.

tmr! haha looking foward to tmr for MANY reasons . think I'll update only in weekend, cos even tho tmr no self defence (finally), still have to chiong theory and pratical

hehe posting this in the sch com lab now.. supposed to be using GSP to do my maths graph! but then. slacking (;

hmmm. last year we used graphmaticca. donno how to spell it. but whats wrong with it! its so fine then we have to use a new software thats kinda weird.. like graphmatica better (: haiz. after this cancelled piano just to see the doc. oh well.

lif'es okay so far lah.. YOU must be more stable okie.. stop being so emo. I know it was my fault yesterday, so yeah. promise u k

RAHH. the teacher coming over. i better post this ane make a new one later. lol.