4.3.07

today was a rollercoaster ride.

one time plummeting down, one time rocketing up. the lyrics u chose, were so beautiful. the words u used, were so tender.

sorry for not understanding what you were going through. I really am. its time like these that I realised how much you go through for me. every tiny detail that you've done. I failed to notice.

and u use so much energy just to reply me. the guilt I feel within me is tremendous. its scary. I was so scared you won't forgive me.

but yet, u treated like nothing had happened and continued to touch my heart. it's forever, till we part.

don't ever ever. leave me okay.

praying for you to get well soon.. u need the rest. don't bother about me anymore. just know that somone's out there, watching over you, making sure you're fine...