29.5.07

he gave her 12 roses, 11 real and 1 fake; then he said, "i'll love you till the last one withers" ♡

oh dearr

my last post before im off
flight tmr's at 10.10
so yeah we'll go there earlier to flirt around with the airport

the airport's a very cool place nowadays x)
people go there to mug can!
its like..another suntec?


but suntec's so freaking old
and in the adelaide exchange next month
(whee billie you're coming over finally xD)
they're bringing aussie ppl to suntec!
boring nia



gahh
away for 2 weeks
that's 14 days
20160 minutes without civilisation
ok fine its not obs

i have great packing conditions
theres cool skating rings
soccer fields
shopping malls
and all


but somehow im not with all my friends
with my com
with my hp
with my life.


do i even have a life.
heh i'll try to get stuff for u guys alright


k fine i'll have 2 labtops along with me
but no internet
!*($#*(&!




aaron,andai,andre,baifeng,benjy1,benjy2,bing,bobo,boonee,brent,
cedric,charyl,cheryl,chingting,danielyip,dannyboi,daryll,daryl,
dejun,derekkhu,eileen1,eileen2,evon,gordon,gohbin,goujun,
hazel,hongguang,huangji,hubert,huimin&huiling,ivan,iyonie,jerrold1,
jerrold2,jiashen,jjsilencer,joyce,juju,julian2=P,junan,junhui,
justin1,justin2,kaiyuan,kiagi-unagi,kiahwa,kiawee,kokjun,kristie,kunkun,
ky,lam,larrisa,leonardgoh&leonardtan,laura,lesterboi,linyingkor,
melvis,mervyn,mljie,mengying,mich,m2,nat,nicholas1,nicholas2,ningyu,
paxton,peiling,qihao,rachel,rosy,russbuss,ryan,saimeng,samuel1,samuel2,
sarah,shawn1,shawn2,shauntho,shennan,shijia,suwenn,szh,thomas,tc,tt,
verynice,victor,weirong,weijie,weijing,weiqi,weiting,xianrong,xiaohui,
xinky,xinnimei,xuancheng,xuanxuan,xueyan,y3,yannrong,yt,yingjie,yinru,
yizhuang,yongen,yufan,yuannnie,zacharia,zephyr,zhicong,zx1,zx2,zhongzheng










& you.








I'll miss all of you guys
i hope i got it right!
that was long



i'll be back 15th june around 12pm, so yeah
wishlisttt
it'll come back more or less nicer-looking


i crossed out one wish today
spot it (;



byebye world
hello dead blog&tagboard
hello dead email
hello dead everything.

potc down.
blades of glory eliminated.
spiderman3 long gone.

half the holiday's season movie gone (:

canada's gonna offer more

fantastic four.
shrek 3.
my 28 weeks later!
ocean's thirteen (I love this like peanuts)
transformers

and of course, harry potter

I'd go for die hard since i watched the last 4 movies
but yeah i have 5 more movies to go!
so i'd give it a miss.


SOMEONE how to not miss my friends leh
so siannifying
packing my bag and thinking about all my usual privileges gone



i can go nonstop iceskating and bowling and whatnot of course
over there such stuff's dirt cheap i tell you (:

ha! Im going away in less than 24 hours time
byebye world

hmm in a sense it'll be better than obs
in another sense it'll be worse
oh well.


3 days of holiday gone..
the next two will be on the planze dazing away
and the next two weeks's pretty much the same

there's two test on T3W1 la
dangdang.

enjoy your camps all alright

haha and ytd the movie..mgs had some outing
the whole cinema was like mgs people
okay then i guess my sis's school ain't that bad after all

mg can own sc people i betcha.
ytd my sis frens came over for project
4 sc gals in da house.
but nothing compared to last night ;PP

yeahh..then i saw mei yin
i went to poke her from the back
then she turned around and stared at me

whoa seh my heart stopped beating nia
then she narrowed her eyes



and broke out into a sheepish smile where the eyes become one line
lmao man.
i quickly wave and go la
scarrrei.


im still hyping over POTC LA
its romantic, funny, full of wit, majestic, sad..everything u name it, they have it.
and u know..
visiting ur loved ones one day every ten years

so brave. so willing to sacrifice
haiz
so i shouldn't be so upset for these 2 weeks after all huh XD





but yeah it rocked..
anybody wants anything from canada not!

bing alr ordered alr (:
tagtagtag;
tag more
my tag will be dead pretty soon.

28.5.07

heh today is hellride in heaven two

POTC: WORLD'S END IS ZEHH LOVE MAN
best out of the trilogy

though we think there's gonna be part four.
I liked the part where bloom and knightley were like.
marrying each other in the midst of all that fighting

and the whole movie's so godamm touching
*oops spoiler*
(this should go in front)

HAHA.
post-movie syndrome
i tell u the movie rocks inside out, upside down.



oh and just so you know
it conincides with my birthday
post 239: fabulous fifteen

ha. thank you all for wishing me..
just that simple sms/testimonial
cheered up my already effing high day XD


first on the list was you.
then it was hubert my bestman (;
third was xinky!

ha and all the rest la..thanks
ml jie wished me twice can.
and my ex whom i haven been in touch for six months+++

podium finish la all of you

ooh talking about F1
mclaren got the one-two finish can
hamilton second again x.x
the top two lapped the entire army of drivers la
other than massa
crazy shit.

hamilton why cannot be firsttttttt
i swear i wanna be him.

okok enough about F1
im alr insane enough
its MY birthday after all

and tmr im getting my IC
pretty punk rocker in pink;
pink card


HAHA. long day tmr
plus im leaving on wed
i'll miss you guys





ohoh and thanks leen
thanks alot.

27.5.07

why do i blog so much nowadays


HAHA BINGG.
paiseh i couldn't turn up today alright..

it turns out someone can't play dotA
AWWW
heh anw bing had the CS lan today
at cathay..
its $4/hour there can!

at bukit timah plaza its 2 bucks.
but i figured out there's like cooler
(literally too xD)
more games and all

but yeah bkp is just fine..
besides all hci ppl go there too!
saw jiashen, liki, julian, whatnot..
guai lan was there
niao-ist was there too.

bing had 5 people, ha so i suggested him 5v5 with stranger team
oh well.



i was at parkway anw
picking up my b'dae cake
getting my passport photo for my IC
whee. IC leh. turning 15!
buy lunch..
got the ultimate ice blended from coffee bean

HAHA i swear its the love man.
the espresso choco beans
but yeah i guess that's what the $6.80 for a small cup brings you
effing small la


then walkwalkwalk waiting for papa to pick me up
I SAW AHGONG&AHMA!


sitting together, with their maid, happily letting andesen's of dernmark ice-crean melt in their mouths

HAHA SO STYLLE LA. cos last night celebrate granddad's b'dae. his chi b'dae is tmr
one night their talking to me about life lessons clad in collared long-sleeves
one time they're in slippers in parkway during crowd hours eating andersen ice-cream

LOL. envy la. ytd at westmall i saw two old people right..older than my ahgong ahma.
holding hands..groping..laughing..kissing
ENVIOUS NIA XD



aiya my ahgong ahma rocks la. somemore wanna treat me ice-cream!
ha i was holding the noodles and coffee and everything in my hand
so i reluctantly turned them down


mmhmm..going away in 3 days time
dangg

whee

ha i just went someone's blog
it has lyrics of never again

then i recall the american idol finals!
whoa seh

usually artists during live is a big nono
they go off-pitch and all with their dacing
but NO

ha for kelly its twice as good
her rendition of 'never again'
live.
its love man <3

the song's great..and she made it even greater in the idol finals

makes me wonder by maroon 5 too!
haha the song in recording's just like.
good. normally good

but when they sing live
its sensational (:

i went HMV and adidas shop and hallmark at citylink ytd..
haha i wanna buy MoM!
i wanna buy it won't be soon before longg

then i held back cos im gonna have timbaland's newest album alr ;D

HA. then at adidas shop i saw my jacket..$109 leh x/
mommy thank you!
ha..
i want the tunit boots i swear

then at hallmark i wanted to get something sweet for a certain someone
but i was broke, it was so ex.
like duh

26.5.07

heh contrary to this morn i have so much i wanna say about today
today was love <3

from bukittimah plaza to westmall to citylink to marina to oriental hotel

i tell you it was a hellride in heaven
high adrenaline rush.

lan gaming for 4 hours in a row.
westmall's arcade at its very best
citylink's record high crowd
marina's potc ads that gets me so hyped up for monday
and oriental hotel chi cuisine that makes me dizzy

man, what a day
thanks to you
take it easy k.

yeah you'll put it aside i guess.
i know you will..
i'll blog about today, tmr!

haha tmr i have nothing much to do anw
BESIDES.
i have to catch someone at her netball game xDD
so i'll just go over,
and take a look


my pics are nice right
its either spastic or retarded huh
paintball and bowling for EOTA is fun
occasion for pictures..like duh (:

ha xinni don't be too upset k
me and hj just having fun la
right.


and if this post's late its cos of the channel newasia thingo
the making of potc.

PIRATES OF THE CARRIBEAN: AT WORLD'S END

haha. so nice
depp's the most charming
anyone from 8 to 80 wants to be him. funny, yet he always seems to get the things right

bloom's better looking, but yeah depp has the most charm and wit
of course knightley's the hottest XD
but really la, can't wait for monday!


heh after we had this 9 course meal which totally rocked at oriental hotel,
my dad took us out on the F1 route

haha he's a race car driver, so he was like real detailed with everything
and its so cool can.
the way he analyses the F1 in a few years time
i wanna follow him!
he watched two F1 races before anyway

"they have to take this 2 sweepers real fast"
"this apex they will have to hug the inner lane"
"the 4 lane merge to 2 will see lots of cars flying into fullerton"
"after this long straight it'll be heavy on the brakes when they try the turn"
"72 laps like this..the brake pads'll all need a switch"

fwee. mr. race car driver at work again..he says hotel prices will go up to 6k a night. scary!! but the whole thing took like 30 minutes. REALLY enjoyable alright. can't wait for F1..lewis hamilton! fernando alonso! imagine seeing those people smiling at the crowds



dangg my pulse's rising every minute
even watching the behind-the-scenes thingo in potc makes my heart throb la
the battle scenes.
the ships.
and each character makeup takes hours everyday

and every movie of the trilogy mentions 'singapore'
HA. nice1 :D



okok then at lan there was real lot of people
zx, lam, beef, ja, darryl, aaron, xuanxuan, jerrold.. thanks for coming guys (:

i owned xuanxuan in source!
haha then in dotA me and zx vs the 3 who were here first
OWNAGE CANN
whee

then on the bus i saw a mingming look-alike
i smsed huh can
thought it was her ==


gahh then this 2 MGS girl asked me to donate
then i told 'em i have no more money..which was kinda true after lunch and lan
wahkau then suddenly one of them went "haiz nowadays everyone owns an obs shirt"
random nia. then at westmall saw them again.

nvr donate so what man..
don't keep looking leh x.x
have arcade, have water, have lunch, have LAN..all need money one eh


(lol potc just ended. that's it im watching it for a 2nd time with my mom xD)
damm nice la. i didn't know behind the scenes actually so much as to be done
actually that applies to all movies
actually that appplies to life

mug for months, just for that one hour in a test
train for months, just for that two hours in a match
program and build for months, just for that few moments on the field
its like this everywhere in life

but still. the movie is love..heh i like potc the 1st movie better
but somehow the 3rd one seems out-of-the box la



kk i better stop now!
ha talking about pulse i have low pulse
went doc the day before cos of virus ma

i have a low, athelete's pulse (:
not as low as zhicong la..
his is 40+ a second!
ha imba gymnast
ooh and i gained weight over there. YAY.
wait but i shrunk
SHORTER

=(

haha its all around the same i guess
just that the mass is fitter
i think its obs
ha.




ohoh and for u guys who wanted jingru's photo when young
SO CUTE CAN
haha don't worry bing im talking about the damm young one x)
HJR
YESYESYES ;D

whee! haha in like 15 mins I'm leaving for class lan
pretty much won't update..

WEEKLY RECORDINGS FOR AFTER HOURS AND PRISON BREAK
roarr.
mom says no internet and tv in canada
it'll be fun though (;

just updated my wishlist!
ha i forgot to add in maroon's 5 new album.



It won't be soon before long.

haha its lovee!
but yeah just released
wait abit first

the music shops in canada are love i tell you ;D
so much great movies too

rahrah. praying for someone to win competitions!
k logging off
doorbell cya soon .<

25.5.07

oh die where did that stellotape thing go

its the pics right.
we'll have to wait till the pics are archived x/

HA. no stellotape boygal thing for now
screwed blog anw.

u have to highlight to read the words

dangg. i don't upload pics through that albumwebsite thingo!
yeah so the pics will kinda dissapear

not that i want them thoughh
andandand
i won't be updating for a long while.
from tmr onwards!
or sunday onwards

ur hand better heal soon alright <3

mother's day <33



1st-time's-class-on-floor



strip o'light



its over



hubert and me - frightened



hurbert and zx



*smiles*



thisaintreal.



me&hj



sexy.



bing+master photographer= picture



lester and I gayinggg



styleeeeeeee



my tablemate



sexy2.



S.P.A.S.T.I.C



whoa emo!



My Chemical Romance <333



boredd



whataday.
hi, low, everything u name it I have it

dread&jubilation;
they do mix.

heh i have lotsa pics to upload today xD
yep randomly just put a pic of my desktop.

today shaun asked me "brudder wilfie whats wrong!"
so I just we told him straight "we almost broke up"

that pretty sums it up i guess
terrible day
NOT TODAY!
ha yesterday
ytd i finally gave the FIFA07 to huangji la..if not everyday come bug me wth =P

and hubert! dowann lend me lavinge's the best damm thing
nvm go canada i can go mass spree-ing for stuff that can't be found here.
HMPH
piano, cca, tuition and whatnot all have to reschedule though

after paintball we had some time..so went bowling
my score was pathetic la..2 digits

high scores were:
mervyn 133
gary 123
kiagi 117
bing 100

haha thats about all i guess..got some other real pro bowlers
bowling ball going into the gutters was like the norm in EOTA ;P

oh and erm good luck for ur physics car comp (:
HA.
must win okie

no cca for me today
the virus sorta stabilised..

but yeah wanna make sure i can lan tmr
so yup.

resting at home
packing for canada
brushing up my piano
doing up my last bits of hw

HAHA i'm one of the six who donnid go maths bootcamp can!
its on 28th 8 ==
ma b'dae..



"
The following students are exempted from attending:
BENJAMIN LEONG ZHI WEI
BENJAMIN NG TZE WEE
LIM KUAN YUE
NICHOLAS CHIANG WEI SIONG
THO WEN JIE SHAUN
WILFORD NG WEE HONG
"


lucky me.
haha today got i think 5 hours extra?

so yeah can clear my phone, upload pics and all
not gonna touch friendster for a loooong while
i hate friendster suddenly.

oh and good luck for ur competition dear ((:

POTC! here i come ha
and i owe lester a chapteh wth..kick and kick until stuck in pipes o.0
OHOH
today was paintball!
haha shaun was the OS man.

talk about it later. so much time
not used to it la
sec 3.

oh my msg's 3.2
deprovement of 0.2?

aye update later.

24.5.07

kinda feel better now..
when i give people advice on how to cheer up, i mean it

so yup. it'll heal with time i suppose.
still can't access a lot of people tags! ><

maybe its my com. alotalot of tagboards all seems to have error.

ly has a virus like me..
and ml's gonna watch POTC nxt mon; same like me

i guess being preoccupied with such stuff takes the pain away
temporarily

im going off for 2 weeks
its gonna hurt more i know
but yeah when i went into jie's blog
the song there sounded so comforting..

me&you.me&you.me&you

oh haha and today we thrashed the team that thrashed 2 IS teams ^^

whats the point of being emo.
makes ur day worse
why live in misery.

its my b'dae soon after all
and not like we don't have forever..
*fromnow&tillforever


说好的
三年不见面
用我们的爱把时间留住
你笑着说这是我们的考验
我们的约定

就这样
三年又过了
我还是回到这个地方
闭上眼等你的出现
空气中吻你的脸

我还记得我们的约定
一辈子幸福的约定
为你写的那首歌
它也偷偷的掉泪了

我还记得我们的约定
我比以前还更爱你了
连那风都笑我了
我想它会告诉你的

我更爱你了

就这样
三年又过了
我还是回到这个地方
闭上眼等你的出现
空气中吻你的脸

我还记得我们的约定
一辈子幸福的约定
为你写的那首歌
它也偷偷的掉泪了

我还记得我们的约定
我比以前还更爱你了
连那风都笑我了
我想它会告诉你的

你会记得
我们的约定
一辈子幸福的约定
为你写的那首歌
它也偷偷的掉泪了

你会记得
我们的约定
我比以前还更爱你了
迎着风我也笑了
它一定会告诉你的
我更爱你了

effed up day

i stayed in the shower extra long just so i could cry longer
with no interruptions
with no disturbance

just let the tears wash away in the running water
its pointless to slash wrists
i really don't want to

effed up day

i went to the docs
after weeks of uncontrollable pain
everytime i swallow saliva, something stabs my throat

turns out i have blisters in my throat
my mucus is thick, yellow

i shrunk by 2cm
thats why after every meal i take 3 sets of medicine

in between all that i have to put oral lotion.
so this is how bad it has become

thank you, mom, for helping me go through all this

but so much worse things happened
i don't even wanna say it here.

thank god its the last day of lessons

the world is black;
my thoughts are cold.

i don't wanna talk to anybody,
i don't wanna lose you

23.5.07

hey there.

shaun, zx, bing..
cheer up

u people got teh emo syndrome nowadays la
must smile more often
no matter what happens

even when you're down, i mean staying positive does help

eh nat I no pangseh kia k!
cos next mon 28 may right..HAVE MATHS BOOT CAMP
not like i dun wanna go out la

then today soccer match cancelled la!!
cos of IHE exams
now that's called pangseh ><


hahaha and in the morn i totally blocked ly's way.
everytime call her she dao one
so this time she HAS to look up
and go 'hi'
I ROCK.



hmm then this is the first time i reached home so early on wed..
cos yeah mep and cca cancelled

so i decided to jog with mom and sis
took the longer route this time cos im free
and then they showed me around the neighbourhood can

its soo nice. i didn't notice!
i've been living in such wonderful houses all along ;)

they showed me all their dream houses..
at branksome road the designs are REALLY nice
got one like resort
one like mahjong
one like futuristic spaceship

haha next time anyone come over must take them for tour around MY neighbourhood can xD

its great! should have jogged more often. everytime jog is chiong through one round..the small round around my house

only got cheung cheng high. not much one
toronto!
wanna ice-skate

deprived for 5 months alr x.x

haha bing and doorbell relax la

my 226th post! heh

tmr's the last day of lessons..
yeah. friday we have one full day of paintball

then sat is lan

and mon's my b'dae
tmr's the last day of lessons!
SHUANG :D

heh paiseh hor xinni in the end couldn't have lunch with u
hmmm. u miss hj huh =P

very free.
ha though i haven pia finish maths/filing though
im confirmed safe!
ha cos form teacher called the 5 people in trouble ytd..

haiz. jiayou k!
my msg around 3.1 there..
detiorate around 0.1 i guess x.x

toronto! haha im going toronto from 30th may onwards, all the way till 16th june.
ohoh and guys go to my friendster and take my test alright ;P

22.5.07

yay i just struck of my wishlist

haha who needs bilabong when u have arsenal
toure!!!

toure will be captain
and we shall have a new keeper for arsenal

YES WE WILL (:

today's iLeague match void la..
3M only sent 2 people lmao.

so there's tmr's champion cup quarterfinals loh
even more jai

today on the way there..
saw the ny longDs!

haha. i almost wanted to shout at leen and sarah

but NOOO. no one's more daring than bing..



who screamed la


bing is it cos of the music?
cos of the music that's why you like my blog (:
check out xinni's one!

her skin's love.

today erm..nothing much la

god my adi hoody!
whee.
then maths test OFFICALLY cancelled lor ==

ytd hubert after read my blog keep spamming me
he wanna confirm so dun have to mug right
HAHA.

this sat there's lan!
a lot of people going
great time at bukit timah plaza

FIFA, dotA, CS, battlefield, everything
hour after hour (:

funnn.
then i got my arsenal cap

HAHA ARSENAL FTW!
they didn't get a thing this season
but next season at least league cup can right (:

fly emirates.
oh yeah thats what the cap says.

and tmr's the classmatch!
LONG awaited wahhaa

pia finish hw first duhh

21.5.07

MATHS TEST CANCELLED

haha that means my holidays starts today ;D

dotA-ed with zx for the first time since god knows when
score now is 1-1 (:

slack ftw!
haha no more tests.

can pack for 30th may loh!
and of course arrange for all my commitments during my absence..


yepyep.
LAN!
haha LAN this sat <33
i wanna lan this sat
I so want.

ooh and 28th may (;

20.5.07

i went parkway twice
aiya sian la everytime the people there doesn't seem to dwindle

aren't they bored
don't even have a cinema there for god's sake

haha and i lost like $1k+ in stockwhiz

my maths revision's okay..
thurs is last test of the term fwee (:

andandand. tmr I'm going health sciences authority for field trip
its the place where forensic scientists in s'pore work at

CSI- SINGAPORE

HAHA. talking about that prison break's getting very dramatic these weeks
veryvery nice

dammit la im gonna have to miss it next week onwards

overseas 30th may to 15th june x.x

19.5.07

just married's nice
haha last night I spent my night laughing my head off at TTTT (yup its tiptoe through the tombstones)

tonight i spent my night laughing my head off in front of the TV
just married!
ashton kutcher

heh that's the male lead x.x
OOPS.
but yeah its uber funny

&& the soundtrack!
you set me free by michelle branch

also featured. that's like. ice princess soundtrack too.
the ending is sweet man. ending of the movie

me and you <3

tiptoe through the tombstones!
hahaha thats why i didn't update last night

tho we didn't go for supper it was fun la
i got to see:

zhengxuan's gayness!
verynice..
bing's love
rosalind
xuanxuan in a different way
julian's army of 6 gals
shaun's kindness

HAHA. great night la
today nothing much though
parkway..parkway's buzzing from weekdays to weekend for some reason
weirddd

can't wait for 28th may ;D

Walking all along a beach, you were never far from my reach
You held me through the stormy weather.

I wanna fall in love tonight.
Do you remember what I said;
That everything is gonna be alright

Laying in the summer grass
You told me not to talk so fast,
as I told you how I feel

You made me feel right at home
I told you I was not alone,
and you knew just how I feel.

I know we talked about it
I just can't get around it
I just wanna spend my lifetime with you.

I wanna fall in love tonight.
Do you remember what I said;
That everything is gonna be alright










today i finally took the time to read the FULL section of The Straits Time..

and i happened to chance upon a very true, down-to-earth quote:
no one can make you feel inferior; unless you let them.

its very true
when you're down, continue to work at it.
when u're going through a difficult peroid, stay true to yourself and strive even harder
when you fall, pick yourself up, knowing that you have the advantage of knowing how to react
don't let others affect you when you're all lost and tired,
cos no one can make you feel inferior; unless you let them

oh well x/
everyone's literally sick and downcast these days.

went tuition today and the whole room was like blowing their stuff from noses into tissues

17.5.07

haha today i went home early
didn't go for principal dialogue

down with flu.
luckily the topics weren't too important..
but still

oh well im tryna recover for tmr
tmr's a long day in sch
till 9, 10pm i suppose

hell yeah.

things are..normal?
nothing much today

just uncomfortable..and like
IDS's damm slack
we got dismissed at 1pm

and then the talks and lessons required no writing at all
i think.

then i scored the winning goal against the sec 4s
hmm. 2 st mugs gals tried to ask for my number..
that's all.

then i went home to rest cos of my flu yeap.
then i have to start mugging maths
and rest early

blue, shady day

16.5.07

today damm draining la
dun feel like blogging anything
not much happened anw

today lessons were slack!
nothing much to do really.
but somehow i just feel very tired.
lack of slp the past few nights i suppose

we owned a jc soccer team!
ha those girls dare not come down play with us..
asked all the guys come out
and we still won (:

cos nowadays IDS is near JC
so we used JC soccercourt
roar
maybe it made me tired too!

haha then called xinni and counselled her about her relationships xPP

bing first thing after sch finish was to chiong off!
haha wahlauu
meeting someone i suppose.

but yeah anw i had flu in the afternoon. real bad now, guess i better go rest

15.5.07

haha! and bing..i told you la!
its MINUTES TO MIDNIGHT FOR A REASON

when you were so excited about it I thought u pre-orded ==
heh next time if u really want it, preoder (:
hot stuff like that must WAITTT

I'd give it around a week?
yeah u try getting it next week then can x)

die la i just received letter to get my IC
and with my charcoal face!
haha geegee la

the officials think I'm some terrorist or sth
haha.
NO RACIST CONTENT HERE =PP
but yeah the IC thing..complex la

ooh and bing got this veryvery short haircut like mine!
he says he wanted to look as good as me, just that he's had gone horribly wrong
LOLL
bing is one funny guy x)

he adaps to the JC culture very fast though..
today we went JC canteen ma
hes shirt was like out the whole day after that
around there.

AND MY GEOG.
C5
dangg

& i thought things were changing for my better with my A1 yesterday
my msg periously hanging around 4.0
any higher and I'll have to go remedials next term x/

roarr
I look foward to JC!
ha i want JC can

TVs at canteen
TVs at study desks
stroll in to tennis court, soccer field, soccer courts, netball courts, squash courts etc ANYTIME u like. the gates are all unlocked!
crazy study times
(you can see the whole ground floor buzzing with students as if there's no lesson)

its like. we went there before our recess cos lessons ended early. when we left slightly later than after our reccess, all the korkor and jiejies still there

its love la.
guys and girls roaming about high school
coming to swim at poolside
going to eat at canteen in huge groups

guy and girl sits down to fold stars on table
coconut jelly sold by students
chocalate fondue operated by students all in canteen

seemingly no lessons one la!
ha the last time i went jc canteen was like holiday
it was emptyyy

now i know how wonderful HCJC is =D
all these beautiful posters hanging in the inner plaza
done by the different CCA groups on their upcoming performances

i tell u the posters are REALLY damm pretty.
from dance, drama, external performers, string orchestra
ITS STIRRING

and when sit down eat at canteen, always every 10 mins got people stream into canteen. NEVER STOPS! just more and more ppl milling in

ha. university even better la (;

aiya today's a shagged day la.

just changed my keyboard..a new one!
my old one was filled with tears, earwax, eyewax, saliva, water, watever..
the typing was VERY inconsistent
so yeah

then piano changed to today
teacher said I look very different!
arh. not like the suanins has stopped anw
then there was chem makeup lessons..

i dun think we even missed any
but yeah 3N'07's super slack

IDS!
found out what it stands for:
inter-disciplinary studies (:

had it last year! it was humanities or what
so this year's maths and science
which is freaking stupid since we're HP students
its not that bad yet.
its EFFING sian

everyone agrees
from physics to bio (those 2 lab sessions we had today)
its actually just normal lessons but they wanna make it nice and follow some american school model thing for lessons

but they end up making things boring cos we have maths and science lessons one after the another.
boredom boredom and boredom

tedium, monotony, dullness, tediousness, ennui, weariness
whatever you call it.

i cant emphasize how boring it is.
and it'll last till monday.
tues till mon =.-

oh well.

14.5.07

ha. the picture posted still not too scary la..
FACE!
haha face even worse
today when go sch whole class. oh wait. not whole class
ALL MY FRIENDS LA
each one of them suan me lor xP

'nice face'
'aww poor thing'
'ur tan so patchy'
'tsktsktsk *shakes head'
'WTF?!'
'ur face win lor'
'brudder wilffie why your face like that'
'come come let me see your face'

and on and on ;P
haizzz

at least i mastered coordin. geometry
and I got class highest for english!
2nd term running.
but still..its like my FIRST A1 for the term can
my msg is 4 plus still x/

joon fai & justin both 2.2!
I want ;p
siann

ooh and minutes to midnight's released today
& bing so hardcore la!
today alr rushdown get linkin park album heh

i have 'what i've done'
its a great track
contented la, no need buy (:

then today bing keep on singing 'big big world' in class today wth?!
he says he's in love with it o.0

so random la!
then i told him its 5-6 years old
(its 9 actually)
then he like don't believe like that
LOLL.

he like the lyrics i think..okay la quite sweet (:
but so old heh.
he can't find! so here goes. http://www.lyrics007.com/Emilia%20Lyrics/Big%20Big%20World%20Lyrics.html

look at his nic can alr see how hardcore about linkin park loh

its peeling as i type.
my facccee
rargh

thanks eileen for the reminder yep
oh btw my mom likes lisawang! ha.

ha ning also likes it too! apparently
im so bored suddenly
guess its just you ;P

tmr's IDS!
ha. forgot what it stands for
but still. no lessons that means..

13.5.07

whee 212nd post.

212 is a special number to me..haha.
GUESS WHAT IT IS

i came online because of my mom!
2 things.

1. my mom used her new phone take picture of my peeling skin
2. i realised that i didn't thank my mother!

haha samuel kill me la
cos during height elements we had to learnt belaying what..
belayers are those people down there who hold you down with the safety rope
so its like while you're enjoying urselves up there, its the belayers who are behind you, quietly toiling and pulling, ensuring your safety, ensuring your well-being when you do fall down from high out there..

he taught us to thank our belayers!
and not just literally

our belayers in life.
our loves ones: from family to friends to teachers

they're all our belayers, guiding us, helping us, secretly sacrificing for us without complaints

to cut it short : THANK YOU MOM!

happy mother's day (:
once wilfie's mom, always wilfie's mom
the greatest mom of them all.

happy mother's day!
haha my skin's peeling like freako now
& its scary.


*to the tune of Monster by The Automatics*
whats that coming over the hill
izzit a monster (wilfie)

whats that coming over the hill
izzit a monster (wilfie)


HAHAHA. anw. thank you mom.
may u have a blessed 2007!
ur children will lurbbb you and be good kiddos :D

haha today when go parkway buy dinner

even the aunty got i go army!
wahlau my crew cut and tan la

hahaha.

tmr is kap day! fwee
so shuang.

and someone spoiled my friend test thing
HMPH XD

rahh. damm sian. hw ftw!
one last test in week 10.

then im off to canada oh yeah.

whee updated da jukebox!
omg charyl u're so scarily accurate

how do u KNOW
HAHAHA.

I hate loggs
logs is bad man

ooh and last night at dinner all my aunts were going how lobstery I am
DANG.

lobster wilfie =(

12.5.07

wahoo i just finished talking to my baby so I can continue the post fweee

as i was trying to say last night, the answer to the riddle is SUPPOSED to be one.
haha i think thats cause once you subtact 5 from 25, it'll be 20, so you can't subtract 5 from 25 anymore cos in the second time you'll be subtracting 5 from 20

something like that.

BUT HECK. OBS! hahaha. I kinda miss it. yet I kinda feel good that I left it?
that type of mixed feeling that everyone's getting nowadays..EMO! haha. is emo a clash of feelings? or is it that depressed feeling that overwhelms you? or is it some fashion thing that makes u look cool? or is it that emotion you get when you're all down and out, feeling like giving up?


IONO. HECK :D

my sunburns are peeling..they're red and painful
ha but I'm back with my family and friends.
WORTH IT :D


the heat rashes are there, but everyone else got it to..so yup.
calamine i think. its healing.
as time passes, all things heal.
physical, emotional, mental, psychological pain.

they say some scars are permanent; they can't be healed.
but trust me! those sad, emo people out there who are down and out.
give everything time.
with time, things do heal (:

anw back to obs
its not a hideout la
i found out its not some reclusive, obscure part of singapore where you get to slack and forget all your worries

its just this real tiring, almost-impossibly-difficult-to-go-on camp that trains your mental and physical strength?

uhuh. around there
you don't get to hide from your worries!
you learn to deal with them.

that's why I'm so grateful to samuel the instructor
i was in livingstone watch.
heh and he taught me many things..
from camping knowledge to lifeskills to appreciating people in life.

he doesn't show care and concern..
he's strict and fierce and damm suan and all

but ultimately, everytime he does something, he has his reasons..he explains to us
and in times of adversity or emergency, he doesn't help us - he just explains how to solve the problem

cos he doesn't even tell us how to solve the problem, unlike the other watches where instructors will teach step-by-step what to do

for samuel, he'll just give u this general picture
and its from there that we TRULY learn something
from there that REAL men will mature from

he also teachers japanese swordsmanship
and a 3rd sergeant in the SAF teaching recruits
thats like REALLY high up there o.0

yeahh..he shared MILLIONS of quotes. and I mean literally millions.
thats what I mean when i say he gives the general picture.

and one quote that struck me was something like:



"I won't follow a man who has never made a mistake in his life to battle;
rather I'd gladly follow a man who has made every mistake in his life to battle.

Young gentleman, you only learn from making mistakes. Experential learning. Only by making mistakes will you know how to react to them, know how to deal and cope with them. If you have never made a mistake in your life, you will not know how to solve problems when times of adversity come."

haha. pretty general isn't it? his standard of english is HIGHEST in the camp! i swear.

cheem cheem here, cheem cheem there.
and his quotes are literal somtimes..yet very inspiring!
many many quotes..

"The same sun that melts the wax, harderns the clay.

Always remember, young gentleman, that the same thing that heals you could break you. One man's meat is another man's poison. Or, for those of you who understand:

The same wind that lifts the girl's skirt blows sand into your eyes."

LOLOL. I think he's the most funny instructor of them all when coming to describing things. but when it comes to activities, he's the most demanding.

We were the last watch to leave the camp cos his packing standards were very high.

We were the last watch to finish pitching the tents - at 10.30pm at night. the other watches finished their tents as early as 6 - which meant that while everyone was snoring away, we were busy hammering at those pegs in the dark.

We were the only watch who got scammed - while rowing out in the sea, he tricked us into taking the longest path to reach Camp 1. haha cos our boat was way ahead of the others..too much strong people xD. but who cares after the detour we still owned (:

We were the only watch who starved on the fourth day - lack of rations.

We were the only watch with 9 bagpacks..the lowest among the rest of the watches. Everything was stuffed into 9 bagpacks..sam originally wanted 8. but yeah he gave some allowance. There were 15 people in the group, so bagpacks were double the weight of other groups.

We were the only watch that helped half of the other watches dock their boats. haha which is like REAL tough. hauling up this 100kg beast onto land, out of the water, and pulling the parking thing into dock.

livingstone ftw!
but once again I thank sam..for all those life lessons

gosh my baby is back (;


我可以给你什么
你笑着什么都不说
你知道我很寂寞
你竟然听得懂我在讲什么
我看见青春呼啸而过
这是什么样的生活
爱还有罪恶

你还有大把的时间可以挥霍
可是
我想我爱上你的脆弱
不知道我有没有勇气
来放手一过
我想我过几年以后
你会明白
现在是什么

一年终于来回奔波
不知道她有没有感情生活
10年前我来到这里拼搏
爱情会是什么
能不能有来自己握的魂魄
到处游默使人匆匆走过..

I didn't know bathing could be such a grand affair xD
yesterday when i trooped into the bathtub
and grandly laid my hand on those silvery, shiny taps
gently caressing the handle, turning it in a neat 90 degree fashion

the water gushed out
that holy, lovely liquid that I longed for the past 5 days

HAHAHA

OH BEE ASS!!
I'm finally back.

sigh I'm still fuming over last night
i came up with this REALLY REALLY long post

which was great :D

in essence, I'm a LOBSTER now!
haha.
today tuition teacher went "wilford u look like a lobster now!"
heheh

wilfie the lobster xP
the tanlines of mine are quite retarded though
oh well

theres this mother's day dinner tonight!
ha with my whole family
that'll be my excuse for not trying to recall last night's long post (:

11.5.07

SIANN.

wahlau type so long end up one empty post.
my obs post..ROAR.
i shall do it tmr x.x

wahlau

6.5.07

"I love you, not for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you."

these 5 days..haha. without you. so empty; so meaningless.

I SWEAR I DIDN'T READ EILEEN'S TAG OR XINNI'S TAG WHEN I POSTED MY 2PM POST!
haha that shows I'm spot on
obs is a GREAT hideout..oh yeah (:

everyone thinks of it the same way!
escape from crushes
escape from hw
escape from teachers
escape from this world

into the world of our own
just me and my friends..

mysweetescape.
i love that song <3

heh.

You don't marry someone you can live with - you marry the person who you cannot live without.

I'll use this time to reflect carefully on who I can't live without :D

rahh. obsobs here I come!
okay last post for the day

my blog will be dead-ed for 5 days
shoud I leave a riddle!
haha u guys guess the answer and tag on the tagboard
the winner will..receive a GOOD prize from me I promise ^^

How many times can you subtract 5 from 25?

tag ur answers! fweeee.

NOT UPDATING TODAY!

haha i feel so **&$#(_$&-50723=04972=
BY OBS

cant describe that feeling (:

i wanna update my jukebox list though! so old .___.
aiya after obs la.

byebye world.

escape
v (3rd person present singular escapes, present participle escaping, past escaped, past participle escaped)

1. vti break free from captivity: to free yourself and get away from captivity or confinement
prisoners who attempted to escape

2. vt avoid bad situation: to avoid danger, harm, or involvement in an unpleasant situation
There’s no escaping the fact that the house needs painting.

3. vi leak out: to leak out from a container
4. vt be temporarily unknown to: to fail to be noticed, remembered, or understood by somebody
a little village whose name escapes me for the moment

5. vti be uttered: to be uttered by somebody unintentionally
A muffled curse escaped his lips.




YAY. the escape from reality; my recluse in obin
shuang shuang

I'll miss you guys though

good luck for whatever you have!

5.5.07

today watched spidy3!

haha. not as good as i expected
sth like war of the worlds last year;

too high expectations, so it didn't turn out as GREAT as i expected
some parts made me went 'wow'
but collectively its average

still worth watching though (:
third movie in as many weeks!

ghost rider, wild hogs, spidy3

phantom of the opera doesn't count (:
haha brent and eileen koh are watching the SAME show

obs's round the corner
good timing i guess
my group's completely alien to me

byebye world..bye for 5 full days
I'll enjoy myself :D

thats pretty much today lor
morning was open house

i had 3 options..chose robotics ^^
ha.

not many people at our booth though
oh wells

3.5.07

203rd post.

3rd may
thursday

i realised today is
TEH emo day

very emoday.
everyone's emo..

haha. mei, jie, friends, me, everyone

siannn. keep it going guys

and i think obs came at the right time
a break from this hellish place

the break that we've been truly looking foward to
not a fake hideout at home with the computer or on the phone;

a camp at ubin.
a total cutoff of communication with the rest of the world.
peace and tranquility - at its finest.

finding peace in hell
so chillingly beautiful,
so beautifully chill.

this break - we'll use it properly
to contemplate, and to reflect

emoday.

today is TEH emoday
ha our group got lowest votes for project utopia

cya guys.

today was..

quite blue
piano today was fun though!

haha teacher said my pieces are finally coming tgh
and today is the day i can play computer with no worries loh (:

ml jie's daoing me though =/
nvr pick up voice msg or msn or sms! roar.

i think nat too.
heh nat..

sat is open house!
oh well

and obs is on monday

not too much time to slack
tmr and sunday i guess

theres TONS of hw
heh but who cares tests are over

202nd post. its a good number
I HATE SLEEPING PILLS

loll.
sat open house after shall we watch spiderman 3?
=x
haha no ideas yet.

but yeah..last day!

deprived for 5 days nia
ooh may's the month of bdaes =P

2.5.07

today's a happy day!

haha of course missing MEP wasn't.
but stuff like today always make ur day happy
this is what dreams are made of (:

thanks vernice and melvis!
ha.

and channel 5 finally came back.
FINALLLY. roar

after so long. 1 month or so
i missed at least 4 episodes of after hours and prison break 2 man =(

wahlauu..haha meng watch ftw!
but before that

PROJECT UTOPIA

gahh its this stupid political philsophy project
cos technically speaking today's like the last test of the term!

haha so its supposed to be all fun and laughter
so shuang everyone was like screaming

the end of all miseries (:

but waittt.
theres project utopia

haha have to present to GEP officers, juniors, and 3O people!
very tough =/

chiong chiong chiong.
one more day to everlasting freedom

ooh and i cant wait for saturday's open house
its gonna be so fun
heh.

1.5.07

LOL. bing's so suan

super sianning now

this time of the day its always like that

sat and tmr!
haha sth to look foward to

obs on monday. i dread and yet i love it
roarr

tmr's the last tests of the term
slack in a way;
scary in a way

mugging ftw.

wheee whee whee

im so happy
finally got to tok to ml again
and csm's outing stills fresh

and i have so much cool nice stuff
and my napfa's 2cm away (literally) from gold

AHH.
sian =P

tests tmr!
haha finished mugging chi
lit left

but our projct..english projct
due thursday de

till now haven done

so this is the only update for labour day alright
199th post!

heh. miss ya