21.6.07

lol i stink of popcorn now
got it all over my shirt
a BLACK shirt

when for the first time in ages i went movies with dad
he was like. ah black shirt!
haha

he lost many of his car races in black

anyway plaza's so empty nowadays..
it really is
people there are like
so little

compared to the past
HAHA past is when like.
me always going there

so now i've come back for the first time in so long
i guess its normal to see so little people

but yeah its thurs night i guess.


trust me today's still a very, very, very, very bad day.




hmm
yesterday i was talking to gabs.
gabrielle!
from adelaide


we linked up after..6 months?
somehow the time difference made it hard for us to talk
we talked about our lifes..
shes in a music school

then when she moved on to me, she asked when does sch usually end
i thought about my sch hours..
i said. typically 6 to 7?

she was like shocked
then she asked me to average my time in school everyday
i was like. 10 hours?
fine maybe 9.5 hours, come to think of it now


so yeah she was like 'wow'
then
she asked.

"do you have a life?"

i kinda didn't know how to answer.
we spend so much time in school everyday

doing what we believe is worth our time

do I have a life?

i didn't really know how to answer
"sure I do!"

then she went
"cool, tell me about it"

"about what"


"about your life"

i crapped up this whole long list
seemed so great

"wow so you do have a life. u sure u have time for all that"

then i conceded
"well..its mostly the weekends. or the holidays. or when im really free"





everyday in sch,
whether its soccer
plain mugging
2 ccas
at gym
at tabble tennis tables
at poolside
piano
whatever-random-lesson


they worth it?


&does that make me a
no-lifer?




my life ain't here
ain't friendster, ain't hp, ain't msn, ain't school
it ain't anywhere..

then where is it.
with you?