31.7.07

its my 301st post;
and most probably my last.


im posting this in school
sometimes saying goodbye properly makes things easier.
thank you blog, for all you have given me
you sheltered me when i was down, you gave me space to let out when i needed it.
but things in life change,
many stuff happen along the way


im taking an indefinite hiatus
here's to everyone who checks back here.
&thanks for your comments, whether good or bad, long or short.




Hey There Delilah
Plain White T's

hey there delilah
whats it like in new york city
im a thousand miles away
but girl tonight you look so pretty
yes you do
time square cant shine as bright as you
i swear its true

hey there delilah
dont you worry about the distance
im right there if you get lonely
give this song another listen
close your eyes
listen to my voice its my disguise
im by your side

oh its what you do to me
oh its what you do to me
oh its what you do to me
oh its what you do to me
what you do to me

hey there delilah
i know times are gettin hard
but just believe me girl
someday I'll pay the bills with this guitar
we'll have it good
we'll have the life we knew we would
my word is good


hey there delilah
I've got so much left to say
if every simple song I wrote to you
would take your breath away
I'd write it all
even more in love with me you'd fall
we'd have it all

oh its what you do to me
oh its what you do to me
oh its what you do to me
oh its what you do to me

a thousand miles seems pretty far
but they've got planes and trains and cars
Id walk to you if i had no other way
our friends would all make fun of us
and we'll just laugh along because we know
that none of them have felt this way
delilah i can promise you
that by the time that we get through
the world will never ever be the same
and youre to blame

hey there delilah
you be good and dont you miss me
two more years and you'll be done with school
and I'll be making history like i do
you know its all because of you
we can do whatever we want to
hey there delilah heres to you
this ones for you

29.7.07

i went to the tallest building in singapore for dinner.
only the glass top is visible when it is lit from within at night

but that's not it

we ate at the 62nd floor,
at a good height

but that's not it.

we ate at tower club,
where diners must exclusively be the members.
but that's not it either



we went as a family, to watch the final rehersals before national day
its a full dress, the last day of rehersal before the actual one next week.


we met jimmy yim, the guy who's handling the case of three brothers fighting over their dad's property

he's singapore youngest senior counsel.

no surprise considering T.T Durai was seen there before
my dad had lunch with him, and he complained of all the unwanted attention.
rude glances thrown at will
that was a few weeks back



but the most beatiful part of the dinner?
not the jets making those gorgeous trails in the evening sky.
not the the setting sun against the pink backdrop, in an endless horizon.
not the parachutes, with brave men carrying a single speck of light in pitchblack darkness.
not the assault boats, speeding past one another, down the artifical waterfall created with fireworks.
not the apache helicopters circling assertively, right in front of our glass panels.


it was the fireworks
i swore to watch it some day with someone dear
and damm were they beautiful.



it was the most beautiful moments of my life;
and in some ways my saddest
what a night.





our future house by the shoreline.



that final rehersal



a thousand lights; reaching for the sky



and a thousand more, asecending into the night.



the terrible pitchblack state; a mirror of my now.



the first of many more



that small ball of hope;



bursting into life.



its the center of attraction,



its that distant object in the nightsky.



that emerald beauty



that fiery ruby;



its as if you're the sun and im the earth.



we're intertwined,



radiating with sheer brilliance.



they're aboslutely stunning, don't you think?



would you watch them with me;



and just forget the world?



can you see the flash of hope,



that leads us to our new beginning?



a green blaze emnates the red backdrop.



my blue, blue heart&your flawless red streak



bursting up into nothingness; almost mocking.



new sparks emerge



bathing the night in innocent brilliance.



a terrifying beauty;



so reminiscent of our fragile past.



the beginning of the end..



&our vacuum of oblivion.



amalgamation: the process of amalgamating things into a unified whole; the result of combining things



one last blast..



thentranquillityinitsbest.



an idyllic end?



hell, no. a golden finale.








its the love I say.

28.7.07

just go a new spike today
yeah it was getting long
the last time was right before obs
i got a crew cut then

obs,
the memories there still so fond.

somehow, i wished
i just wished.
that i could go back there again,
venturing into wilderness

it might be tough, it might be demanding
i was in mobile, one of the four watches made to go the extra mile
and looking back, its fitting.

one week away from the face of this earth
i'd gladly go back one more time.
sam was a great instructor, a really good one.




i finally learnt to play 'how to save a life'.
around there


i turned down requests for hp last week
yeah i was in no mood for such crap anw.


even zx reads my blog
without commenting.



and i found out eening does too
maybe not,
we're strangers.


its good no one comes here now.
its strange that this is one of the only few places i confide in,
yet virtually the whole world gets to read it.

some people use their blogs to criticize others
some people use their blogs to boost their image
some people use their blogs to reflect on their day
some people use their blogs to get on the bandwagon
and those who post their true thoughts gets viewed by everyone

lol.

i went to julian's, wq's, hubert's blog today, for the first in ages
well i had a good laugh
hubert's photos were refreshing
yeahh.

i think i'll another hiatus from blogging sometime soon
things are all crashing down now.
from the most insignificant of stuff
to the stuff i hang on dear to.

&this song?
its the bomb.


Time After Time
Quietdrive



Lying in my bed I hear the clock tick and think of you
Caught up in circles confusion is nothing new
You say go slow; I fall behind
The second hand unwinds


If you're lost you can look and you will find me
Time after time
If you fall I will catch you; I'll be waiting
Time after time

Time after time
Time after time

Sometimes you picture me I'm walking too far ahead
You're calling to me I can't hear just what you've said
You say go slow; I fall behind
The second hand unwinds

If you're lost you can look and you will find me
Time after time

If you fall I will catch you; I'll be waiting
Time after time

After my picture fades and darkness has turned to grey
Watching through windows, you're wondering if I'm ok
You say go slow; I fall behind
The drum beats out of time

If you're lost you can look and you will find me
Time after time
If you fall I will catch you I'll be waiting
Time after time

If you're lost you can look and you will find me
Time after time
If you fall I will catch you I'll be waiting
(I'll always be waiting)
Time after time
Time after time
Time after time

i don't know wtf is wrong with it
but my friendster views has been jumping like don't know what.
i guess all these wrong stuff were always meant to come at the wrong time



things look better
looking back at the past week,
i can say I took a nice excursion to hell.
see how hell works,
the horrors it holds,
the nightmares it devour on,
the incubus it rains down on its victims.



everything was troubling; and by everything i meant everything.
of course, there were people who helped along the way. who helped a great deal.
ml, hj, lester, wq, zc, kass, just to name some of you
many more, who offered words of comfort
it didn't do much to erase the pain
yet it was nice to know you guys cared.







tonight, i had the most beautiful moments of my life, in many ways.
this weekend;
i reckon its the eye of a storm
that split instant when everything is at its calmest

thats why im treasuring every moment of it,
praying that this short-lived happiness can last for a few more weeks.
beliefs are strong tools, its the only thing that keeps men moving



from a society to economics to politics to academics to the common workplace;
without belief, mankind would be nothing.
its the solitary fuel behind every one of us,
a quiet force that keeps everyone spirited enough to fight on

I believe I can win this.
I believe I can score well.
I believe I can own you inside out.
I believe this can last forever.
I believe this is true.
I believe you are wrong.
I believe in myself.
I believe in you.
I believe I can clinch this deal.
I believe I can achieve this level.
I believe thisaintforever.

belief;
also known as faith, conviction, principle, creed, confidence, trust, certainty, credence, acceptance.

they're all the same, pushing us on in the umost unnoticeable ways.
there's alot more to come
but belief.
it'll keep me going




anyone out there who faces the same thing
he'll rely on belief.
its always the case.


only when one has lost all hope, all forms of belief whether in his loved ones or in himself
does the thought of suicide comes niggling on his mind












well its a long long road to go.
im not saying anything;
its good that i didn't blog cos that'll keep people away from here
all i want to affirm is that i have refounded that belief.
i have regained that faith that i have lost

imonmywayoutofthishurricane'seye now.





its a pretty okay weekend
much better than last week
and yet inferior in every sense to a happy day.

27.7.07

another week just passed.
3 tests down
stockwhiz's over.

yet it feels like the world's over too
its the end.
its as if everything's over










whats the point?

21.7.07

changed the blog song
we've no more
it doesn't matter anymore.


though ytd was nice in many ways;
it was the worse day of my entire life.




it wasn't hiding in a corner of the classroom to cry,
it wasn't screwing every single thing up in school,
it wasn't being yelled at by the teacher during PE,
it wasn't walking in the rain to think&think,
it wasn't eating alone in the dark staring into space,
it wasn't showering forever and dreading about the world.

it wasn't anything.
yesterday was nothing.


byebye blog
you're nothing in my complicated, screwed-up, ghastly world.

19.7.07

bing's nic just reminded me something
our relief teacher today!

cos.
nono wait

i should say his nic first right?
its pretty cool.

"bimbotic teachers are amazing. "

then it reminded me
mr. melmel went for reservice..
so this young female teacher came to class
she didn't even want us to greet her
that's how young she was.



when she came in i was like whispering to daniel
"eh chiobu chio bu"
then he gave me that look
but she was really ok


her voice
her voice sounded like teocc though
her voice was the voice of an old woman
HA.

and bing's dp is a pic of this girl pointing her middle finger
i swear its the twin of the teacher today
oh well.

that's for filling my blog with actual content.

today was a nothingnothingnothing day.

but im intrigued!

on tues was shaun
ytd was wq
today was zhicong..

haha they all read here!
and yeah, zc u make sense man.
doubt the ratio's 1:20 though



hmmm.
i rarely read u guys' blog
i mean, yes, i read all ur blogs, but its quite rare!
i read zx, wq, shaun's blogs.. (order of merit)

loll
but yeah.
tmr dismissed from 12!
ha but i'll be missing the finals
concert at sc tmr.




nothing to blog about today..
in class anything happened?


lets see
nope not much.




my hair?
no my hair's not counted.


hj's singing?
no no one was in class anw.


the jokes made in dawn's lesson?
nope not funny.


OH. they were watching youtube videos of gay referees and funny soccer blunders
found by bing&dan
yeah those were not bad

but pretty much all.

18.7.07

TRIPLE CHAMPS. A GIRLS 2nd
lol if judo finals sth like that right;
we'll get half day
w00ts.


imagine if i din quit
ha if only i hadn't quit
right shaun?

i bet shaun's reading ha

i had another shock today
weiqi also reads my blog!
he say he "shao read"
zomggg

why don't u guys ever tag
scary can.




today chapteh was hilarious la
playing with daniel, kg and russ can make u have abs
WHY.

cos u laugh until ur stomach all pain
the muscles have a great time working out when you're with 3 of them
trust me.




today was hci youth pacific leader summit thing. sth like that.
it was really cool
planned to slp at first
but the whole presentation and all

it looked good
looked really good
in the video right

the screen was split into 4 different parts.
then each part was broadcasting a news channel
top right: channel 5
top left: channel 8
bottom left: suria
bottom right: central

and all 4 newstations talked about the APYLS2006 in the four different languages
jai diao can.
JC council looks great
hubert was saying brown blazer for girls suck
well i agree
but they still look 'professional'


hell man im gonna get present from xinni
its long overdue can

and ml owes me one too
HA
and someone's one month MC finally over
one month!
back to cca
thank god you can go back cca =P


random exclamation. lol.





i saw jarrand today at busstop
today i saw him playing the piano for the school for school song
he was playing on stage la
and his socks were completely invisible

ha teachers must love him man.




then that day my total 90 shoes the whole sole came off
as in the bottom of the shoes
lol so i bought super glue to spam all over the sole


and then it fell all over my black nike sling
lol shuang sia.
now its all white.
the whole corner, all white can
tried removing
HOPELESS

might as well splash white paint all over, make it emo.

17.7.07

akon just released a new single today!
sorry, blame it on me
thats the name, from akon


soso la.
"don't matter" is tons better
siannaage now can.

missing one whole day of lessons suck
especially when you have practicals for two different science
chiong everythinggg.




finally arsenal's linked with another player!
sagna and eduardo's really really unheard of.

so now, when they're linked with an established player for once
no arsenal fan wouldn't scream out loud :D

Rodrigo Palacio Compilation
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=amKD-u-d8MQ


presenting to you Rodrigo Palacio, one of Argentina's most exciting strikers..
a great prospect for arsenal, who plays in boca juniors, argentina's top team.
oh yesssssss





my dad just came back from malaysia
apparently its not a Porsche GT3 anymore
its a LOTUS.
zomg. you have to get special licences to drive those shit can
its so pretty the shit is awesome i tell you
europe's fastest car - with my dad behind the wheel.




the race is up nxt month, just after malaysia's national day, so yeah.
he goes down really often to practice
well i learnt today in robotics that practice doesn't always make perfect
but at least it helps i guess


lol my stockwhiz jumped to 4th la!
from 74th to 4th in singapore.
haha im so proud of everything
the portfolio is so bright
10k profit.
damm. i want that money in real life






then today when i came down to class to collect hw
i saw shaun looking at my blog!
shockzxzxzx.
so i asked hey shaun! since when do u ever read my blog! why don't u tag.
'i dont bother tagging'
zzz -.-
but then i realised a lot of people do that la
do people actually bother reading this long shit post im doing while im procratinating and avoiding my hw?

haha -hauntho says he likes reading emo people ranting about their problems
lmao?! HELL man since when did i ever rant.
im not some 'emo' gay complaining about my life to the whole world



im happy with the way i am,
and i'd not change my life with anyone, even if i could
absolutely anyone, i wouldn't change
im contented with what i have, and i mean seriously
(okay maybe i could work as a model photographer nxt time)
lol but yeah, thanks shaun.




hell long post man.
still have mep tmr
then comp on thurs
then concert at sc on fri
my sis not even going la
her friends is, but yeahh
her bad.




lol and today i finally walked home with someone la
in my 3 years at hci, i have NEVER walked home with anyone before..
first cos most of the time its my parents
second cos i live in a bungalow called bournemouth eight at katong.


like. not much people WALKS home around here..
well there are
but i've not exactly got the chance
there's cheung cheng high a few streeets down
but they usually walk out to busstop

so today over in front was this cheung cheng girl..
yeah walked home tgh, her house was first
she had thunder thighs, her socks were invisible, her left hand held a pizza box, her right hand held her shoe bag


oh well.

*stabs bing*
lol apparently theres an Aussie Fan Club for bing!
according to kassie
so PLEASE don't be so suan.


i say only the truth, and the truth
haha why not you go to sc to ask my sis.
or do u want her number?



today spent the whole day at ngee ann poly.
for ISMMC'07

haha thats a long one.
inter-school micromouse competition
yeahh

HAHA before that, if the weiting thing looks fishy
i meet ly and her almost like everyday on the way to sch.
then today i saw, both of them eyes like half opened only
like a zombie duhh.
gonna fall anytime

so i jumped in front of them and pushed my hands right before their eyes
i swore they woke up x)

so yeah.



we menged in school from 8 till 2
we were excused from competition; that is, 6 hours in school preparing mouse
but in the end we still screwed up..
we sent in mouses for 6 sec school division,
and yeah all 6 failed
didn't make it to the finals for all of them

and like last year, we won 4 awards?
haha, what a world of difference


well there's day 2 and 3,
so its not entirely out.

the next robotics comp is in 2 months, and alr xueyan's like briefing me.
hell lot to do.

all our hopes on the open cat and jc division.


the rest of the day was better.
not spent at lab mugging, pia-ing the mouse
or at the poly stressing out over mouse performance

it was spent in a great, great way, the rest of the day.

16.7.07

today was a greatt day

one whole day of laughter

LAN
PONNING
SLACKING
SOCCER
LUNCHING


what-a-dayyyy (:

tmr theres comp though
haha.
scared,
really scared.

15.7.07

lol im waitingg for my darling so might as well update..
well today suntec was funn
haven been to sizzler for so long
around 6 months alr i think!

then when we walked in the lady manager alr recognised us
then we were all like teasing dad
"dad must be u very handsome she recognised u"
even mom too

LOL.
we sat facing the entrance from the carpark..me and my sis facing door.
yup noticed the crowd at suntec is like.
two adults in front.
one/two kids behind..

its all like that!
parents bringing out their kids.
i figured thats why we were there too..
then as the people passed by

they kept looking at me/my sis!
alot alot.
i don't know if it was me or my sis.

but as in the people came in out,
they'd like
naturally turn left looking at us
lol then we'd look back?


I THINK ITS ME.
lol


anw yeah then we met my dad's indian lawyer friend.
he dressed real cool
my sis said he look like ice-cream seller more than lawyer
i laughed for hours can ;PP

but yeah he was in converse sneakers
with REALLY ragged jeans
and this simple black tee
and those thick watches
no specs

looked quite good
then my dad and I talked to him for awhile while my mom and sis stood aside
not wanting the attention x)

that friend said I have a good physique for soccer!
haha lol he was talking to my dad about his football club
apparently he's some sort of youth team coach who trains youth
then he asked me if I play alot!

lol i told him 'abit'
just that he didn't know that meant every recess
HA
sry samuel i have to miss the tournament k..
team captain sheldon called my phone thrice today

i swear it was unintentional
didn't pick up nia
oh well.

then WE SWAM
for like ages
haha

first time in ages we swam..
and thats REALLY ages.
a year i think

my house has a pool and its been a year since we swam in it!
which made that extra fun.

the whole family swam
dad me mom sis had a great time
well it was just 45mins, but yeah

the real gist was my sis's new swimsuit..
well its above average

but yeah. they've nicer ones out there xD
water gun!
board-surfing!
splashing!

haha we'll swim one day.
good luck tmr (:

i loveeee ur nic.
ha today's nothing much

going to suntec now
sizzler they say
i haven't ate at sizzler for ages

but yeah the rest of the day's spent at home,
mugging
preparing for the week ahead

and the hell that awaits even further on
but there's you!
and like you say,
le motivation (:

haha

i saw so many people at mecury last night
was counting with you


then i saw this nic which also made alot of sense
from the cheryl junan mentored

SMILE LIKE YOU MEAN IT

quite true what
when you're happy, be happy
when you're not, then let it out I guess?

argh im crapping
today's gonna be boringgg

and there's so many godamm tests
guys don't watch hp!
its boring.

get the CD.
I still want my die hard
haha die harddddd
super nice

14.7.07

haha im too exhausted to comment about today
except it was HELL OF A GOOD TIME.

harry potter was freaking boring.
mecury was slow and draggy.


but i guess arcade and the people were zeh love..
yay im off to one hell of a week next week

mug, mug, mug & mug.
but with all my friends, whats there to fear.
ISMNC'07 ftw!

haha ngee an poly hosting us from tues to thurs.

13.7.07

lol today was dammit sian
i ate ALOT today
super lotsa

recess didn't get to soccer
so ya more eating

and smsing with YOU is so random can.

and my stocks! from 74th place to 21st.
in one day, my position
lmao



what else.
ooh robotics competition is nxt tues & thurs
excused from sch whole day

mep is wed

scgs concert is fri.
mon is humanz talk.
tmr is class outing

hell can..
maybe we're gonna lan on mon too
we're dismissed at 12 cos of racial harmony
hell nice can

then talk's at 2.00
yeah, you get it

blueblue emo world though
there's humanz research paper coming up
coupled with tests
and real spas

how busy can this world get

i'd exchange all of it for you?
haha it'll be hard, but yeah


p.s
(disclaimer: piss-off content)
I HATE pw-protected blogs!
SO freaking troublesome.

12.7.07

"u noe u cheered me up alot without knowing? xD"

that one sentence.
haha i didn't know it could do so much

& I guess i can never make you see;
how much you'll ever mean to me.

today was iLeague and champions cup
all in one day

4N, then 3K
but i couldn't go la
fk it.

had piano, and the class needed people most!
lack of people
no pe tee anw
fkfkfk it.




yarh the performance ytd..
concord!
still miss it
was really good






"MY ELBOW CANT STRAIGHTEN WHEN IM HOLDING HIS HAND"
now, this is joke of the week
no fingers pointed, and i'll no she prob. fume at me for this
but its really really uber funny xPP





i can't tell why but the class's abit more quiet without bing?
yeah chiak was like praising us for our silence

YAY pigs can fly can
but yeah its a good thing i guess

well its bad too since bing's not around..
4 days without him alr!
and he cried his heart out during farewell last night
my emo boyyy.


nothing much else..
harry potter opened today; i'll catch it sat!
heh and mecury too
yup and finally arsenal's signing another person
sagda, the right-back

FINALLY




把心交给海洋去保管；
so shweet <33

lol mr brown's coming to our sch in 4 days.
and prison's break in 6 mins
sarah's love rekindled TODAYY
the hot scenes coming up ;D

11.7.07

im frigging tired
just back from concord!

heh the performance.
and yes it was a success

aussies are gone for now though ;x

and doorbellz emo streak's working up like god-knows-what again
and its 11.03 and i haven't touched my school bag

everything's worth it though
&with you by my side?

lol
fabian was teasing me about you today
he saw everything

mr hon, st nicks people, jc people, parents, tkgs, alot of people came!
well its hard to make VCH full..
but we pretty much made sure it was mostly full.
like 90%?
so there's ALOT of people
and the concert?

yeah it was resounding success
thanks for coming weirong



couldn't attend the farewell dinner la
sian
parents told me it was great.

bye billie
lol its super late now
super lotsa stuff to do
piano tmr wtff!

heh and YOUR dates came out, its like godamm early can.
can do it(:
nites world.

10.7.07

heh today when i logged on
first time EVER i didn't see anyone online in the friends section

LOL!
hci side only have a few, logging on after projects day in school..
but yeah the rest don't have can.
oh well

as zx says, "trivia, trvia, nothing important"
=P


the rest of them are still in class watching goal 2
hubert smsed me the other day about goal 2
"worth watching or not"

"a million times? hell yeah"

HAHA so they're watching on ben's labtop now..everyone was like showing off their
oh-so-ex labtops..I like jiakun's one best


anw yeah i came home early cos i felt sick..
im hit by a bout of flu i think
tired, giddy and all




today was our semis!
heh we screwed up
as in seriously; im not acting humble like the typical hci student

we were hammered during Q&A..
and melvin chng raised his voice in that way.

yah, THAT way.
it irks, but it also scares.
well zhicong noted that's the way he goes about commenting on student's stuff
which is true..
but point is

we're not going to finals
lol i guess last year's gonna be the only year i'll get a distinction for pday.
doubt next year will be much

at least we'll be doing MPP next year
ha guranteed of a place alr
but main prob our current project was that we couldn't come up with the bill
according to HIM






so we ended slightly early then i went with mom to ivin's
grab a quick lunch before come back home to sleep
then i realised i had to go night safari tonight 7pm-11pm
ahhh

so im posting now.
LOL at ivin's i met mr cheng!
he walked right in and i was like looking at him in tees and jeans



look-so-godamm different
and yeah he went in with jonathon and jeremy

those 2 in hci team from arena
i think they're his favourite students!
treat treat :D

somemore he sitted just one table across
so its like
me and my mom
beside is jeremy, jon, and kevinc.


HA he wanted to talk to me about projects day when we left
so i just stood there and replied all his questions
then i gave him that constipated look
plus my mom was out of the restaurant already

so he was like alright alright, tmr then we talk about it la
HA


p.s
bing thanks so much for the album! i didn't know there are so many great tracks from her album. the songs are awesome, and my favourites are hot&contagious. i'll describe those 2 songs as hot and contagious too XD

its playing over and over as im typing. thanks!

9.7.07

hearing your voce again;

it was the most perfect moment of the day.

lol nothing much to blog about today.
bing gave me the best damm thing!
loll.

and whats with cutie's and ehfucku's comment.
oh well

mugmugmug.
tmr's semi-finals of projects day.
and performance on wed.

and aussies leaving on wed
have this farewell dinner lol

8.7.07

billie's with me now..
haha
she's staying in the guest room!

with her own tv, her own computer, her own stereo system
but she likes her iPod alot -.---
ha

today was hell of a good day. kinda.
transformers is SUPER cool
i swear its like
damm cool
i like it better than potc
in fact its the best movie out of that long list of june holiday movies i catched


i didn't know what i've done is the theme song!
it makes the movie heaps cooler
no it makes the song heaps cooler =P


yeah billie commented "i like the way comedy was worked into the action"
but the funny thing was.
when megan fox was on the car on top of that sam guy,
she said "ew that's digusting"

LOL. and she has a bf!
someone thinks bumblebee is cute.
someone

but i think megan fox is wayyyy cuter
she's hot yeah.

better than the one justin's ortus friend said
HAHA.
justin ortus friend thinks *whoever*'s like damm hot
but if u like white women then nonono go for megan fox!
yeahhh
she's not exactly clean previously..oops =x





yeah bing brought the rest to west mall
when russ heard he was like "lol west mall so small got anything meh"
well they had arcade, movies, and bowling at CDANS..

LOL me and billie went to marina sqaureeee
just her family and us.
but we had so much nice stuff

bowling center right outside GV,
a 2 storey cinema,
and an arcade with its own pool facilities!

and i can even spell the shopnames backwards x)
from quiksilver to ripcurl from nike to adidas
from zara to new urban male from myuk to anderson denmarks

lol its love today
did shopping too before that.


yeah me and billie were like playing in this car on our own
then have curtains..
we didn't find out it was a couple's game until halfway!

it was mostly shooting anw
some parts u had to coordinate and all

she had a rating A
mine was D ><

then the machine was like saying, after the game was over:
two of you can be an item, but only if the two of you spend more time understanding each other

yeah& you won't know how loud billie laughed!
i was like. red.


then we had racing games..
no daytona though

my daytona days are only reserved for daytona queen (:
i'll be at westmall sometimes soon anw;
ohwell.


i love transformers
i think they changed it from a kid's thing to something really cool?
yeah im so keeping those battle cards.

how i wished we watched it ytd..
can u imagine.
7july2007

so kewl.
well its 8july2007.
not too bad..
I KEPT yesterday's ticket at sentosa

haha yeah sth good finally.
nothing's good nowadays
but that's okay i guess

as long as you're there.
you ALWAYS scared me
damm x.x


crowd in marina's quite old though..
not much teenagers
the people there are mostly like 20+ and all
so yeah, you get lotsa couples, but not much young ones



i think. well it was sunday
russ and boyan brought their guests to vivo!
vivo's love..
had a great time with frances and all, right russ (;




ytd at sentosa was great too,
well if only i could recount it
but no im keeping quiet cos v. soon someone's gonna be there..
to spend a really romantic, sweet day
ha.


&you must hang on yeah?
don't be tired, nvr be.


mrbrown's coming to our sch!
the aussies leaving in 3 days =x
but im gonna be with melbourne guys in 3 days too.
lol

7.7.07

im blogging now
at the sudden realisation that tonight i won't be able to update

ha billie's coming over tonight.


and my whole of today will be spent at sentosa
back at only 10.30

LOL.
next sat even more jai
but before next sat,

there'll be hell next week.

rehersals, semi-finals, performance
everything actually.
miss stuff here,
miss stuff there.

so I better enjoy my time when i get to
AND YOU TOO.
haha philo forum sounds damm cool




oh well.
listening to that song lifts me up

hw done yahoo

6.7.07

haha.

it was so terribly beautiful.
i swear it was

3 drops of tears;
only 3 drops of tears for you, but each one meaning so much.
thanks


after this im gonna watch prison break2 and mug my work..
oh well
this weekend is freaking busy for me

im going out the whole of tmr!
bringing the exchange people around s'pore

spending afternoon at sentosa beach!
frisbeebeachvolleyballbeachsoccer ftw

lol there's musical fountain and dairy farm too i think.
and billie's staying over tmr.
guest room not yet prepared!
HA.
its filled with stuff




hiphop was fun today
i had a great time laughing AT it
i swear i laughed like no tmr
with kiaguan lol.

weird that kiagie and merv all didn't wanna go in
both canoers leh

but yeah we had to like. swing left and right and go 'whatsup'
lmfao. really lmfao!



wanted to roll over and over and over
then today on the way to school i met the most people ever

i met jeremy.
i met daniel.
i met zx
i met ly
i met weiting.


that's 5 on my school journey.
and sadly' that's my new record.



i hate the number 15 now too




i olay-ed three people in soccer today
i feel better-rish suddenly
three people a day's a record too (:

but then
nick was real sweet during soccer
well nick's the tall guy from the exchange


the ball went to a record high;
(meaning almost rooftop of boarding school. that's a new record)
then nick was the culprit
so he went out to get it



then before he came in he gave laura a peck on the cheek!
i think its official.
then laura pecked back and game went on
short but sweet (:



if only school life could be like that
pause..






if only MY life could be like that.

小手拉大手歌词
梁静茹


还记得那场音乐会的烟火
还记得那个凉凉的深秋
还记得人潮把你推向了我
游乐园拥挤的正是时候
一个夜晚坚持不睡的等候
一起泡温泉奢侈的享受
有一次日记里愚蠢的困惑
因为你的微笑幻化成风
你大大的勇敢保护着我
我小小的关怀喋喋不休
感谢我们一起走了那么久
又再一次回到凉凉深秋
给你我的手
像温柔野兽
把自己交给草原的辽阔
我们小手拉大手
一起交游
今天别想太多
你是我的梦
像北方的风
却正能帮我悠扬的哀愁
我们小手拉大手
今天加油向昨天挥挥手

还记得那场音乐会的烟火
还记得那个凉凉的深秋
还记得人潮把你推向了我
游乐园拥挤的正是时候
一个夜晚坚持不睡的等候
一起泡温泉奢侈的享受
有一次日记里愚蠢的困惑
因为你的微笑幻化成风
你大大的勇敢保护着我
我小小的关怀喋喋不休
感谢我们一起走了那么久
又再一次回到凉凉深秋
给你我的手
像温柔野兽
我们一直就这样向前走
我们小手拉大手
一起交游
今天别想太多
你是我的梦
像北方的风
吹正南方暖洋洋的哀愁
我们小手拉大手
今天加油向昨天挥挥手
LALALA...
给你我的手
像温柔野兽
我们一直就这样向前走
我们小手拉大手
一起交游
今天别想太多
LALALALALA...
像北方的风
吹正南方暖洋洋的哀愁
我们小手拉大手
今天加油向昨天挥挥手
我们小手拉大手
今天为我加油
舍不得挥挥手





when he was all down and out
when he felt like giving up
when all the worse moments flared up;

you were there for him.



you gave him strength,
you gave him courage.


from the sheer sound of your voice,
he drew insipiration from it.

from the sheer reassurance of your song,
he drew motivation from it.



it was the darkest moments,
that you were there for him.
it was the most terrifying experiences,
that you were willing to brave through for him.




&so when he heard judgement being passed
&so when he knew things were gonna change;

he suddenly heard your voice.
your sweet, beautiful voice, calling out to him.


& suddenly,
just suddenly,
he knew everything was going to be alright.

5.7.07

tmr we're learning hip-hop!

and bing and hubert's joining me for saturday

and i have all my weekend hw done except for mep.

and my UNAS gold award thing is finished already

i am soo high today
which explains why i blogged so late today

eh wait.
im not exactly low when i blog,
but yeah

siann.


today the maths teacher shouted out huangji's gf's name in class la!
lmao can.
oopsoops =x


im acting like doorbellz now.
sprouting rubbish INNOCENTLY (:



anw.
tmr's the first time for hiphop dance
it looks cool
and those aussie people can learn together

w00ts
classmates getting horny x)


then sat originally im the only one in my class who voluntereed.
so from 3N, like im the only one going sentosa

but last minute maths teacher said he have extra tix.
3 extra ticks.
so bing and hubert snatched them up already

more people that i know at the beach
lol.
this is da love

enjoy ur fair tmr!
everyone's proud of your contribution yeah?
you're the force behind the school (:



oh and hj said that if he takes control of ny,
he will turn it into a gas chamber
oh MAN.
i swear everyone's hp camera was going

chikchikchikchik
busy taking the diagrams he draw on the board.


&&&&you know you're my priority.
&&&&you know you can only trust me and only me
&&&&you know anyone who calls me despo sucks (:

4.7.07

u're better now
whee


just knowing you feel better can make such a whole world of difference

i know you aren't exactly BETTER.
cos like, all the stuff today
i always said you had an inferiority complex
but anw

yeah though you're more busy,
its always good to know you're happy, more contented (:

mmhmm.
i got 28/50!
which was a real shocker.
cos those who usually pass failed?
and me, who's like. 99.9% failure type actually passed.

not like i passed really greatly though.
C5


yeah u must own tmr's test okay
i know i taught you good enough for literature.
you won't fail me, mentee (:

LOL


billie was really funny today
had great time with her.
then i like, brought her around, got to talk to her abit more..
i haven seen her for half a year!

really nice that we got tgh after so long, chat about our lifes
somehow i wanna live in australia =P

but yeah those aussies?
all of them wanna stay in singapore

then i can tell them,
hell NO;
no way dude.



the consortium assembly today was stupid
lol that sec 1 emcee was joke-of-the-day
hosting of the reflection session was joke-of-the-week


bloody waste of time can.
HA no offence class comm (:
i sneaked to poolside to get my lunch, and finished up my hw



&just so i can talk with my baby.




apparently we dropped from 4th to 10th from 1st term to 2nd term
term 3's a hellride

but its nothing.
nothing; as long as you're there for me.

3.7.07

the aussies came today
haha it was really fun and all
but yeah. got to see all those people from adelaide after so long.

then we had SPA practice.
it was actually quite okay!
not as hard as i imagine

but yeah the maths test
was more scary than i imagined

i asked my mom to guess the class msg.
she said 3.
no

4.
no

5.
no

6
no.

mom, its 5.22
she gave me that =o look can!


haha yeah our msg for maths test is 5.22
slightly worse than 55%



tell me what is the world becoming to ;P

oh well..
at least today was slack.
at least there was you today
i'll never forget today.


&it'll be soon alright;
trust me

2.7.07

lol just jogged

imallwet.

went to chinatown to get postcards with sis == for her project.
went with doc with my mom.
went lunch near dad's office


lol my stocks look good again!
but that's pretty much my youth day.



my REAL youth day's shifted to 14th july
LOL.

7th july's gonna be fun though

but not the weekdays in between
hell NO


tmr we'll finally see the aussie people.
yay.

50 friendster testimonials reached.

what to blog about?
i really didn't do much.
oh yeah bing told me FBTs were semi-transparent

not exactly translucent though.
i went 'yeah, yeah'.
but i didn't exactly realise


so i've started to pay more attention i guess.
i saw two today
looked normal to me.





lol then on friday
my junior asked "is ur sis sec 4"

i said 'no why'

he told me last time his friend saw me and my sister coming out of the car in hc-carpark

then his friend told him my sis was 'damm chio. super chio.'
i asked if he was sure it was me.

he said yes!
then i told him my sis was sec 2.

then he laughed at me, said his friend said sth like:
"haha the sis so hot but the brother so ugly."

i told him to show me his friend
but yeah he turned and went back to his work

oh well.
i didn't realise why he thought my sis was sec 4 till he came home

i saw her after her campfire on friday
then i realised - she was 172cm.
lol

that's what you get when one has nothing to blog.

1.7.07

today was good in some ways
bet in others

LOL check terence's nic out.
"retarded use of the semicolon should be a capital offence"

lmao.
i think i died over a million times =P

oh well
on yeah on fri i checked height and weight

shrunk.
but i grew heavier

the weight's good.
the height's isn't


lol and ytd s'pore thrased 3-0 la
i watched
i didn't know kewell could be so good



oh well. we played quite okay actually
i saw the fireworks!
ha but what am i saying

fireworks at nat. stadium is always like
visisble at my house



yeah. no meeting tmr!
gah.
good&bad

stuff are always good&bad
theres no black&white
there's only grey, i guess



went parkway for sakae sushi
the crowd there is horrendous can
its sunday
and people go to there like

its the only time of the year where flea markets exist


okay that analogy sucked.
but yeah



as we were coming out of carpark;
(terence kill me xD)

then like. there was endless stream of cars
queueing up
to come on
scary can

and in the mall its super lotsa people
more than the average mall
lotsa teenagers

ftw.


yeah and we saw this super cool SHINY YELLOW AMG MERCEDES
yeah, really cool with all the add-ons

then my dad was like. mercedes don't look good with yellow!
then this caucassian woman turned around and went

yeah, it doesn't look good on it. it'll look good on an M3 though

then 2 of them were like talking away
HAHA. strangers. oh well


i can't go to dad's race anymore..
no more porshe GT3 =x


rest of the day was spent at home

dotA, FIFA, work, phone, handphone, TV, sleep, eat, more work.