9.8.07

its the longest hiatus i have took..
can't even count the days that passed

no contact with the outter world;
practically no msn, no blogs, no emails, no smses

not that they matter much to me.
my life ain't my personal computer, my life ain't my cellphone.

but finally,
i have some breathing space
and I'll use the first day of my 4-day holiday to blog abit.
and i think it'll be the sept. holidays before i ever step in here again
better make this worthwhile, worth the moment.


bing's right to say bye to this blog in a way, cos no matter what i do,
this blog's slowly fading off already.

i can come back, post once inawhile, but it won't change a thing
thats the harsh reality of this world
as long as you don't keep at it,
things are gonna get eradicted
no matter what you do.

relationships, career, studies, sports, hobbies, skills..everything
im going for disturbia after this - ytd was secret
the show was average really despite all the comments
but it felt good being close to all my friends again



i heard disturbia was good: besides, Shia LaBeouf is hot in his own right
apparently he was a rising star since he acted as an evil brother of this random kid in this random American comedy.
that was his first movie

and he rose through the ranks, working at it, continually proving mainstream critics wrong
thats the way life works -
being consistent.

sure, u can top the results here and there, but with no consistency, things are bound to falter. thats the way of life, the way mankind has made out this world to be.



i visited flora's blog and friendster..somehow. the relief teacher who went to our school for a stint. it was quite shocking how she was even a teacher in the first place



today's ndp..and somehow when I watch the fireworks again, I know that sometime soon, watching them will feel alot better, alot more meaningful, alot warmer..


my sis went out with her SC friends for disturbia too. yeah and yesterday was absolute madness. there were students everywhere, and really, everwhere.

sis at plaza sing said so.
mom at parkway said so.
and ytd the movie was even more so.

there were this 2 crazy bitches who thought sitting on the cinema floor would allow them to get a better view of the movie.

well secret is sweet in a special way, and it adds a special dimension to the romance genre..yet somehow its unrealistic and abit linear, the storyline





my blog post is going around in doldrums i figured
blame it on the huge deprivation of blogging.


theres NJRC after this, and i won't be blogging for really, really ages.
i started on research already, robot design's out..video part and programming we'll have to crap something out for the judges in week 10.

not forgetting week 10 is my piano practical exams..
tests are down, and it ended on a bad note
then you have these competitions and piano exams
THEN the eoy.



hell in teenage years doesn't end there huh.
mr hon wants all humanities students to stay 1 year in the boarding school
and we were almost forced to stay 6 months in beijing lol.

sometimes life just wants to make you go 'lmao is this really happening to me?'


i chose model united nations as sabbatical..
well most 3Ners are in there anyway
for those who can take it


my MSG's screwed..
double D7 for maths,
one A2 for physics so far..

the rest are not even given out, gone through yet.
and yesterday was the last day for key-ing in for marks







anyone who can step up to me and say life's going okay in my screwed-up life,
I'll give him/her the best shit of his/her life.
and i mean it, seriously.