we'll turn this all around

2009-11-05T23:28:00.002+08:00

I'm scared as hell to want you, but here I am;
wanting you anyway.

and fear means I have something to lose, right?
and I don't want to lose you.

ever.

again.

2009-09-12T22:07:00.002+08:00

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

Even with our fists held high
It never would've worked out right
We were never meant for do or die

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hold you, now I can't stop

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you want to cry

Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so, I love you enough to let you go

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone

Already gone, already gone, already gone

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

2009-07-26T14:00:00.000+08:00

If you love something, let it go.
If it comes back, its yours; If it doesn't, it never was.

2009-05-15T23:14:00.002+08:00

You look so beautiful today
When you're sitting there it's hard for me to look away
So i try to find words that I could say
I know distance doesn't matter but you feel so far away

And I can't lie but every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I want to come back home to see your face tonight
'Cause I just can't take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait, I can wait forever

When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it won't stop bleeding
But I can wait, I can wait forever

You look so beautiful today
It's like every time I turn around I see your face;
The thing I'll miss the most is waking up next to you
When I look into your eyes, man I wish that I could stay

I know it feels like forever
I guess that's just the price I've gotta pay
Till that day,
there's nothing else that I can do
I just can't take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me

When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it wont stop bleeding

But I can wait
I can wait forever.

2009-05-03T19:12:00.007+08:00

is it me;
or will I never get the chance to spend your birthday with you.

sometimes I wonder if I had been really that simple,
foolish enough to be so wholly deceived by your fallacious promises

to think i bought your mock affection, our could-have-beens.

it had been quite, quite beautiful
but I never imagined it would end this way.
I never did

Wish upon a wishing well, take me away from this earthly hell.

2009-04-26T19:04:00.004+08:00

Don't hang up, can we talk
So confused, it's like I'm lost
What went wrong, what made you go?
Don't pretend you don't know
This is me, I'm unchangeable

When did we fall apart,
Or did you lie from the start
When you said it's only you
I was blind, such a fool;
Thinking we were unbreakable

It was you and me against the world
And you promised me forever more;
Was it something that I said
Was it something that I did
'Cause I gotta know what made me unbeautiful

I've been told what's done is done
To let it go and carry on
And deep inside I know that's true
I'm stuck in time, stuck on you;
We were still untouchable

It was you and me against the world
And you promised me forever more;
Was it something that I said
Was it something that I did
'Cause I gotta know what made me unbeautiful

Wake up, wake up
Cause I'm only dreaming
Get out, get out
Get out of my head now

Because we're much better all together;
can't let go

It was you and me against the world
And you promised me forever more;
Was it something that I said
Was it something that I did
'Cause I gotta know what made me unbeautiful

Made me unbeautiful.

2009-03-08T17:15:00.002+08:00

yes its true;
because you have been my greatest mistake

2009-01-26T22:05:00.001+08:00

Today's not the same
as every day
it's far from ordinary
The pain I endure
You're my cure
but my mistakes have led me
far away from you

You turn away
from all those things
that I've been trying to say
and all those promises
I shouldn't have made
I did it for you

My open mind
feelings I just can't reconcile
my heart's on a string
these broken wings
you knew I'd be so fragile
Far away from you

You turn away
from all those things
that I've been trying to say
and all those promises
I shouldn't have made
I did it for you

I searched my soul
and all these feelings
that I can't control
and you're the one thing
that can make me whole
I did it for you

You're the one thing that can make me whole;
I did it for you.

2009-01-05T22:57:00.001+08:00

it's unbelievable; but you are the biggest mistake in my life.

2008-07-27T17:26:00.001+08:00

4N assembly class performance..

Kudos to their hours of practice (:
Y3, Proguitarist andre, King Cav

2008-02-23T21:58:00.005+08:00

ironic how my blog gets revived by such screwed stuff

just happened a few moments back,
around half an hour ago.

LOOK AT THE ANKLE.

FUCK YOU BIRMINGHAM CITY.
eduardo's career gone.
jail taylor. for life
like whatthefuck man

we'll own you 8-1.

2007-12-17T11:14:00.000+08:00

life sucks.

well i just landed yesterday, and somehow everything seems wrong now
i can go on about homework and sec 4 and grade 8, but there'll be no end to it.

point is.
my blog's gonna be no more

leave it to rot to oblivion.

i was reading my last post and i was kinda puzzled
what the fuck did i wanna say again?

massing first-person shooters and RPGs and that's what you get from playing too much.

so,
byebyeblog

2007-11-24T12:07:00.000+08:00

caught enchanted at cini yesterday
it was really better than expected

today we're gonna go queensway and chill out for abit,
then that'll be the end of my spree here.

haha i found out cini's lan is really really god, but the stuff there
is really really overpriced.
suddenly brought that up cos spree reminds me of killing spree

hmm, what else
i'm kinda lost myself to

its my last day around, before my blog goes on a permanent hiatus.

i'll go down to see hj in californiaaaaa
ha.

and my homework's still pretty much untouched
i spitted my homework just yesterday,
all over the books.

2007-11-21T21:26:00.000+08:00

poof. just helped my dad fix the air-con
trust me, its not easy.

sunday happened to be my mom's birthday, so dad brought us out to some ulu hotel
but the japanese restaurant there turned out to be nothing short of great

and this mediacorp artiste was sitting beside us the whole time.
i've no idea what her name is
but i think she's the one who always acts as the big bitch in the channel 8 serials
well she looks slightly nicer in real life,
but anyone can tell her makeup is thicker than my grandma's spectacles

then yeah, we caught beemovie yesterday
it wasn't as dumb as i expected,
and there were some good political jokes that were actually funny.

but other than that, there was nothing special:
no great effects,
standard plot,
no real life lesson at the end.

so if you ask, its just quite pointless other than the few jokes.

the movie started an hour later than we expected,
so we just took the chance to stone around orchard and take a few photos
it was at lido, so yeah there's nothing much around there

i met max fu there, right at the lido
was about to go to the foodcourt, when i saw this guy in baggy sec 4 uniform.
he looked familiar at first, and when i saw his spiked hair, i knew it was gonna be maxfu. ha.

he was with this girl in spaghetti, so i thought he was gonna dao
well he saw me, and i was about to turn away
but he started to wave

then his girl looked over, and yeah i just smiled back
max is sure nicer than he actually looks

today was back to usual
after the dentist, i stoned at cini for awhile. the lan there's good.

and my sis went to her friend's house to prepare for some cooking competition.
my sister's called vanessa, her friend's called vanessa too
when my piano teacher learnt that my sister could cook, she laughed out really
loud.
apparently they got the runnerup position in the south-zone category.

and vanessa lives in serangoon,
so i got to find out where plmgs actually is
and i managed to check out some places, cos i rarely go there

that's about it
i won't bother blogging much
from now onwards.

2007-11-21T18:50:00.000+08:00

eh, haven't been updating in awhile
i'm not going update for an uber long time very soon, so yah.

anw the holidays have been nothing short of action-packed.
don't know where to start

my sister landed on sunday
it's quite bad cos she has a really bad flu, and there's ulcers in her mouth.
awwww

but that's still nothing compared to me, ha.
today i went to the dentist
and we decided that i should get braces

cos i can't bite properly.
there's gonna be ulcers, restrictions on food, extraction,
blahblahblah

all the usual crap.

i don't know how i'm gonna type this all out
3 day's worth of stuff.

maybe i should just start uploading the pictures
i have lotsa pics i wanna get into my computer.

everyone's freaking bored these days..ha i heard ml got herself a tan at sentosa ytd huh.
she got to play with this huge dog

better find some day to go down sentosa, its loads of fun.
the lube and all, man i miss all those.

oh man and i never talked about the day at orchard with ml and friend
well it was just really good,
it was at cini, and we walked around orchard

they brought me to this really good food court for lunch,
behind meridien hotel near centerpoint

ah i'm gonna dinner now
this blogpost is officially screwed.

2007-11-17T17:23:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHA.

i just read jiakun's blog after what zach said today
its so dramaaaaa

yeah its about us and the gangsters fighting over the court yesterday..
well it turned out to be kinda messy, but all's well will be well

eh that sounds retarded

but point is, things turned out fine luh

we had a great match, and we had a great time at bpp after that

we're more worried for daniel, who has to be the one facing them everyday..
well he said he walked in today and everything was cool

so yeah, that's settled.

ytd shauntho came over and he showed off his piano skills to me, which was not bad really
but i found out that he sucks in first person shooters and racing games

ahaha, too bad shaun
you're quite a flirt too (;

tonight's dinner at orchard and my sister flies back from suzhou tmr
whoosh im a great fan of changi airport today

damm, the open house at terminal3
eh.

huangji take care yeah,
we'll all think of you when you're in san diego

come back for ns! we need another good bro. ha.

2007-11-16T09:32:00.000+08:00

eh, i found that sweet part in stadust.
finally

"
You know when I said I knew little about love? That wasn't true. I know a lot about love. I've seen it, centuries and centuries of it, and it was the only thing that made watching your world bearable.

All those wars. Pain, lies, hate... It made me want to turn away and never look down again. But when I see the way that mankind loves... You could search to the furthest reaches of the universe and never find anything more beautiful.

So yes, I know that love is unconditional. But I also know that it can be unpredictable, unexpected, uncontrollable, unbearable and strangely easy to mistake for loathing, and... What I'm trying to say, Tristan is... I think I love you.

Is this love, Tristan? I never imagined I'd know it for myself. My heart... It feels like my chest can barely contain it. Like it's trying to escape because it doesn't belong to me any more.

It belongs to you. And if you wanted it, I'd wish for nothing in exchange - no fits. No goods. No demonstrations of devotion. Nothing but knowing you loved me too. Just your heart, in exchange for mine.
"

ha, and i finally changed my blog music
its an old song by yellowcard

actually, my whole skin's just freaking old.

yesterday was really an awesome time at orchard with ml
i'd have bothered to update if shaun wasn't coming over.

i'll say more about it another time,
gotta pick my -hauntho up first

2007-11-14T22:46:00.000+08:00

today was spent on not-so-important stuff.

oh yeah i got myself a new myuk wallet
finally.

my first proper wallet, after years of deprivation:

ralph lauren,
nike,
billabong

and now its those horizontal, leatherish type of wallet
good.

i collected my file from the office today,
which confirms the fact that i'm not selected as best english student

then i helped my mom with the cpu,
cos we just bought a new dell desktop for my sister some days back,
and we can't possibly fit 6 computers in the house

so she gave away her cpu to her colleague who happens to leave in bukit timah.

then we went down to parkway for christmas shopping,
and she was looking for gift ideas for the kids in canada.

it was getting really sian to just wander around,
so i outright suggested to her to just mass-buy all the billabong pencil cases.

and she really took to it, so we ended up in isetan lugging 8 pencil cases to the counter, we'll just slowly sort out what each kid gets in canada.

then we had dinner,
then we went vivo.

there's a samsung retailer there,
and we didn't like the small hardware shop nearby.

so we went down to take a look at some HD sets,
but the salesman was really bad there

so we walked over to best denki and decided on the F8 series
40 incher.

we're planning to get the M8 for the playroom, and the F8 for the living room
it was really nice to walk up and down comparing tv after tv, trust me

and yeah after the panasonics and sharps and aquos and toshibas and hitachis and LGs and pioneers, the specs from the samsung still ownz all.

so yeah. mind-blowing graphics ftw
theres a 2 month waiting list for the F8 though, we gotta wait past christmas which is a sad thing. no monster tv to go along with our christmas tree

http://www.idiottoys.com/2007/08/samsung-f8-series-lcd-tvs.html

well that's pretty much about it,
though there's cinileisure tommorow.

2007-11-13T19:22:00.000+08:00

today was a really busy day.

we unplugged the lcd for the piano tuner to come,
and ended up taking ages to sort the wires back.

then i finally bought my sec 4 uniform and books.
its no coincidence i look absolutely dashing in our hazel brown uniform

and yeah i saw andai!
drama camp i think, he looked really sian.

and i mean, really sian. lol.
he was purely staring into blank space
while those is guys flirted with the girls,

all right in front of him.

guy flexes. girl screams. andai listens to his mp3 and stares on

lolll. and the books are cheaped in sec 4 than in sec 3

whatelse.

after that we went taka to shop.
i got myself another pair of jeans..
and yeah, my mom treated me to coffee club

the food there's really good, if you're totally oblivious to the price that comes with it.

$42 for a lunch for two, win.

but the strawberry smoothie and mushroom lagsana was delicious

then it was coming back to suit up for badminton later,
and my piano teacher's right opposite the sports hall

so its really easy to just cross over since they're all in bedok.
1 hour of badminton in where i got owned by my dad.

then we went all the way into the hard of the cbd to fix his subaru,
apparently the oil started to leak.

and by the time we were finished, it was jamming like god knows what.
so we got stuck in the highway and all,
with the oil leaking-non stop

his mileage is only 62000+ km, and the guys at the workshop all reckon its dammit rare that something like that happens.
a car has more than 200000 plus mileage, so yeah

we reached home pretty late,
and this guy called sam's supposed to come and helps us look around the house
but he's showing up on thursday night instead

cos we're getting this new hd tv for the playroom, dining room, and living room.
and yes, my dad wants this driving simulator really badly since he's a car racer but he rarely gets to race now.

so he's planning to refurbish the playroom with 47inch HD tv, carpet the room, add sound-proof padding on the wall, and throw in the surround-sound speakers

and sam's the man, he's gonna look and design the whole thing

yay. i'm obviously really into it, cos with the hdtv comes my xbox360.

delicious. and right after i buy all my books, i get an sms from mrs yong:

best english student interviews are over, you guys can come back and get your english files now.

p.s

number 1 i didn't win the award
number 2 i get to make another 1.5 hour trip down to school for a file

2007-11-13T11:56:00.000+08:00

crazy shit, i can't sleep now.
seriously how did i even get a show in the first place

my mom was teasing me about how i looked like a grown-up

watching this freaking M18 show in the middle of the night was a big mistake.
big, mistake.

no sex, no violence.
M18 for the puregore

damm,
zombies for supper?

ah. i need to lighten up.
weiqi, the performing piece was:
Prelude and Fugue in A Opus 87 No. 7

lol there, go scout it

2007-11-12T21:34:00.000+08:00

whew, what a time at j8
we watched stardust, which was really really good
other than robert di niro, i've never heard a single one of the cast before.

but the plot, the whole fantasy thing thats bounded back by the realism of love
its really good.

and some parts of the movie are just dammit sweet
really worth the watch in the cinema,
the acoustics make you go 'wow'.

so yeah. thats j8 for today

other than the really good movie,
of course there was banana crumble at swensens,
mass-spamming at the arcade,
and the non-existent shopping spree.

i managed to get a dvd though, which was really the only thing i brought home
28 weeks later.

it looks really good, and my parents are kinda bored with my sister overseas in china.

she used up most of her money already, ah.
but she sounds like having a really good time in suzhou
shopping her life away, and camping in the hotel for tv serial after tv serial.

damm, i should've signed up for more exchanges.

but nevermind there's still canada and hongkong with the family this holiday,
i won't be going overseas for a loooooong time to come after that
next year, we'll say hi to the o's

oh yeah speaking of that, my cousin's better now,
she got discharged quite a few weeks back

but its really saddening.
st nicks decided they wanted to add 2 more weeks of schooling for their sec 3s
or is it 3 weeks?

and my poor cousin,
shaken by the car accident. is made to go back to school with the primary sch kiddos
freako

ah then theres more.
we saw this sngs girl today,
piercing her 3rd hole.

its in the center of the ear, on her bone.
the bone in the middle of your ear
they had to remove a piece of hard thing after the piercing, right there at j8 today.

they call it 'wicked sick'.

28 weeks later talks about some radiation thing,
turning the whole world into mutants

i'm gonna watch with dad now, maybe i could draw some parallels with today

2007-11-11T10:43:00.000+08:00

ah, so many people are working outdoors this holiday.

yesterday was nothing much really
went to simlim and shopped for new hardware with parents
saw lotsa students there working part-time
and yeah, i have friends who work at shops too

my parents me to work, but i can't be bothered.

im rocking to the beat of 'your guardian angel now'
who cares about working when there's such good speaker systems at home. ha.

we bought a new digitcal camera at simlim.
fujifilm s8000 i think

http://www.takegreatpictures.com/fujifilm_finepix_s8000fd.fci

we had vegetarian dinner at lingzhi
its some restaurant in an ulu place
inside orchard.
well the food was good

and more so considering its vegetarian.
my dad's buddhist

and i just changed my monitor.
from a 15inch one to 19inch.
4 inches at a go. w00ts

i tried fifa 07 just now, and with my nvdia graphics card 9.0
its hard not to get blown off your feet by the image quality :D

well the new computer was meant for my sister
but i koped her 19inch cos her room's small
and she took my 15inch

that makes the number of desktops in our house currently six.
oh mannnnn

i wish i could get my sister's quadcore

today's the piano performance at yicha studios
im performing a prelude from shostakovich

then after that i have another badminton match with my dad

then after that i'll finish up the dvd with my family!
19th gate of hell i think

then after that some sleep is urgently required
im running on only 9 hours of sleep for 2 days running.

then tmr there's j8 with friends
movies and lunch and arcade

oh mannnnnn.

2007-11-09T10:15:00.000+08:00

whoa, apparently someone finds me emo.
im no emopunkboiboi or what luh

today brent and leonard came over!
we partied on the xbox and wii for hours

'heaps of fun' is a severe understatement
playing a game as old as fifa 05,
4 players
beats the shit out of any recent game (:

ha. brent's going indoneisa for his waterpolo camp.
leonard's going india for sch exchange.

gah, i'll have more time to go out with other people next week
have a safe trip <3

2007-11-07T18:19:00.000+08:00

woots, her exchange ends today
yay.

hmm, what else.

we got 2nd for robocup..
well my team crashed out of the quarter-finals by a single goal,
we lost the woodlands.

but the other hci got through all the way to the finals,
where we lost to bukitpanjanggoverment.

there's 2 guys with studs at their chins,
and they think they're remotely good-looking
i bet even my younger sister can laugh at them.

lol but one of them was the handler, and they eventually beat us,
so yeah.

pretty uneventful, these 3 days were all spent at ngeeann.
wellwell

life's gonna get pretty interesting here onwards
well actually, it always was

2007-11-06T21:18:00.000+08:00

whew, i've been so busy lately.
robocup!

haha these 3 days have been spent chion-ging to ngee ann at seven plus in the morning
anw our efforts did pay off.

today's the prelims,
and both our hwachong teams got into the finals
tmr's our big day

and yeah, thats back-to-back with the kelatan trip.
i have nicenice pictures, cos everyone likes money
i'll upload when its a more appropiate time
im virtually chion-ging through this blogpost.

yeah, updating for the sake of..updating

anw we obliberated admiralty 8-5 today.
they won their first game 11-3, but in the end we showed them who's boss

and then rgs, we also managed to teach them some respect.
3-1 win

that's 2 win, i think we drew with punggol
so we're through, along with daryl's team.

daryl's is basically a two-man team, but they beat cheung cheng 6-1
ask me how, and i'll tell you that's daryl
he can go back to school everyday and mug his robot like his meals
he's a really commited guy.

so yeah, tmr,
we'll seize the day.

2007-11-02T14:56:00.000+08:00

whew, i screwed up the interview today
everything started on the wrong tune.

maybe i'll bother to explain when i feel like it one day.
well, at least i got nominated for english student of the year

its hard to be one of that few, so i think im glad with myself

im going to kelantan for the whole of saturday and sunday, so
bye world.

2007-11-01T15:21:00.000+08:00

im spending the weekend in malaysia.
reminds me of obs where i get to stay unconnected with the word,
totally.

i want obs, obs is the great-est.

so anw yeah, me and my dad's going on this kinda business trip-like thing
with his friends and all
to inspect this gold mine he invested in

he's one of the founders, so yeah.
its gonna be really big, the whole thing
and they bought jeeps and sattelite phones and all, so it sounds fun

cos its some ulu part of kelantan, they need those stuff i guess

today's nothing much, just preparing for my interview tmr and all
im praying of clinching my nomination tmr. haha.

and yeah, some trial runs at the lab

i finally got myself down to buy a new book
its been ages since i've been able to read properly.

my last book was eragon, and im still crawling about on eldest
its the sequel, bytheway

so the new book's called "the aztech code". by stephen cole
it tries to follow the one by dan brown i think

ohyeah and my mom got me a long-sleeved shirt from esprit.
yay thanks mom

oh and dan says the cage outing's postponed
all the better since tmr there's my interview and cca

2007-10-30T22:10:00.001+08:00

today there was nothing much, just piano.

daniel says that hj's gonna get his testimonial match!
just before he leaves for san diego.
for good

and those big guys start to get really emo nowadays, its crazy i tell you
hj & his toot gf apparently has hit the rocks or sth

yeah but point is, i might be missing out abit on cca
cos zach's just found a team
and daniel just asked if im free

they're gonna book the cage!
thats seriously the coolest place to play soccer
so yeah, friday will come fast.

well i just had some crazy shit of a time playing metal slug on the wii with my sis.
metal slug 4 i think, it was great fun

and erm. tmr's my first cca session in a long while.
when was the last while i trained?
i think, september holidays.

that seems eons away
but point is, tmr we're finally meeting out

ah.
and im gonna have to revamp my blogskin soon
the whole profile's getting old,
even the jukebox's turning rusty.

and yes, i see dust collecting on the tagboard

well we were supposed to watch stardust tonight,
but somehow i got the times wrongly
im long sighted by around 5 degrees, not my fault manxxxz.

so anw we're watching gameplan tmr, me&myfamily
we're watching at vivo's goldclass!
first time i've been to goldclass

my hol's shaping up to be not bad
not bad really.

2007-10-29T15:56:00.000+08:00

i bought a new hp on saturday..it was sold out at the agent at parkway

so my mom brought me down to the official starhub retail at raffles place..
apparently pris was near there, and i saw her at dhoby gaut mrt on thurs luh
kinda freaky.

then yeah, i got the 5310 musicexpress, contract extension..so its still cheap.
relatively.

ha, i think thats only the 4th hp in my life.
i rarely switch phones
thanks mom!
i'll work hard this hol, in exchange for the phone

but its seriously quite bad, and im talking about my results this year
its the first time in my life i've finished so low in class.
15th position out of 24.
geegee luh

but thank god the past few days were reallyreally good for me.
well today was supposed to be spent at cinileisure, but i got pangseh-ed
gaspssss.

i ended up just following my sister and her friends around, helping out..
i don't want the holidays to stop. haha.

im going with my dad to malaysia this weekend
then friday night there's bowling with friends.
then me and my dad managed to get die hard 4.0

and there's stardust on wednesday
then i have to chiong for theory tmr.

and gameplan's coming out
and there's new games on the wii.

whoa life doesn't stop

ohh and iSpark night
i think i was supposed to update a few days back
everything's whirling in my mind as im updating the blog.
its hard to stay focused when you've just played a first person shooter for..
5 hours straight?

k maybe there was lunch in between

but anw iSpark night was really cool
no more mass food-koping with joonfai like last year,
but man, the laughters.
it was real cool how we got to mock with the lower secondary performances

and this year our class clinched second!
we had this breakdancing thing, and it was really really cool.
our class efforts didn't fail us, nope. not after those hours of rehersals

it was our blood sweat and tears (;
i can't wait for 4n08.

and yeah that's our class dance, its reallyreallycool.
go watch, url's below

3n'07 thank you for everything.
http://youtube.com/watch?v=WqmOhM0uR_M

2007-10-28T10:36:00.000+08:00

4n08!
everybody can't wait for 4n'08.
im dying to strike off 3n'07 from my profile and putting up a new one.
a new beginning for everyone.

yes, its the last year for all of us
but somehow, after what we've been through,
it does feel good to start on a new chapter.

look, even your class banner's up.
prettypretty class banner
4NO8 ftwwwwww

2007-10-28T00:09:00.000+08:00

my god. i just came back from the 93.3 music awards
i swear its one of the coolest concerts i ever went to
absolutely, coolest.

im falling asleep now, and tmr there'll be a badminton showdown with dad
so i won't bother to talk.

the past 3 days have been one of the greatest in my life, in all honesty (:
end of sch year '07 ftwww

life's been looking great, other than the dismal report card i got back yesterday
but when you throw in movies, a rocking concert, iSpark night, ice-skating, friends coming over, soccer, wii party, badminton, a new hp, and whatnot, its easy to forget manzxzxxx

well, not forget
just put aside, for now

i shall explain tmr.

p.s i swear the music at the indoor stadium is so loud, the ground shook just by the sheer sound. and yes, the moment i came home, i heard this ringing sound. and its still there as im typing this. 30 minutes in supposed silence, and i hear 30 minutes of ringing in my ears. winnnnnn

2007-10-23T17:48:00.000+08:00

man, i ponned today luh.

but nothing's worse than screwing up my grades this year.
which is why im quitting my second cca

lanning yesterday was the funnest.
and xinnimei coming to me asking about bags is the coolest.
and tmr, the schedule for our time spent in school is the pro-est.

after flag-raising, you have the movie in audi.
and then there's HIC in drama center.

humanities in celebration.

according to shaun, you get free cip for talking to girls backstage?
and shaun says:

JC the dancers coming at night all quite chio.

yay hic ftw.

and that's back-to-back with the stylish fosh.
we all agree unanimously that its a resounding success

ponponponponpon

2007-10-21T22:21:00.000+08:00

brothers was baddd.

it was a below-average, chinese triad movie.
cheesy plotline, illogical flow of scenes, and poor interaction with the audience
they don't allow you to think along the lines fluidly
but in essence, it attempts to make you follow through this typical triad thing with the twists and turns that lead nowhere

okay maybe i don't really make sense

but even my parents agree that we should have gotten the CD.
and i have 2 free gold class ticket vouchers..

any ideas on how to use them, people?

2007-10-20T20:55:00.000+08:00

today went to vivo for dinner!

that imperial herbal restaurant thing-o
it moved there from the hotel at beach road, and they didn't tell us

so we missed out on it for years before my mom found it on the internet
and we went to support the manager, he's my dad's best friends
then its today where the restaurant hosts a wedding dinner
a union between an angmoh and indian
really cool to see them walk down the aisle.

then in the noon i sent my sister off to her friend's house
she went nicole's house for peranakan cooking.
in guides, they call it a competition

then.
in the afternoon i went funan with mom

i had a hell of a time trying the coolest and newest games on the 360
i want a 360!
but in the end we got the Wii

cos i screwed up damm bad this year.
around 62% for eoy.
geegee

that means:
no iPhone, no 360 wth.
but we got the Wii

and its quite a good deal
cos my mom and dad wants to move around with us while playing

we tried it out today, its really coolios

tmr my sister has her great eastern run
and before that i can mug abit of fm '08

then we booked brothers at GV marina!

post-eoy ftw.
hubert&me's the only two from 3n going to lit seminar =x

2007-10-18T16:08:00.000+08:00

do check out:
www.icecool.funrage.com/

yeah im helping my friend advertise.

and baifeng thanks for the haloparty!
it was heapsfun.
and i swear ur grandma makes the best spaghetti in town

even justin says
"if u wanna eat, just go to baifeng's house"

the ginger bread was awesome too
of course, that's not counting in 8 hours of pure fun on the xbox.

haha
tmr's all to my mom and I.
go down to simlim and look around for the latest games

then there's a chinese movie during the weekends,
called 'the brothers'.
they say its
*highly anticipated

and then from mon to wed im all going out,
after fosh

yay.

2007-10-17T23:18:00.000+08:00

yay derek's treating me to lunch.

derek u say one, i'll hold you to it
its freaking boring during the one week marking day
tmr im going baifeng's house for halo part.

geegee, cos its been so long since i last touched halo

i was mugging nfs carbon the whole of today on the xbox, and im still bored
(p.s my xbox360 only comes in a month's time when prices drop)

and there's the stylish 'FOSH' when sch reopens

watssit called?
they call it:
FESTIVAL OF SPORTS AND HEALTH

and no soccer this year.
we'll just pull by with the champions cup

i like zach's nic:
-I only play soccer on days ending with 'Y'.

i was at paragon eating the lawry's ribeye steak thing
then zachary called
he thought i koped the ball

and then samuelpang took it to the court ==
what else to recount?

oh i changed the song
maybe a skinchange will come too.
and er
im going overseas this weekend
like finally.

tell me, who can wait
after a horrid year.

2007-10-17T15:14:00.001+08:00

i think this is the longest hiatus i took.

still
i watched so many movies since the exams ended manzxzxxx

RE3 (the best), Mr Woodcock, The Detective

i wanted to watch 'the brave one' , but read somewhere that its quite bad.
so im waiting for the cd

& speaking of wait, i've waited for a long time to blog
so long since i last blogg-ed

that's partly cos im so busy after the exams
and partly cos i screwed up badly this year.

wait that's not a reason

but '07 eoy is the year i screwed up badly.
even if i slash this year's msg by half

i still can't beat the 1.14 i clawed for last year.
geegee, i say.

p.s for now, dota is my world. and then maybe soccer

2007-10-09T10:51:00.000+08:00

2007-10-05T12:01:00.000+08:00

today's the first paper i screwed up in.
geegee, i say to physics.

4 marks worth of questions not completed;
& you throw in over half of the paper i crapped the answer out.

crap means the way you write in literature
round&round&round

eoys '07 chiakean forthewin.

2007-10-04T22:08:00.000+08:00

my aunt came down from hk!
and guess what

im now the proud owner of the DVD of Prison break season 2 (:
coolios man.

and cherylho told me the other day,
prison break season 3 airing in US already.

nvmnvm motivation after exams

2007-10-02T13:44:00.000+08:00

finally, thegreatescape is number 1 on the song charts!
yay finally.

i've noticed the song since 2004, and yes its an awesome soundtrack
by boyslikegirls,
with their number 1 song the great escape

its sitting in top position this week.
i think it reached only 2nd in the US, for 1 week
the band's not exactly famous yet

anyway,
4/12 papers down
that's like 0.333333 worh (:

all the best to everyone taking exams out there

2007-09-27T20:37:00.000+08:00

arsenal pwns 2-0

man utd gets owned 0-2.
at old trafford

jai diaoooo
arsenal's quadraple ftw

and
tmr's field soccer, our last pe lesson.
and
walking in the rain is fun, especially in downpours

getting yourself all drowned in a mugger's life ain't.
last 2 weeks of the year ahead,
so when i go 'byebye blog' this time

I mean it.

2007-09-23T09:48:00.000+08:00

pound for pound, soccer players have the best bodies!!

according to a study:
"Keen observers of human anatomy have long suggested that, in the pantheon of sports figures, pound for pound, soccer players have the best bodies."

"Both groups logged significant improvements in insulin sensitivity, as measured by an oral glucose tolerance test, and in balance, as measured in several ways, including a one-legged balance test. Both groups also had significantly lowered heart rate during a treadmill test."

"Krustrup hypothesizes that the intense physical moves required by soccer - quick stops and starts, sprinting and kicks, which are similar to interval training - use more muscle fibers, while working the heart at near-maximal capacity. Jogging, on the other hand, utilizes fewer muscle fibers while working the heart to a lesser degree."

one more reason for us to not stop playing soccer during the exam peroid.

2007-09-21T15:56:00.000+08:00

dan, get well soon
ur cut will heal back fast yeah?
it'll take time, but there'll be no scars

we were all late for a reason!
so you'll be just as good looking as before (:

still,
life sucks.
seriouslyzzzzxzxx

first, we're scammed into hp
and now we're turning into no-lifers
then our backs are stabbed so many times you can't even count the wounds

i hope our hearts heal fast as well..

k, that's all, blog.
thanks for the memories;
how ironic it has to end on such a low note

2007-09-20T17:25:00.000+08:00

today, we disected pig's heart for bio
it was really cool, there were pictures being taken all around.

today, we got owned by the jc team sin street soccer
it was really amusing, seeing them play field-soccer style on the court.

today, we got back our HRP
it was really comforting, since KC marks nicer and better.

today, was the bio test
its technically the last test of the term!

&today, we crawled one step closer to the eoys.

2007-09-18T21:32:00.000+08:00

today was another bad, bad day.
when will ever we get over this bad spell?

not now, not forever.

这样沉默爱你不知有多久
我愿付出我的生命和所有
我愿意不顾一切跟你走
去向那完美世界的爱和自由

<3

2007-09-17T18:50:00.000+08:00

sitting with weiqi is so cool
he fills my day with laughter

like seriously!

andand its like. i laugh one of the most in class
cos my days..well. they rush of everything's partially cushioned by wq
he helps me in my work,
he lends me stuff
he adds in those jokes during the serious times,
he laughs along with me at random stuff

well lets just say hes a hell good friend (:

hmm. he shared with me on this video on americans being stupid
its seriously godamm funny,
and when him & kw was recounting it
your stomach can go pain la

today was nothing much
almost the whole class went to the uber boring talk by that professor
wq was spamming rubik's cube the whole time lol

its nothing much today really
heh i swear im gonna learn how to solve the rubik's cube someday

& i MUST get out of the soccer addiction soon.
i just can't help running to the court every recess
always dying to kick that ball

but sth within me tells me i have to mug more, and that means dedicating my recess
to more useful stuff

acompleteno-lifer.

2007-09-16T09:40:00.000+08:00

my dad sold his electric blue ride away :(

apparently he got his new civic, and there's no room for so many cars
so we'll have to wave goodbye to our integra type R..

its out of production already
honda doesn't produce it

no one produces it
its like. limited collection in the world alr

and he had to sell that car, out of all those.

that's the only blight in my perfect day
aperfectdayofmugging.

2007-09-15T13:49:00.000+08:00

"Find the odd one out:
Egg, Woman, Butter, Blowjob.

Anwer:
Blowjob

You can beat an egg, you can beat butter, you can beat a woman, but nothing beats a blowjob."

from derek, supposedly said by a *random geography teacher from hci.

*random here means er. yeah, the big one in charge of hcstrings.

2007-09-14T16:20:00.000+08:00

i finally found the song that has the lyrics i loved alr

all thanks to andre
ytd we were doing english compre while mr. cheng was away..
and yeah he let me into his great 'collection' of 36 songs
LOL.

anwanw. its by paparoach!
their most famous song ever, just like how face down is TRJA's only real hit.
the lyrics are really nice, and hell.
andre likes lost prophets too

which i found out is chunwai's number one too, other than LP

paparoach and lost prophets
they're not bad really.

wtff my blog has 500+ hits?!
and the last time i saw i swear it was 300

why in the world are people coming back
im gonna abuse this blog like nobody's business
with nothingness, sadness, and plain dissatisfaction.

don't come back manzxzxzxzxz.

today was nothing much

chem test,
chin-up test,
sprints to canteen,
soccer match,
teyah's pep-talk, (really inspirational)
maths with half the class left, (time well-spent)
chionging to poolside restaurant (yx bought the uber ex gelato icecream worhx)
then double chi.

which was quite fked up since we were allowed to do what we want
why?
cos the other half othe class weren't there.

youth science conference, projects day grand finals ushers, projects day grand finals participants

thats half the class gone.
jaijai
i love term 4 heaps

"I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut;
My weakness is; i care too much."
thats the only part i used to remember about that song, scars
beautiful line.

2007-09-11T18:13:00.000+08:00

lol. i looked around and i realised..

HEY! posting a picture, a video, just one thing
it can be quite nice;
as long as it makes sense.

2007-09-11T18:05:00.000+08:00

lol i just changed the blogsong.

the last one was risefromashes, from quietdrive
life sucks generally

everyone seems to be turning sick, like seriously
bing's the casualty today alr

damm.
life seriously sucks

ha& my last blogpost got deleted away.
not a bad thing reallly, cos in there i said i won't ever blog again after the september holidays

but here i am again;
can't help it really

seriously, things are so godamm boring
everyday back home its just. mugmug&mug

after all this shit i swear i'll spend every minute outside, at sch, at anywhere.
im trapped in between here and school for life ha.

in the last blogpost i mentioned about njrc, how i screwed it up
erm. about CSS?
yeah i met the girl in campus superstar from hcis, and saw her with her boyfriend
at ritz carlton.

they were holding hands and getting food in buffet?

hmm what else?
lol iono. that was on sunday, the post, and it seems so long ago.

term 4's gonna be like that.
the memories just come and go..
schoollife can seriously numb the soul

anw the new song, yah its fort minor.

2007-09-06T18:45:00.001+08:00

weiting i finally linked u!
sorry i left u out yeahh

ha i rmb seeing ur blogskin 4 years ago during p6 =x

and since people have a problem with me calling my blog dead,
the adjective dead shall hereby be permanently removed from my blog.

all adjectives used to describe my blog from now onwards will be:
INACTIVE

my blog is inactive.
really inactive. yeah?

the gamelan workshop today seriously rocked
it was so fun switching instruments around and all
lol.

if i attempted to describe it i'll be talking greek, so yeah
more like talking indonesian. ha

hmm njrc..only worth recounting about the nice parts!
lol, pure human nature

always hiding the skeletons in the concert.

we basically screwed up EVERY award that was available to us. thats the bad

plus its our last NJRC already.

the good?

ha we managed to mass kope the freebies from the ijtp people.
i met up with yenchen, along with a few old njrc friends
some random group of girls said our club tee looks good (:
(jerrold designed it)
and we have one team in the finals?

lol i think that should be put on top. THE BAD
thats pretty much around all

p.s no niaoing intended in my erm. last post

2007-09-06T09:52:00.000+08:00

OMG.
hits counter register a marginal numeral supreriority over huangji&xinni's blog. this is scary

its like.
i put the counter there 1.5 week later?
hmmm. nvmnvm my blog's going downdowndown soon.

and njrc..lol. another time before the hols end we'll see
there still the grand finals on sat!
so yeah maybe after that

for now its. super mugging ftw.
i read everyone's nic on msn (whilst appearing offline)

and it seems people are either converting to muggers
or they're being freaked out by the impending eoys

yay -.='

2007-09-06T09:08:00.000+08:00

oh well.

listening to 'your guardian angel' on 98.7 sure soothes you a little
im blogging early in the morning, with the radio blasting and not wanting another day to pass.
'our song'

yesterday was njrc finals
and when team leader oh xueyan termed this year's campaign as a 'screw up', we all knew even that was some sort of understatement.

compared to last year, we really blew our chance this year apart.
lol even blogging about it feels painful

never mind then.
there the obsolete sumobot and sprintbot on saturday.
and we're like. going there at 8pm to watch all the finalists own?
when the actual runs for sumo and sprint starts at 2.30

nicenicenice
i love my life.
babyy's upset. HAHA my msn's long dead la.
i cannot talk online get it

and i saw jay on tues
he was holding a bag of kfc stuff

'wow you bought kfc!'
"does that look like kap to you" *lifts bag*

turns away with laughter
dumbshit.
i missed 2 makeup lessons yesterday!
for nothing but a screwed competition

oh well
im going back on fri for one-on-one tutoring with jloh
ftw (:

theres nothing much really.
going back to sch for 3 hours or so today
and before that we're going to ngee ann city for the pepper restaurant

lol my sis reccomended it to my parents and they love it
apparently she met her sc friends all there the last time
and as my parents put it,
'there are lotsa youngsters there'

so we'll have a bite there before going to sch?
and in between, the time will be all filled in by mugging
pretty natural.

gonna ask weiqi when he's passing me the notes and worksheets now =x

2007-09-03T18:12:00.000+08:00

damm

my blog was supposed to be dwindling and fading off from the face of this world.
well today i saw junan at kap!
lol then i got a profile view on friendster by him =x

not the point
anw my tagboard's like more alive?

but i tell you, by the end of the hols, this blog will be:
OFFICIALLY DEAD.

yeaps

on the way home i saw bing got off the taxi!
and as usual he daos my sms.

oh well. i took taxi twice today, cos of the godamm rain
i bet god was tearing for me
these 3 days..one of the worse in my life

those who are close to me know;
they're too..terrifying to be put here.

and apparently the person who tags as 'huh' is my sis!
someones abit bushuang over the fact i used HER pictures on MY blog.
rmb the fireworks pictures i flooded this blog with?

yeah, she took all of them
so I hereby give me sister FULL credit for taking those photos
good enough or not mei (:

you abit lag in checking my blog heh
but that's good.
get your friends far away from hereeeeeee

k im really tired.
tmr is 12 hours in school
wednesday is the finals
wednesday theres a makeup
tmr i'll get back my maths test results

I LOVE my life <3

2007-09-01T21:41:00.000+08:00

yikessss
apparently theres people still reading my blog!
my sis told me on teacher's day her friends talk about my blog can
argh.

new post and there's like what.
so many responses

anyway:

I HEREBY ANNOUNCE MY PAINSTAKING EFFORT TO CORRECT DEREK's NAME.

ha apparently its derek and not derrick
my bad.

i realised i watched alot of movies with dad this year alr!

first was 300, we sneaked in together.
then was transformers, which we went with billie the australian girl.
then it was erm. suburbia, where i got really freaked out

and tmr's bournebourne
lol.

i tried changing my blog music!
but apparently the site's down
no prizes for guessing the new one
but its REALLY good.

and today 98.7 played the live version of yellowcard's ocean avenue!
i think live in brazil or sth
it was SO nice.
yellowcard's the sex
&that explains my shoutout on friendster (:

ANYONE WITH LIVE VERSION OF OCEAN AVENUE PLS SEND ME.

well we had roland for dinner today
its the erm. restaurant opposite parkway
but zeh dinner today was so..out-of-the-blue!

we had lobster noodles
then the fish was super big, and they charge by weight, so yeah >><<
then the deer meat was snot fresh and they changed for us! at no cost.

well at least my darling's not purposely ignoring me (:
then we went NTUC to shop for groceries TOGETHER.
ha i haven't been there for ages

what surprised me was that at night there was lotsa other kids too
lots of other people.

we saw this toddler who urinated on the floor. you could see the stream of urine flowing down her legs.
and we saw this other girl trying to act cute, and sit inside the trolley.

so what did my sis&I do?

i immediately hopped on the cart, and she pushed me around the whole supermarket, all eyes on US. me&her (:

it was really fun!
then i told her to stop pushing and i figured out how to steer the cart from within the cart itself
that said, we totally pissed our parents off =x

its so fun being a little kiddie sometimes (:
better than teenagers acting cute, acting spastic. saying me as 'mi' and take care as 'takkekiiaRz'.

and well this is our cute little budgie! we have another african grey, but apparently he was too traumatised to be put here. he was literally SHIVERING when they trimmed him can. our budgie, called 'angel', remained still and was a very good bird throughout (:

well this is an uber old photo that basically sums up the 3N'07 culture. i was uploading my phone pics anyway

this is my dad's ride!
his second honda, the electric blue one.
a sizzling blue integra type-R

i took it when we got the new civic..they're supposed to be side-by-side!
but apparently its not really clear

im so high with the first day of holidays.
just ask the people i smsed with (:

if only it could last forever
ohwells.

DIMSUM AT VIVO TMR.
THEN BOURNE ULTIMATUM
THEN HOMEWORK
THEN SLP.

i love my life;

for now.

2007-09-01T09:08:00.000+08:00

that is my dad rumbling at 250km/h into a corner.

that is my dad being taken by an expert photographer.

that is my dad and his team, with the 14-year old racing prodigy in the middle.

that is my dad owning the other BMWs and Porsches and Lotuses

that is my dad driving in Sepang! (:

lol
he showed me like. 150+ pictures last night!
they apparently engaged this coolios professional photographer who could capture frame-by-frame images of cars travelling up to 300km/h. nice right (:

i wanna go next year!
MME sounds so fun.

zx's gonna catch a movie now!
and my baby's dao-ing me.
& its the first day of the holidays
& i just came back from trimming the parrot's feather.

so there's nothing much to do really other than blog

the whole of yesterday was spent on NJRC Research finals!!
we were told on like thurs night 12+am about the results

shortlisted for finals.
and we rushed like hell
from 7pm reached school all the way till 6+pm.
no pri school, no movies, no LAN.

just stuck at the lab for almost 12 hours, fighting for something we believed in
too bad it never existed.

we basically screwed up the finals, and though we get into mechanical, me and xueyan was like. appealing and talking to the chief judge. when they rejected us, we just spammed, wrote letters, talked to the usher, on&on..

ha at least you were there beside me (:

oh and I met eileen at NJRC too!
after seeing her on national TV a few days before
ha apparently shes part of the ownage jurong secondary batch

saw her and hazel buying stuff at macs
too bad we didn't have time to catch up.
it was like, 'hi' and then 'bye' and then rushing off for our interview rounds.

life's in the holiday is hell.
im going back on:

mon
tue
wed
thur
fri

with tuition next sunday.

well at least my first weekend's quite empty
zx's watching movieeee now.
tmr I have bourne ultimatum coming up!
WITH DAD.

i waited 2 whole weeks while he was away at MME can
i can't wait.
i love bourne (:

ZEH ultimate show.
its US number 2 and UK's number one for a reason

hubert you are not to say it sucks!
oh hubert and ky, congrats for MUN yeahhhh

i didn't even get shortlisted can
nostalgia.

and im receiving a recent spade of friend requests from strangers!
SCARY strangers;
very scary.

life sucks on the general..especially with eoys coming up
bye blog. last day (maybe second last) of doing nothing

2007-08-30T17:49:00.000+08:00

blog im back again!

blog im godamm relieved.
i added a hits counter on you, you know blog?
i really think no one cares about you anymore, blog.
and that's good, cos with just u&me, everything will be fine
and her of course.

blog do you know you had 144 hits on the 30th of august?
apparently some people still check back, blog.
blog, don't be scared of derrick k.
he keeps niaoing me to update my blog, and why i don't update, whatnot.
derrick's nice anw.

i discovered 3 nice people this year who are not in 3n'07 or 2M'06!
this people, who i have never been classmates with, but are really good people:

1) ryan
2) derrick
3) hong hui

yeahh. these 3. im not sacarstic or anything!
they help you without expecting anything in return..hard to find such people nowadays

i got an msg of 3.2!
some random smart hacker decided to help me hack into the school system.
so i get my results one day earlier..
i got 50% bare passes for maths and bio.

geegee ftw
no more dotA from now on, no more CS, no more FIFA.
tmr's my last day out;
then it'll be mugging for eoys all the way

eoy ftw!

ohoh tonight's the final episode of prisonbreak2.
bing wants me to compile ALL the pb2 serials shown so far, from start to end, cos he missed out some..

i recorded them all in my blu-ray dvd recorder-thingo!
not all, but yeah. most.
i can't burn it onto a CD though..
so yeah. nothing for you bing
unless you come over (:

speaking of which. my sis wants to hold a poolside part on her birthday can
get all her sc friends over here for some dinner by our pool thing.
it sounds preeeety cool considering the last time we hosted a group more than 20 was like. 5 years back

tisplaceissoempty these days

i gtg for my pb2 soon.
like i always say;
all good things come to an end.
if they don't, they won't be good in the first place
human nature.

as my msn nickname muses:
if the world was perfect; it wouldn't be

sighs. thats how life works.
im addicted to appearing offline!
i have officially been appearing offline and talking for a month already
it feels quite good, choosing your audience

k what else.
its the end of term 3
my results..are even further away from the class average!!

hmmm. thankfully, in a positive sense
but still
3N we can do it (:
we'll own eoys, trust me

considering people like zx who can score in the exams yeah
TWO-EIGHT-ZERO FOR PSLE WORHHHHX.

k term 3 so far, what happened?

well. by no order of merit

1) pon-ned MPP;
2) adelaide exchange;
3) grade 7 practical (which went really really well);
july fourteenth;
4) first failure of the year in maths (it got pulled up by previous test);
NJRC presentation (the judges let us talk 33 minutes when its supposed to be 10 minutes limit);
5) annoucement of my name in front of the whole consortium for something i didn't even win;
6) 5 consecutivve days of dotA with -hauntho during model UN sabbatical;
7) 1st LAN outing with 3N'07 batch;
8) champions cup semi-finalist (oops:D);
9) crashing out of projects day with lowest ever grade in 3 years;
10) first year without a SINGLE present for ANY teacher (yes, tmr is still term 3);
11) meeting 2 ex-taonan friends in the space of 3 days for the first time since cny (pei&pauline)
12) doing the first full-fledged CSC test for the year;
13) doing the first SPAs in my life (simply delightful)
14) the term where i quit dotA (at the end xD);
15) the term where I threw you away, blog;
16) the first teacher's day im not going back to taonan (YES TEACHER'S DAY TMR IS TERM 3);
17) the first common test we did with SLIM! and realised his ownageeeeee
18) the first video i ever created from scratch IN MY LIFEEE.
19) THE TERM WHERE PRISONBREAK2 ENDED.
20) the term where i got my FIRST dress pants. (which is so fking stupid)
21) the term i realised wq is really nice (:

but also the term where i bled, sweated, and teared
a very, very
SUPER
term.

thanks dad!
heh he didn't finish for his team..
the lotus had this power failure halfway, and he was the only one who could tamper it.

so he liked ran back and forth, for hours, and like. whoosh. apparently the problem's down with a switch that costed $20. and the campaign worth tens of thousands is down the drain like that..

so its a big :
D.N.F

(did not finish)
and yeah. thank god the other team finished 4th in the B cat!
which is no mean feat since its an international thing with professional drivers

dad's so much tanner and looks so much fitter now. they're new scars though x.x

he's very happy! racing is his love; and its the process and not the product that matters, according to him. so much pictures to paint the fond memories.

ONE MORE YEAR DAD. go for year next year HAHA (:

thanks mom, thanks teachers, thanks friend, thanks jie, thanks kor, thanks everyone.
thanks 98.7! for giving me all those laughter when i mugged and mugged and mugged my brains off

prisonbreak2 here i come.
eoy here i come

cya blog..thanks for the memories <3

2007-08-18T14:23:00.000+08:00

ha me, zhicong and zhaoxing just finished online test.
we did it tgh

things work out in numbers only (:
zc had 5th in level, 27/30!

loll
zhaoxing's doing now

& im panicking over everything, trying to determine whether my results were recorded
I CAN'T SEE MY RESULTS lol
iVLE ftw.

they call it:
integrated virtual learning enviroment

anyway.
my dad will be gone for a week
he's off to malaysia!
his race is on sat

what a pity i can't go
i really wanted to go down to sepang (yes, that's the F1 track)
to support him, but i have my own competition too..

going down to science center next week to present!
NJRC in like. 2 weeks
hci robotics ftw

my dad's driving a lotus elise..
they didn't wanna porsche GT3 anymore

and yes, in europe, u do need a special license to drive the lotus.
my dad usually come back from sepang with a million pics of his crew and his rides
i won't be around to post them, but yeah.
after that (:

im only blogging her cos i was doing the test anw
ooops.

today was tuition
its up-ed to 3 hours a week from now on
then today there was this rg girl who wore the EXACT same RED obs tee like me
everyone was looking.

superscaryy. like.
look at me, then turn to look at her
even my sis scoffed at it
well she'll know when she goes to ubin next year
its nice

talking about ob.
lol jiakun's and xueyan's going sabah next week
enjoy urself.
haha one whole week of fun like my dad

lol xueyan's depature means our group's gonna get bogged down, for NJRC
we're the smallest team in robotics..only 3 members
max is 5.
we use 4 man teams..my group only has 3
next week we'll have 2

robotics chairman's going sabah too anw.
then fri was pday finals
i really missed last year.

ha in sec 2 will be my first, and most probably the last, time im going into pday finals

we crashed out of the semis this year
anw like. so many people from class went.
zc, shaun, jiakun, ben, maybe a few more. maybe no one

but like. even wq's band was cancelled
apparently 3 in 4 from band are in finals!
then in robotics, room was so empty

everyone was streaming in late.
i want finals
i want finals
i want finals

in sec 4 im going to the finals
lol.

next week is sabbatical
I bidded 999 points out of my 1000 points for MUN:

Negotiating the world: Model United Nations

sian la. after first round of bidding only 34 lots out of 50 taken up.
my 1k points have all gone to fking waste

just hope mun's slack enough for me to chiong my other commitments..
apparently before NJRC we're planning to stay from 8am to 9pm in the lab

no lifers, but our passion for robots run deep
lol.
13 hours is nothing;
aiming for championship award this year

tickets to europe for world tournament
yes we can

2007-08-13T17:11:00.000+08:00

today, I witnessed the opening of the hungry ghost's festival
lol we were at the basketball court busy burning those incense stuff,
poking jossticks all over the compound..
yeah its a custom ever year really

just that this year, there were
handphones
gold bars
cars
apparrel
high heels
parcels
jewelery
calculators, to burn.

for my grandaunt and granduncle who passed on
they'll be safe and sound, they will.

I know my blog's supposed to die forever
but i had the internet for awhile anw;
doing my presentation for mep
so yeah might as well sneak on

major tests are over.
and trust me if I show you our class grades,

you'd

yes. thats how serious it would be.

anw tmr (hopefully) chem retest will be given back
i got E8 for the first test lol.
then theres MPP on thurs, in where im going as the supporter

i have a place for MPP booked for nxt year already anw, so might as well go watch,
get the feel

theres chi common test on wed which we were only told today
the school administration will screw up my dog's showering time
if anyone was ever stupid enough to let them even touch a dog

seriously.
a 'world class instituition' tells its 'future leaders' on a chinese test 3 days before?
lol if I told anyone about history test today you'd think i was trying to create some oscar wilde-ish joke

well, we screwed up anw
can't expect much if there were scripts with only 2 lines of response

for a 12 mark question.t
we were fucking given a paper which tested us on topics we were told, were NOT going to be tested.

everyone's asking me how life is.
why?
cos i haven been on msn for freaking ages

"life's bad, but when was it ever good"

Ctrl+C
Alt+Tab
Ctrl+V
*copies to the rest of the msn windows*

nothing more to be said.

"times up for your internet uesage!!!"

Alt+F4
Ctrl+Alt+Delete
Shut Down

how insipiring
and its seriously less than a month before EOY.

of course you count in I have the model UN sabbatical
and then grade 7 practical exam on 28th.
then NJRC presentation on week 10 and final run during holidays

not counting increased tuition times
and the mad rush for ACE points

im gonna morph into a mad vampire and suck the time out of everyone's schedule.
screams: I NEED TIME

but interestingly, no matter how dead my blog seems, people are always out there

samuel, through sms:
lousy niaoing of bing on your blog sia

derrick, during bio prac:
*runs up to me and mocks*
sobsob, your blog is no more? how? I am so sad

zx, leaving offline messages:
why are you leaving your blog? you really quitting blog?

wt, on tagboard:
yay! its alive

ml, much later:
you okay? you sound bad

and on and on and on.

IM QUITTING. DON'T COME BACK ALREADY IDIOTS.

2007-08-09T22:54:00.000+08:00

last post for a long, long time.

it'll be my very very last post before the eoys..
and you're not gonna see me post for a very long time
till the exams end.

today was njrc grand finals
our sch bagged 11 awards this year
which was an improvement

the really sad thing was;
NONE came from my team.

yes, absolutely zero from a sec 3 team.
damm sian

the other sec 3 team had four. jc had 6, plus the championship.
they're going europe this end of year
pro-ness can.

they finally got their wish after so long, our seniors.
oh&of course, the 2 side events
2nd for sumo and 3rd for sprint. big step up from last year
whew

then we went ritz carlton for buffet
after all the mayhem.

ha i met friends at grand finals anw
eileen's group won an award
so yeah, congratsss

we saw Chang Yu-hsuan at ritz carlton again lol
with her boyfrienddd!

yeah. i saw her first and showed her to my sis and cousin
well my cousin's from st nicks.

they didn't believe me at first, and we bet on whether the guy was Chang Yu-hsuan's bro

then finally i saw them holding hands and getting food together

iwaslikesuaningtosis
"nxt time we get food we hold hands also, sweeter, okie? :D"

LOL. so yeahhh. their behaviour was downright erm. natural from the start
my cousin agreed hehhh.

the music at the buffet was so beautiful
when we went in it was like

can-can.
those happy famous classical pieces

its basically played by a quintet
there was guitar, piano, violin, and a really good double bass.
i miss the times when i lugged my double bass around

good form of training you know, the size (:

so anyway
they went to pachabel's canon in D
then it was like. winter sonata theme by ryu

by that time, u're like drunk and sober la
the violin was playing away at those tunes
and you're like. down&out after njrc

the music's so goddamm sad
it like. taxes you emotionally

my dad and I just stopped taking food to listen can!

then they played tonghua.
and erm. manymany modern, sad, beautiful korean/chinese songs
really really nice.

k thats not the main part, but thats all i guess?
njrc took up most of the day anyway
its supposedly the highlight

i think hci found some imba formula to sumo lol.

well. no more njrc nxt year, but still
theres FLL 2007 come december (:

its in our blood
ohh and i got to know this ijtp person.

who knows andre! same church or what

mrlumlumlum.
on mon we shall see

bye blog.
take good care during this time

2007-08-09T15:15:00.000+08:00

i just finished a dotA match with beef and TC and zx lol..
im supposed to be watching national day
but yeah, as i said
deprivation-of-blogging means mad posting sprees.

apparently training tmr's cancelled cos the school gates are not gonna even freaking open.

that means being stuck at home again..
well actually im grounded till eoys
and the fact that i got to go out this 2 days, its good enough.

ytd was secrets, with friends, at westmall.
today was disturbia, with family, at great world

i swear to god my heart skipped quite a few beats throughout the movie
sure its funny, sure its (very) romantic, sure its thought-provoking
but the fear-instilling scenes dominate the whole movie.

even dad's spooked out

but at least the storyline wraps together nicely
sub-plots make sense too.
yesterday i loved the company of friends
today i loved the movie.

but afterwards i thought:
why does Shia LaBeouf pick up all the chicks?
he had megan fox in transformers alr
and this time he has..another cute sweetheart.

&this time the make-out scenes are hotter
Shia LaBeouf's a talent man
even james bond will be jealous of his female leads..

Shia Labeouf and Jessica Alba? not a very far-away prospect honestly
the scary part of suburbia though, is very scary
my sis watched it at cineleisure today
freakedout ftw man.

we went for lunch after that, then walked around
crowd at great world's not really cool..
its not near any MRTs or what, so the crowd's more mature i guess
parents, with kids, even teenagers
like me.

but that's better than being grounded i suppose
we were looking at handphones
then suddenly i felt this arm brush my back

i turned around to see this old hag pointing to her granddaughter,
"hey get this phone la! $42 only and look so nice. why have to think so much"

her daughter looked JCish already can
i gave her (the ah ma) a stare
and noticed that girl nodding her head absentmindedly
so this is how people spend Singapore's birthday.

well the girl looked nice and all though;
bringing her grandma out holding her hand walking around patiently

then we went to ask the counter where the CD shop was cos what does my sis wants to watch?
guess.

"Mr. Bean's Holiday"

she told us there was a THAT CD SHOP down at basement 1
and it looked really posh and all
so mom said
'whoa this place looks so highclass, the stuff here must be expensive'

i gave her that look:
oh man, a CD shop with better ambience than the rest and you call it high class! so ch..

she frowned then i laughed out loud.

and yes i really laughed out loud when i found out there was NO vcds in the entire store.
i walked up to the salesgirl and ask
you guys have any VCDs here?
"DVDs"
so there are no DVDs?
*looks up from her nails*
"no"

so after my dad listend to jimmy chan's imba piano pieces (much more realistic than secret mind you)
he walked out saying it wasn't worth it.
"at least we got to test it though, won't waste money"

i made down a mental note, posh-looking places expects you to play poshed-up prices.
like. $30 for a movie mind u
with what?

big speakers playing cool songs, wooden floor, dim lights, artistic staircases, shiny CD racks, and it goes on.

my dad was like "nvm la just get the DVD"
well at least i bothered to explain:

lol and what are the behind-the-scenes for?
see Mr. Bean screw up his take 2 scene 2 and laugh out one more time?
see the bonus scenes where Mr. Bean's bear amazingly jumps into a pool of fire and survive?
or see Mr. Bean's deleted scenes where he slaughters schoolchildren and impales their bodies into a thousand piecies before they took the scene out deciding that it was too violent?

well at least they laughed at my insight

so we did a hundred and forty km an hour down the ECP to stop at this small cornerstore at katong mall
i did my piano recital there during june..

in the end we got deathnote I and II, mr bean's holiday, and the last dance.
movies to fill up time during this 4 day break.

and unlike some rich people who systematically list out their expenditure for the day, i won't list prices.
all i'll say is that the prices for the CDs were dirt cheap.

come on, blogs can be used in any way you like, as i've said in one of my earlier post.

but blogs ain't where you give a detailed spreadsheet on how much you've spent with your girlfriend for the day. we know you're rich, we know you're cool, we know you're commited, but please, spare us the price tags.

say what you want, and if you're rich, anyone can tell.

i almost wanted to get prison break for EIGHTY DOLLARS,
but i decided against it. super busy these days

i upload pics of my dad's new toy, HONDA CIVIC TYPE-R,
but whats the point when this place is dead.

u get the whole point do you?
bragging sucks.

then afterwards me&dad went to gym
the one at national stadium?
cos its gonna close down in 2 months, with the demolishing of the current stadium
so yeah we went there to work out, train abit..

his race is in a few weeks, and everytime he races in his LOTUS ELISE,
he complains of muscles aches lol
gotta keep in shape.

that's where my post this morning about working consistently comes in.
work at it tirelessly, continually,
& only then that things work out.

after the gym we went to kfc, the one at stadium
super nearby, especially when you factor in how my dad handles a car.
we saw all the army personnel, stationed

there were wagons, jeeps, satellite dishes, tents, buses, all over
apparently they're setting up some sort of command post outside the stadium
absolutely empty inside though:
the gym's located at one of the wings, and we can see the vast green of the track

national stadium's completely empty, silent.
how oxymoronic

on a pleasant note, we spotted the building of a new MRT station there in progress
the stop's called "stadium" if im not wrong.
they're still building it

well its great news as long as it opens asap.
no more having to stop and paya lebar, which is really a 15min busride from my house
before they relocated the stadium,
every single year, my house had one of the best views of the fireworks around.

its telling why we went all the way to towerclub this year and the previous one just to catch the fireworks.

point is, my house's super close from the stadium

at KFC, we bought the FAMILY FEAST.
cos my dad wanted the eight piece chicken,
but KFC markets them at 2.40 a PIECE.

so yeah obviously the meal was much cheaper

while we were buying, this girl with a whore's dressing kept looking
its like, you can feel the stare on your back.
& everytime i turn, she'll look away,
as if she wasn't looking at my back previously,
pulling down her dress non-stop.

does she have a fetish for guys with socks that are seriously 10 inches high, wet&smelly from the gym, totally disfigured hair wearing a blank white tee with nothing but shorts to cover his legs?

these people are more freaky than the murderer from disturbia i tell you.
when leaving, she finally makes eye contact, watching you leave

maybe it was the car?
maybe.

damm this is one of the longest post ever
post-hiatus syndrome?

well my next relaspe will (minimum) be in a few (hundred) weeks time

now, time for fried chicken wings, then ndp parade, then piano, then my paper on climate change, then prisonbreak2

`happy birthday.

2007-08-09T10:36:00.000+08:00

its the longest hiatus i have took..
can't even count the days that passed

no contact with the outter world;
practically no msn, no blogs, no emails, no smses

not that they matter much to me.
my life ain't my personal computer, my life ain't my cellphone.

but finally,
i have some breathing space
and I'll use the first day of my 4-day holiday to blog abit.
and i think it'll be the sept. holidays before i ever step in here again
better make this worthwhile, worth the moment.

bing's right to say bye to this blog in a way, cos no matter what i do,
this blog's slowly fading off already.

i can come back, post once inawhile, but it won't change a thing
thats the harsh reality of this world
as long as you don't keep at it,
things are gonna get eradicted
no matter what you do.

relationships, career, studies, sports, hobbies, skills..everything
im going for disturbia after this - ytd was secret
the show was average really despite all the comments
but it felt good being close to all my friends again

i heard disturbia was good: besides, Shia LaBeouf is hot in his own right
apparently he was a rising star since he acted as an evil brother of this random kid in this random American comedy.
that was his first movie

and he rose through the ranks, working at it, continually proving mainstream critics wrong
thats the way life works -
being consistent.

sure, u can top the results here and there, but with no consistency, things are bound to falter. thats the way of life, the way mankind has made out this world to be.

i visited flora's blog and friendster..somehow. the relief teacher who went to our school for a stint. it was quite shocking how she was even a teacher in the first place

today's ndp..and somehow when I watch the fireworks again, I know that sometime soon, watching them will feel alot better, alot more meaningful, alot warmer..

my sis went out with her SC friends for disturbia too. yeah and yesterday was absolute madness. there were students everywhere, and really, everwhere.

sis at plaza sing said so.
mom at parkway said so.
and ytd the movie was even more so.

there were this 2 crazy bitches who thought sitting on the cinema floor would allow them to get a better view of the movie.

well secret is sweet in a special way, and it adds a special dimension to the romance genre..yet somehow its unrealistic and abit linear, the storyline

my blog post is going around in doldrums i figured
blame it on the huge deprivation of blogging.

theres NJRC after this, and i won't be blogging for really, really ages.
i started on research already, robot design's out..video part and programming we'll have to crap something out for the judges in week 10.

not forgetting week 10 is my piano practical exams..
tests are down, and it ended on a bad note
then you have these competitions and piano exams
THEN the eoy.

hell in teenage years doesn't end there huh.
mr hon wants all humanities students to stay 1 year in the boarding school
and we were almost forced to stay 6 months in beijing lol.

sometimes life just wants to make you go 'lmao is this really happening to me?'

i chose model united nations as sabbatical..
well most 3Ners are in there anyway
for those who can take it

my MSG's screwed..
double D7 for maths,
one A2 for physics so far..

the rest are not even given out, gone through yet.
and yesterday was the last day for key-ing in for marks

anyone who can step up to me and say life's going okay in my screwed-up life,
I'll give him/her the best shit of his/her life.
and i mean it, seriously.

2007-07-31T07:23:00.001+08:00

its my 301st post;
and most probably my last.

im posting this in school
sometimes saying goodbye properly makes things easier.
thank you blog, for all you have given me
you sheltered me when i was down, you gave me space to let out when i needed it.
but things in life change,
many stuff happen along the way

im taking an indefinite hiatus
here's to everyone who checks back here.
&thanks for your comments, whether good or bad, long or short.

Hey There Delilah
Plain White T's

hey there delilah
whats it like in new york city
im a thousand miles away
but girl tonight you look so pretty
yes you do
time square cant shine as bright as you
i swear its true

hey there delilah
dont you worry about the distance
im right there if you get lonely
give this song another listen
close your eyes
listen to my voice its my disguise
im by your side

oh its what you do to me
oh its what you do to me
oh its what you do to me
oh its what you do to me
what you do to me

hey there delilah
i know times are gettin hard
but just believe me girl
someday I'll pay the bills with this guitar
we'll have it good
we'll have the life we knew we would
my word is good

hey there delilah
I've got so much left to say
if every simple song I wrote to you
would take your breath away
I'd write it all
even more in love with me you'd fall
we'd have it all

oh its what you do to me
oh its what you do to me
oh its what you do to me
oh its what you do to me

a thousand miles seems pretty far
but they've got planes and trains and cars
Id walk to you if i had no other way
our friends would all make fun of us
and we'll just laugh along because we know
that none of them have felt this way
delilah i can promise you
that by the time that we get through
the world will never ever be the same
and youre to blame

hey there delilah
you be good and dont you miss me
two more years and you'll be done with school
and I'll be making history like i do
you know its all because of you
we can do whatever we want to
hey there delilah heres to you
this ones for you

2007-07-29T00:00:00.000+08:00

i went to the tallest building in singapore for dinner.
only the glass top is visible when it is lit from within at night

but that's not it

we ate at the 62nd floor,
at a good height

but that's not it.

we ate at tower club,
where diners must exclusively be the members.
but that's not it either

we went as a family, to watch the final rehersals before national day
its a full dress, the last day of rehersal before the actual one next week.

we met jimmy yim, the guy who's handling the case of three brothers fighting over their dad's property

he's singapore youngest senior counsel.

no surprise considering T.T Durai was seen there before
my dad had lunch with him, and he complained of all the unwanted attention.
rude glances thrown at will
that was a few weeks back

but the most beatiful part of the dinner?
not the jets making those gorgeous trails in the evening sky.
not the the setting sun against the pink backdrop, in an endless horizon.
not the parachutes, with brave men carrying a single speck of light in pitchblack darkness.
not the assault boats, speeding past one another, down the artifical waterfall created with fireworks.
not the apache helicopters circling assertively, right in front of our glass panels.

it was the fireworks
i swore to watch it some day with someone dear
and damm were they beautiful.

it was the most beautiful moments of my life;
and in some ways my saddest
what a night.

our future house by the shoreline.

that final rehersal

a thousand lights; reaching for the sky

and a thousand more, asecending into the night.

the terrible pitchblack state; a mirror of my now.

the first of many more

that small ball of hope;

bursting into life.

its the center of attraction,

its that distant object in the nightsky.

that emerald beauty

that fiery ruby;

its as if you're the sun and im the earth.

we're intertwined,

radiating with sheer brilliance.

they're aboslutely stunning, don't you think?

would you watch them with me;

and just forget the world?

can you see the flash of hope,

that leads us to our new beginning?

a green blaze emnates the red backdrop.

my blue, blue heart&your flawless red streak

bursting up into nothingness; almost mocking.

new sparks emerge

bathing the night in innocent brilliance.

a terrifying beauty;

so reminiscent of our fragile past.

the beginning of the end..

&our vacuum of oblivion.

amalgamation: the process of amalgamating things into a unified whole; the result of combining things

one last blast..

thentranquillityinitsbest.

an idyllic end?

hell, no. a golden finale.

its the love I say.

2007-07-28T22:32:00.000+08:00

just go a new spike today
yeah it was getting long
the last time was right before obs
i got a crew cut then

obs,
the memories there still so fond.

somehow, i wished
i just wished.
that i could go back there again,
venturing into wilderness

it might be tough, it might be demanding
i was in mobile, one of the four watches made to go the extra mile
and looking back, its fitting.

one week away from the face of this earth
i'd gladly go back one more time.
sam was a great instructor, a really good one.

i finally learnt to play 'how to save a life'.
around there

i turned down requests for hp last week
yeah i was in no mood for such crap anw.

even zx reads my blog
without commenting.

and i found out eening does too
maybe not,
we're strangers.

its good no one comes here now.
its strange that this is one of the only few places i confide in,
yet virtually the whole world gets to read it.

some people use their blogs to criticize others
some people use their blogs to boost their image
some people use their blogs to reflect on their day
some people use their blogs to get on the bandwagon
and those who post their true thoughts gets viewed by everyone

lol.

i went to julian's, wq's, hubert's blog today, for the first in ages
well i had a good laugh
hubert's photos were refreshing
yeahh.

i think i'll another hiatus from blogging sometime soon
things are all crashing down now.
from the most insignificant of stuff
to the stuff i hang on dear to.

&this song?
its the bomb.

Time After Time
Quietdrive

Lying in my bed I hear the clock tick and think of you
Caught up in circles confusion is nothing new
You say go slow; I fall behind
The second hand unwinds

If you're lost you can look and you will find me
Time after time
If you fall I will catch you; I'll be waiting
Time after time

Time after time
Time after time

Sometimes you picture me I'm walking too far ahead
You're calling to me I can't hear just what you've said
You say go slow; I fall behind
The second hand unwinds

If you're lost you can look and you will find me
Time after time

If you fall I will catch you; I'll be waiting
Time after time

After my picture fades and darkness has turned to grey
Watching through windows, you're wondering if I'm ok
You say go slow; I fall behind
The drum beats out of time

If you're lost you can look and you will find me
Time after time
If you fall I will catch you I'll be waiting
Time after time

If you're lost you can look and you will find me
Time after time
If you fall I will catch you I'll be waiting
(I'll always be waiting)
Time after time
Time after time
Time after time

2007-07-28T13:30:00.000+08:00

i don't know wtf is wrong with it
but my friendster views has been jumping like don't know what.
i guess all these wrong stuff were always meant to come at the wrong time

things look better
looking back at the past week,
i can say I took a nice excursion to hell.
see how hell works,
the horrors it holds,
the nightmares it devour on,
the incubus it rains down on its victims.

everything was troubling; and by everything i meant everything.
of course, there were people who helped along the way. who helped a great deal.
ml, hj, lester, wq, zc, kass, just to name some of you
many more, who offered words of comfort
it didn't do much to erase the pain
yet it was nice to know you guys cared.

tonight, i had the most beautiful moments of my life, in many ways.
this weekend;
i reckon its the eye of a storm
that split instant when everything is at its calmest

thats why im treasuring every moment of it,
praying that this short-lived happiness can last for a few more weeks.
beliefs are strong tools, its the only thing that keeps men moving

from a society to economics to politics to academics to the common workplace;
without belief, mankind would be nothing.
its the solitary fuel behind every one of us,
a quiet force that keeps everyone spirited enough to fight on

I believe I can win this.
I believe I can score well.
I believe I can own you inside out.
I believe this can last forever.
I believe this is true.
I believe you are wrong.
I believe in myself.
I believe in you.
I believe I can clinch this deal.
I believe I can achieve this level.
I believe thisaintforever.

belief;
also known as faith, conviction, principle, creed, confidence, trust, certainty, credence, acceptance.

they're all the same, pushing us on in the umost unnoticeable ways.
there's alot more to come
but belief.
it'll keep me going

anyone out there who faces the same thing
he'll rely on belief.
its always the case.

only when one has lost all hope, all forms of belief whether in his loved ones or in himself
does the thought of suicide comes niggling on his mind

well its a long long road to go.
im not saying anything;
its good that i didn't blog cos that'll keep people away from here
all i want to affirm is that i have refounded that belief.
i have regained that faith that i have lost

imonmywayoutofthishurricane'seye now.

its a pretty okay weekend
much better than last week
and yet inferior in every sense to a happy day.

2007-07-27T18:40:00.000+08:00

another week just passed.
3 tests down
stockwhiz's over.

yet it feels like the world's over too
its the end.
its as if everything's over

whats the point?

2007-07-21T16:05:00.000+08:00

changed the blog song
we've no more
it doesn't matter anymore.

though ytd was nice in many ways;
it was the worse day of my entire life.

it wasn't hiding in a corner of the classroom to cry,
it wasn't screwing every single thing up in school,
it wasn't being yelled at by the teacher during PE,
it wasn't walking in the rain to think&think,
it wasn't eating alone in the dark staring into space,
it wasn't showering forever and dreading about the world.

it wasn't anything.
yesterday was nothing.

byebye blog
you're nothing in my complicated, screwed-up, ghastly world.

2007-07-19T20:42:00.000+08:00

bing's nic just reminded me something
our relief teacher today!

cos.
nono wait

i should say his nic first right?
its pretty cool.

"bimbotic teachers are amazing. "

then it reminded me
mr. melmel went for reservice..
so this young female teacher came to class
she didn't even want us to greet her
that's how young she was.

when she came in i was like whispering to daniel
"eh chiobu chio bu"
then he gave me that look
but she was really ok

her voice
her voice sounded like teocc though
her voice was the voice of an old woman
HA.

and bing's dp is a pic of this girl pointing her middle finger
i swear its the twin of the teacher today
oh well.

that's for filling my blog with actual content.

2007-07-19T18:18:00.000+08:00

today was a nothingnothingnothing day.

but im intrigued!

on tues was shaun
ytd was wq
today was zhicong..

haha they all read here!
and yeah, zc u make sense man.
doubt the ratio's 1:20 though

hmmm.
i rarely read u guys' blog
i mean, yes, i read all ur blogs, but its quite rare!
i read zx, wq, shaun's blogs.. (order of merit)

loll
but yeah.
tmr dismissed from 12!
ha but i'll be missing the finals
concert at sc tmr.

nothing to blog about today..
in class anything happened?

lets see
nope not much.

my hair?
no my hair's not counted.

hj's singing?
no no one was in class anw.

the jokes made in dawn's lesson?
nope not funny.

OH. they were watching youtube videos of gay referees and funny soccer blunders
found by bing&dan
yeah those were not bad

but pretty much all.

2007-07-18T20:53:00.000+08:00

TRIPLE CHAMPS. A GIRLS 2nd
lol if judo finals sth like that right;
we'll get half day
w00ts.

imagine if i din quit
ha if only i hadn't quit
right shaun?

i bet shaun's reading ha

i had another shock today
weiqi also reads my blog!
he say he "shao read"
zomggg

why don't u guys ever tag
scary can.

today chapteh was hilarious la
playing with daniel, kg and russ can make u have abs
WHY.

cos u laugh until ur stomach all pain
the muscles have a great time working out when you're with 3 of them
trust me.

today was hci youth pacific leader summit thing. sth like that.
it was really cool
planned to slp at first
but the whole presentation and all

it looked good
looked really good
in the video right

the screen was split into 4 different parts.
then each part was broadcasting a news channel
top right: channel 5
top left: channel 8
bottom left: suria
bottom right: central

and all 4 newstations talked about the APYLS2006 in the four different languages
jai diao can.
JC council looks great
hubert was saying brown blazer for girls suck
well i agree
but they still look 'professional'

hell man im gonna get present from xinni
its long overdue can

and ml owes me one too
HA
and someone's one month MC finally over
one month!
back to cca
thank god you can go back cca =P

random exclamation. lol.

i saw jarrand today at busstop
today i saw him playing the piano for the school for school song
he was playing on stage la
and his socks were completely invisible

ha teachers must love him man.

then that day my total 90 shoes the whole sole came off
as in the bottom of the shoes
lol so i bought super glue to spam all over the sole

and then it fell all over my black nike sling
lol shuang sia.
now its all white.
the whole corner, all white can
tried removing
HOPELESS

might as well splash white paint all over, make it emo.

2007-07-17T20:35:00.000+08:00

akon just released a new single today!
sorry, blame it on me
thats the name, from akon

soso la.
"don't matter" is tons better
siannaage now can.

missing one whole day of lessons suck
especially when you have practicals for two different science
chiong everythinggg.

finally arsenal's linked with another player!
sagna and eduardo's really really unheard of.

so now, when they're linked with an established player for once
no arsenal fan wouldn't scream out loud :D

Rodrigo Palacio Compilation
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=amKD-u-d8MQ

presenting to you Rodrigo Palacio, one of Argentina's most exciting strikers..
a great prospect for arsenal, who plays in boca juniors, argentina's top team.
oh yesssssss

my dad just came back from malaysia
apparently its not a Porsche GT3 anymore
its a LOTUS.
zomg. you have to get special licences to drive those shit can
its so pretty the shit is awesome i tell you
europe's fastest car - with my dad behind the wheel.

the race is up nxt month, just after malaysia's national day, so yeah.
he goes down really often to practice
well i learnt today in robotics that practice doesn't always make perfect
but at least it helps i guess

lol my stockwhiz jumped to 4th la!
from 74th to 4th in singapore.
haha im so proud of everything
the portfolio is so bright
10k profit.
damm. i want that money in real life

then today when i came down to class to collect hw
i saw shaun looking at my blog!
shockzxzxzx.
so i asked hey shaun! since when do u ever read my blog! why don't u tag.
'i dont bother tagging'
zzz -.-
but then i realised a lot of people do that la
do people actually bother reading this long shit post im doing while im procratinating and avoiding my hw?

haha -hauntho says he likes reading emo people ranting about their problems
lmao?! HELL man since when did i ever rant.
im not some 'emo' gay complaining about my life to the whole world

im happy with the way i am,
and i'd not change my life with anyone, even if i could
absolutely anyone, i wouldn't change
im contented with what i have, and i mean seriously
(okay maybe i could work as a model photographer nxt time)
lol but yeah, thanks shaun.

hell long post man.
still have mep tmr
then comp on thurs
then concert at sc on fri
my sis not even going la
her friends is, but yeahh
her bad.

lol and today i finally walked home with someone la
in my 3 years at hci, i have NEVER walked home with anyone before..
first cos most of the time its my parents
second cos i live in a bungalow called bournemouth eight at katong.

like. not much people WALKS home around here..
well there are
but i've not exactly got the chance
there's cheung cheng high a few streeets down
but they usually walk out to busstop

so today over in front was this cheung cheng girl..
yeah walked home tgh, her house was first
she had thunder thighs, her socks were invisible, her left hand held a pizza box, her right hand held her shoe bag

oh well.

2007-07-17T18:47:00.000+08:00

*stabs bing*
lol apparently theres an Aussie Fan Club for bing!
according to kassie
so PLEASE don't be so suan.

i say only the truth, and the truth
haha why not you go to sc to ask my sis.
or do u want her number?

today spent the whole day at ngee ann poly.
for ISMMC'07

haha thats a long one.
inter-school micromouse competition
yeahh

HAHA before that, if the weiting thing looks fishy
i meet ly and her almost like everyday on the way to sch.
then today i saw, both of them eyes like half opened only
like a zombie duhh.
gonna fall anytime

so i jumped in front of them and pushed my hands right before their eyes
i swore they woke up x)

so yeah.

we menged in school from 8 till 2
we were excused from competition; that is, 6 hours in school preparing mouse
but in the end we still screwed up..
we sent in mouses for 6 sec school division,
and yeah all 6 failed
didn't make it to the finals for all of them

and like last year, we won 4 awards?
haha, what a world of difference

well there's day 2 and 3,
so its not entirely out.

the next robotics comp is in 2 months, and alr xueyan's like briefing me.
hell lot to do.

all our hopes on the open cat and jc division.

the rest of the day was better.
not spent at lab mugging, pia-ing the mouse
or at the poly stressing out over mouse performance

it was spent in a great, great way, the rest of the day.

2007-07-16T17:46:00.000+08:00

today was a greatt day

one whole day of laughter

LAN
PONNING
SLACKING
SOCCER
LUNCHING

what-a-dayyyy (:

tmr theres comp though
haha.
scared,
really scared.

2007-07-15T22:33:00.000+08:00

lol im waitingg for my darling so might as well update..
well today suntec was funn
haven been to sizzler for so long
around 6 months alr i think!

then when we walked in the lady manager alr recognised us
then we were all like teasing dad
"dad must be u very handsome she recognised u"
even mom too

LOL.
we sat facing the entrance from the carpark..me and my sis facing door.
yup noticed the crowd at suntec is like.
two adults in front.
one/two kids behind..

its all like that!
parents bringing out their kids.
i figured thats why we were there too..
then as the people passed by

they kept looking at me/my sis!
alot alot.
i don't know if it was me or my sis.

but as in the people came in out,
they'd like
naturally turn left looking at us
lol then we'd look back?

I THINK ITS ME.
lol

anw yeah then we met my dad's indian lawyer friend.
he dressed real cool
my sis said he look like ice-cream seller more than lawyer
i laughed for hours can ;PP

but yeah he was in converse sneakers
with REALLY ragged jeans
and this simple black tee
and those thick watches
no specs

looked quite good
then my dad and I talked to him for awhile while my mom and sis stood aside
not wanting the attention x)

that friend said I have a good physique for soccer!
haha lol he was talking to my dad about his football club
apparently he's some sort of youth team coach who trains youth
then he asked me if I play alot!

lol i told him 'abit'
just that he didn't know that meant every recess
HA
sry samuel i have to miss the tournament k..
team captain sheldon called my phone thrice today

i swear it was unintentional
didn't pick up nia
oh well.

then WE SWAM
for like ages
haha

first time in ages we swam..
and thats REALLY ages.
a year i think

my house has a pool and its been a year since we swam in it!
which made that extra fun.

the whole family swam
dad me mom sis had a great time
well it was just 45mins, but yeah

the real gist was my sis's new swimsuit..
well its above average

but yeah. they've nicer ones out there xD
water gun!
board-surfing!
splashing!

haha we'll swim one day.
good luck tmr (:

2007-07-15T09:47:00.000+08:00

i loveeee ur nic.
ha today's nothing much

going to suntec now
sizzler they say
i haven't ate at sizzler for ages

but yeah the rest of the day's spent at home,
mugging
preparing for the week ahead

and the hell that awaits even further on
but there's you!
and like you say,
le motivation (:

haha

i saw so many people at mecury last night
was counting with you

then i saw this nic which also made alot of sense
from the cheryl junan mentored

SMILE LIKE YOU MEAN IT

quite true what
when you're happy, be happy
when you're not, then let it out I guess?

argh im crapping
today's gonna be boringgg

and there's so many godamm tests
guys don't watch hp!
its boring.

get the CD.
I still want my die hard
haha die harddddd
super nice

2007-07-14T21:38:00.000+08:00

haha im too exhausted to comment about today
except it was HELL OF A GOOD TIME.

harry potter was freaking boring.
mecury was slow and draggy.

but i guess arcade and the people were zeh love..
yay im off to one hell of a week next week

mug, mug, mug & mug.
but with all my friends, whats there to fear.
ISMNC'07 ftw!

haha ngee an poly hosting us from tues to thurs.

2007-07-13T18:58:00.000+08:00

lol today was dammit sian
i ate ALOT today
super lotsa

recess didn't get to soccer
so ya more eating

and smsing with YOU is so random can.

and my stocks! from 74th place to 21st.
in one day, my position
lmao

what else.
ooh robotics competition is nxt tues & thurs
excused from sch whole day

mep is wed

scgs concert is fri.
mon is humanz talk.
tmr is class outing

hell can..
maybe we're gonna lan on mon too
we're dismissed at 12 cos of racial harmony
hell nice can

then talk's at 2.00
yeah, you get it

blueblue emo world though
there's humanz research paper coming up
coupled with tests
and real spas

how busy can this world get

i'd exchange all of it for you?
haha it'll be hard, but yeah

p.s
(disclaimer: piss-off content)
I HATE pw-protected blogs!
SO freaking troublesome.

2007-07-12T22:25:00.000+08:00

"u noe u cheered me up alot without knowing? xD"

that one sentence.
haha i didn't know it could do so much

& I guess i can never make you see;
how much you'll ever mean to me.

2007-07-12T17:57:00.000+08:00

today was iLeague and champions cup
all in one day

4N, then 3K
but i couldn't go la
fk it.

had piano, and the class needed people most!
lack of people
no pe tee anw
fkfkfk it.

yarh the performance ytd..
concord!
still miss it
was really good

"MY ELBOW CANT STRAIGHTEN WHEN IM HOLDING HIS HAND"
now, this is joke of the week
no fingers pointed, and i'll no she prob. fume at me for this
but its really really uber funny xPP

i can't tell why but the class's abit more quiet without bing?
yeah chiak was like praising us for our silence

YAY pigs can fly can
but yeah its a good thing i guess

well its bad too since bing's not around..
4 days without him alr!
and he cried his heart out during farewell last night
my emo boyyy.

nothing much else..
harry potter opened today; i'll catch it sat!
heh and mecury too
yup and finally arsenal's signing another person
sagda, the right-back

FINALLY

把心交给海洋去保管；
so shweet <33

lol mr brown's coming to our sch in 4 days.
and prison's break in 6 mins
sarah's love rekindled TODAYY
the hot scenes coming up ;D

2007-07-11T22:44:00.000+08:00

im frigging tired
just back from concord!

heh the performance.
and yes it was a success

aussies are gone for now though ;x

and doorbellz emo streak's working up like god-knows-what again
and its 11.03 and i haven't touched my school bag

everything's worth it though
&with you by my side?

lol
fabian was teasing me about you today
he saw everything

mr hon, st nicks people, jc people, parents, tkgs, alot of people came!
well its hard to make VCH full..
but we pretty much made sure it was mostly full.
like 90%?
so there's ALOT of people
and the concert?

yeah it was resounding success
thanks for coming weirong

couldn't attend the farewell dinner la
sian
parents told me it was great.

bye billie
lol its super late now
super lotsa stuff to do
piano tmr wtff!

heh and YOUR dates came out, its like godamm early can.
can do it(:
nites world.

2007-07-10T14:28:00.000+08:00

heh today when i logged on
first time EVER i didn't see anyone online in the friends section

LOL!
hci side only have a few, logging on after projects day in school..
but yeah the rest don't have can.
oh well

as zx says, "trivia, trvia, nothing important"
=P

the rest of them are still in class watching goal 2
hubert smsed me the other day about goal 2
"worth watching or not"

"a million times? hell yeah"

HAHA so they're watching on ben's labtop now..everyone was like showing off their
oh-so-ex labtops..I like jiakun's one best

anw yeah i came home early cos i felt sick..
im hit by a bout of flu i think
tired, giddy and all

today was our semis!
heh we screwed up
as in seriously; im not acting humble like the typical hci student

we were hammered during Q&A..
and melvin chng raised his voice in that way.

yah, THAT way.
it irks, but it also scares.
well zhicong noted that's the way he goes about commenting on student's stuff
which is true..
but point is

we're not going to finals
lol i guess last year's gonna be the only year i'll get a distinction for pday.
doubt next year will be much

at least we'll be doing MPP next year
ha guranteed of a place alr
but main prob our current project was that we couldn't come up with the bill
according to HIM

so we ended slightly early then i went with mom to ivin's
grab a quick lunch before come back home to sleep
then i realised i had to go night safari tonight 7pm-11pm
ahhh

so im posting now.
LOL at ivin's i met mr cheng!
he walked right in and i was like looking at him in tees and jeans

look-so-godamm different
and yeah he went in with jonathon and jeremy

those 2 in hci team from arena
i think they're his favourite students!
treat treat :D

somemore he sitted just one table across
so its like
me and my mom
beside is jeremy, jon, and kevinc.

HA he wanted to talk to me about projects day when we left
so i just stood there and replied all his questions
then i gave him that constipated look
plus my mom was out of the restaurant already

so he was like alright alright, tmr then we talk about it la
HA

p.s
bing thanks so much for the album! i didn't know there are so many great tracks from her album. the songs are awesome, and my favourites are hot&contagious. i'll describe those 2 songs as hot and contagious too XD

its playing over and over as im typing. thanks!

2007-07-09T17:41:00.000+08:00

hearing your voce again;

it was the most perfect moment of the day.

2007-07-09T15:22:00.000+08:00

lol nothing much to blog about today.
bing gave me the best damm thing!
loll.

and whats with cutie's and ehfucku's comment.
oh well

mugmugmug.
tmr's semi-finals of projects day.
and performance on wed.

and aussies leaving on wed
have this farewell dinner lol

2007-07-08T18:28:00.000+08:00

billie's with me now..
haha
she's staying in the guest room!

with her own tv, her own computer, her own stereo system
but she likes her iPod alot -.---
ha

today was hell of a good day. kinda.
transformers is SUPER cool
i swear its like
damm cool
i like it better than potc
in fact its the best movie out of that long list of june holiday movies i catched

i didn't know what i've done is the theme song!
it makes the movie heaps cooler
no it makes the song heaps cooler =P

yeah billie commented "i like the way comedy was worked into the action"
but the funny thing was.
when megan fox was on the car on top of that sam guy,
she said "ew that's digusting"

LOL. and she has a bf!
someone thinks bumblebee is cute.
someone

but i think megan fox is wayyyy cuter
she's hot yeah.

better than the one justin's ortus friend said
HAHA.
justin ortus friend thinks *whoever*'s like damm hot
but if u like white women then nonono go for megan fox!
yeahhh
she's not exactly clean previously..oops =x

yeah bing brought the rest to west mall
when russ heard he was like "lol west mall so small got anything meh"
well they had arcade, movies, and bowling at CDANS..

LOL me and billie went to marina sqaureeee
just her family and us.
but we had so much nice stuff

bowling center right outside GV,
a 2 storey cinema,
and an arcade with its own pool facilities!

and i can even spell the shopnames backwards x)
from quiksilver to ripcurl from nike to adidas
from zara to new urban male from myuk to anderson denmarks

lol its love today
did shopping too before that.

yeah me and billie were like playing in this car on our own
then have curtains..
we didn't find out it was a couple's game until halfway!

it was mostly shooting anw
some parts u had to coordinate and all

she had a rating A
mine was D ><

then the machine was like saying, after the game was over:
two of you can be an item, but only if the two of you spend more time understanding each other

yeah& you won't know how loud billie laughed!
i was like. red.

then we had racing games..
no daytona though

my daytona days are only reserved for daytona queen (:
i'll be at westmall sometimes soon anw;
ohwell.

i love transformers
i think they changed it from a kid's thing to something really cool?
yeah im so keeping those battle cards.

how i wished we watched it ytd..
can u imagine.
7july2007

so kewl.
well its 8july2007.
not too bad..
I KEPT yesterday's ticket at sentosa

haha yeah sth good finally.
nothing's good nowadays
but that's okay i guess

as long as you're there.
you ALWAYS scared me
damm x.x

crowd in marina's quite old though..
not much teenagers
the people there are mostly like 20+ and all
so yeah, you get lotsa couples, but not much young ones

i think. well it was sunday
russ and boyan brought their guests to vivo!
vivo's love..
had a great time with frances and all, right russ (;

ytd at sentosa was great too,
well if only i could recount it
but no im keeping quiet cos v. soon someone's gonna be there..
to spend a really romantic, sweet day
ha.

&you must hang on yeah?
don't be tired, nvr be.

mrbrown's coming to our sch!
the aussies leaving in 3 days =x
but im gonna be with melbourne guys in 3 days too.
lol

2007-07-07T09:47:00.000+08:00

im blogging now
at the sudden realisation that tonight i won't be able to update

ha billie's coming over tonight.

and my whole of today will be spent at sentosa
back at only 10.30

LOL.
next sat even more jai
but before next sat,

there'll be hell next week.

rehersals, semi-finals, performance
everything actually.
miss stuff here,
miss stuff there.

so I better enjoy my time when i get to
AND YOU TOO.
haha philo forum sounds damm cool

oh well.
listening to that song lifts me up

hw done yahoo

2007-07-06T21:07:00.000+08:00

haha.

it was so terribly beautiful.
i swear it was

3 drops of tears;
only 3 drops of tears for you, but each one meaning so much.
thanks

after this im gonna watch prison break2 and mug my work..
oh well
this weekend is freaking busy for me

im going out the whole of tmr!
bringing the exchange people around s'pore

spending afternoon at sentosa beach!
frisbeebeachvolleyballbeachsoccer ftw

lol there's musical fountain and dairy farm too i think.
and billie's staying over tmr.
guest room not yet prepared!
HA.
its filled with stuff

hiphop was fun today
i had a great time laughing AT it
i swear i laughed like no tmr
with kiaguan lol.

weird that kiagie and merv all didn't wanna go in
both canoers leh

but yeah we had to like. swing left and right and go 'whatsup'
lmfao. really lmfao!

wanted to roll over and over and over
then today on the way to school i met the most people ever

i met jeremy.
i met daniel.
i met zx
i met ly
i met weiting.

that's 5 on my school journey.
and sadly' that's my new record.

i hate the number 15 now too

i olay-ed three people in soccer today
i feel better-rish suddenly
three people a day's a record too (:

but then
nick was real sweet during soccer
well nick's the tall guy from the exchange

the ball went to a record high;
(meaning almost rooftop of boarding school. that's a new record)
then nick was the culprit
so he went out to get it

then before he came in he gave laura a peck on the cheek!
i think its official.
then laura pecked back and game went on
short but sweet (:

if only school life could be like that
pause..

if only MY life could be like that.

2007-07-06T18:14:00.000+08:00

小手拉大手歌词
梁静茹

还记得那场音乐会的烟火
还记得那个凉凉的深秋
还记得人潮把你推向了我
游乐园拥挤的正是时候
一个夜晚坚持不睡的等候
一起泡温泉奢侈的享受
有一次日记里愚蠢的困惑
因为你的微笑幻化成风
你大大的勇敢保护着我
我小小的关怀喋喋不休
感谢我们一起走了那么久
又再一次回到凉凉深秋
给你我的手
像温柔野兽
把自己交给草原的辽阔
我们小手拉大手
一起交游
今天别想太多
你是我的梦
像北方的风
却正能帮我悠扬的哀愁
我们小手拉大手
今天加油向昨天挥挥手

还记得那场音乐会的烟火
还记得那个凉凉的深秋
还记得人潮把你推向了我
游乐园拥挤的正是时候
一个夜晚坚持不睡的等候
一起泡温泉奢侈的享受
有一次日记里愚蠢的困惑
因为你的微笑幻化成风
你大大的勇敢保护着我
我小小的关怀喋喋不休
感谢我们一起走了那么久
又再一次回到凉凉深秋
给你我的手
像温柔野兽
我们一直就这样向前走
我们小手拉大手
一起交游
今天别想太多
你是我的梦
像北方的风
吹正南方暖洋洋的哀愁
我们小手拉大手
今天加油向昨天挥挥手
LALALA...
给你我的手
像温柔野兽
我们一直就这样向前走
我们小手拉大手
一起交游
今天别想太多
LALALALALA...
像北方的风
吹正南方暖洋洋的哀愁
我们小手拉大手
今天加油向昨天挥挥手
我们小手拉大手
今天为我加油
舍不得挥挥手

when he was all down and out
when he felt like giving up
when all the worse moments flared up;

you were there for him.

you gave him strength,
you gave him courage.

from the sheer sound of your voice,
he drew insipiration from it.

from the sheer reassurance of your song,
he drew motivation from it.

it was the darkest moments,
that you were there for him.
it was the most terrifying experiences,
that you were willing to brave through for him.

&so when he heard judgement being passed
&so when he knew things were gonna change;

he suddenly heard your voice.
your sweet, beautiful voice, calling out to him.

& suddenly,
just suddenly,
he knew everything was going to be alright.

2007-07-05T18:11:00.000+08:00

tmr we're learning hip-hop!

and bing and hubert's joining me for saturday

and i have all my weekend hw done except for mep.

and my UNAS gold award thing is finished already

i am soo high today
which explains why i blogged so late today

eh wait.
im not exactly low when i blog,
but yeah

siann.

today the maths teacher shouted out huangji's gf's name in class la!
lmao can.
oopsoops =x

im acting like doorbellz now.
sprouting rubbish INNOCENTLY (:

anw.
tmr's the first time for hiphop dance
it looks cool
and those aussie people can learn together

w00ts
classmates getting horny x)

then sat originally im the only one in my class who voluntereed.
so from 3N, like im the only one going sentosa

but last minute maths teacher said he have extra tix.
3 extra ticks.
so bing and hubert snatched them up already

more people that i know at the beach
lol.
this is da love

enjoy ur fair tmr!
everyone's proud of your contribution yeah?
you're the force behind the school (:

oh and hj said that if he takes control of ny,
he will turn it into a gas chamber
oh MAN.
i swear everyone's hp camera was going

chikchikchikchik
busy taking the diagrams he draw on the board.

&&&&you know you're my priority.
&&&&you know you can only trust me and only me
&&&&you know anyone who calls me despo sucks (:

2007-07-04T20:13:00.000+08:00

u're better now
whee

just knowing you feel better can make such a whole world of difference

i know you aren't exactly BETTER.
cos like, all the stuff today
i always said you had an inferiority complex
but anw

yeah though you're more busy,
its always good to know you're happy, more contented (:

mmhmm.
i got 28/50!
which was a real shocker.
cos those who usually pass failed?
and me, who's like. 99.9% failure type actually passed.

not like i passed really greatly though.
C5

yeah u must own tmr's test okay
i know i taught you good enough for literature.
you won't fail me, mentee (:

LOL

billie was really funny today
had great time with her.
then i like, brought her around, got to talk to her abit more..
i haven seen her for half a year!

really nice that we got tgh after so long, chat about our lifes
somehow i wanna live in australia =P

but yeah those aussies?
all of them wanna stay in singapore

then i can tell them,
hell NO;
no way dude.

the consortium assembly today was stupid
lol that sec 1 emcee was joke-of-the-day
hosting of the reflection session was joke-of-the-week

bloody waste of time can.
HA no offence class comm (:
i sneaked to poolside to get my lunch, and finished up my hw

&just so i can talk with my baby.

apparently we dropped from 4th to 10th from 1st term to 2nd term
term 3's a hellride

but its nothing.
nothing; as long as you're there for me.

2007-07-03T18:39:00.000+08:00

the aussies came today
haha it was really fun and all
but yeah. got to see all those people from adelaide after so long.

then we had SPA practice.
it was actually quite okay!
not as hard as i imagine

but yeah the maths test
was more scary than i imagined

i asked my mom to guess the class msg.
she said 3.
no

4.
no

5.
no

6
no.

mom, its 5.22
she gave me that =o look can!

haha yeah our msg for maths test is 5.22
slightly worse than 55%

tell me what is the world becoming to ;P

oh well..
at least today was slack.
at least there was you today
i'll never forget today.

&it'll be soon alright;
trust me

2007-07-02T11:35:00.000+08:00

lol just jogged

imallwet.

went to chinatown to get postcards with sis == for her project.
went with doc with my mom.
went lunch near dad's office

lol my stocks look good again!
but that's pretty much my youth day.

my REAL youth day's shifted to 14th july
LOL.

7th july's gonna be fun though

but not the weekdays in between
hell NO

tmr we'll finally see the aussie people.
yay.

50 friendster testimonials reached.

what to blog about?
i really didn't do much.
oh yeah bing told me FBTs were semi-transparent

not exactly translucent though.
i went 'yeah, yeah'.
but i didn't exactly realise

so i've started to pay more attention i guess.
i saw two today
looked normal to me.

lol then on friday
my junior asked "is ur sis sec 4"

i said 'no why'

he told me last time his friend saw me and my sister coming out of the car in hc-carpark

then his friend told him my sis was 'damm chio. super chio.'
i asked if he was sure it was me.

he said yes!
then i told him my sis was sec 2.

then he laughed at me, said his friend said sth like:
"haha the sis so hot but the brother so ugly."

i told him to show me his friend
but yeah he turned and went back to his work

oh well.
i didn't realise why he thought my sis was sec 4 till he came home

i saw her after her campfire on friday
then i realised - she was 172cm.
lol

that's what you get when one has nothing to blog.

2007-07-01T20:48:00.000+08:00

today was good in some ways
bet in others

LOL check terence's nic out.
"retarded use of the semicolon should be a capital offence"

lmao.
i think i died over a million times =P

oh well
on yeah on fri i checked height and weight

shrunk.
but i grew heavier

the weight's good.
the height's isn't

lol and ytd s'pore thrased 3-0 la
i watched
i didn't know kewell could be so good

oh well. we played quite okay actually
i saw the fireworks!
ha but what am i saying

fireworks at nat. stadium is always like
visisble at my house

yeah. no meeting tmr!
gah.
good&bad

stuff are always good&bad
theres no black&white
there's only grey, i guess

went parkway for sakae sushi
the crowd there is horrendous can
its sunday
and people go to there like

its the only time of the year where flea markets exist

okay that analogy sucked.
but yeah

as we were coming out of carpark;
(terence kill me xD)

then like. there was endless stream of cars
queueing up
to come on
scary can

and in the mall its super lotsa people
more than the average mall
lotsa teenagers

ftw.

yeah and we saw this super cool SHINY YELLOW AMG MERCEDES
yeah, really cool with all the add-ons

then my dad was like. mercedes don't look good with yellow!
then this caucassian woman turned around and went

yeah, it doesn't look good on it. it'll look good on an M3 though

then 2 of them were like talking away
HAHA. strangers. oh well

i can't go to dad's race anymore..
no more porshe GT3 =x

rest of the day was spent at home

dotA, FIFA, work, phone, handphone, TV, sleep, eat, more work.

2007-06-30T16:26:00.000+08:00

ohmyfk

lol i looked down at my shins today
BIG bruise
skin all ripped out

then i remembered
in class went me, bing, and ryan challenged for an aerial ball
ryan legs was the first. his sole was forward
i was second. i came from the side, shins exposed
bing was opposite of ryan, legs raised too.
bam.

lol no wonder my left leg's so weird
i found out only last night while slping
fuck it

oh yes and the performance today
turned out quite okay
not as bas as i thought

i did okay!
ha oh well.
my only consolation

going out later for dinner at joo chiat
not going to city so we won't get caught up in the jam
there's ndp rehersals every saturday

to those going out for hc drama.
enjoy urselves

2007-06-29T18:05:00.000+08:00

today the maths test was freaking hard
i'll be happy with a C5, seriously.

yeah and robotics ended super early
quite unusual..
we have a comp on the 17th!

oh well so we went playing soccer at jc court,
EMPTY.
EMPTY for goodness sake.
haha

quite fun cos theres lot of space to dribble

anw yeah today was softball's c div com
i think we lost to maris stella

YEAH that's my dad's former sch =P
he went to CJC after that
oh well.

nothing much to blog about
long weekend ahead
yay.

2007-06-28T18:25:00.000+08:00

oh yes.
why do good things come in threes!

rmb the 2 albums i talked about sometime back?
or ytd or wed
whatever

today there's even nicer stuff(:
the click five released their new album!

and yes, its the 2nd album of their career too
really different
yet reminiscent of their splashy drums and techno-guitar tunes!

HAHA.
26th June, released.
Modern Minds and Pastimes
by The Click Five

oh man.
now which album should i spend on!

why do good things come in threes

hmm
i guess thats cos bad stuff comes by the 100? oh well.

2007-06-28T18:20:00.000+08:00

lol there's a maths test tmr

and then my piano exam's early aug, teacher was saying today
adelaide people comes in 3 days
billie just emailed me today

who ain't screwed for maths test?
who ain't
finefine you take out the typical people who scores

who isn't?

HAHA today i spent the day in front of hubert.
i swear he's x10000000 more funny than zx
hubert's so effing funny.
brightens the boring lessons

oh well. life is damming.

2007-06-27T20:43:00.000+08:00

温柔的那些话是不是你在说
难忘的那些事是不是你在做
到现在回想起来
就好像忽然醒过来的梦景那么单薄

你像一个泡沫在我天空出没
一亲近就要破美得难以触摸
花终究也要结果
可你的余香没人知道会在哪里散落
我拼命捕捉你擅长闪躲

两个人中间是宿命
好像一堵墙不能打破
这是你第几次爱上了我
难道我只让你偶尔寄托

每次看见你轮廓
我也担心会看错
只怕从此以后失去联络
究竟你有没有爱上过我

我们之间了解太少还是太多
想你熟悉的沉默
猜你陌生的下落
徒有虚名的浪漫在折磨